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Chapter 15 - CHAPTER FIFTEEN: ANAKIN'S TRIAL

Anakin stood before the archway, his indigo lightsaber hilt hanging at his side. He looked at us—at me, at Seris, at Derren, at Barriss, and smiled.

It wasn't his usual cocky grin. This was something softer. Genuine. "Well, it's my turn," he said. "I'll see you guys when I'm done."

We smiled back without saying anything. There was nothing that needed to be said. The door whooshed open with a low hum. Anakin inhaled deeply, squared his shoulders, and stepped inside.

The door sealed behind him and then silence. The darkness around Anakin shimmered, then dissolved.

He found himself standing in the Tatooine slave quarters, rough walls, familiar smells. Dust. Heat. The scent of engine grease and worn fabric.

His heart clenched. "Anakin?" A soft voice called from behind him.

He turned, and there she stood. Shmi Skywalker. His mother. Smiling gently with a tired look.

Anakin didn't think. He ran to her, arms outstretched, tears already blurring his vision. "Mom...."

As their hands were about to touch, Shmi disappeared into sand. The scene shattered like broken glass.

"Mom!" Anakin spun around, searching desperately. "Mom, where are you?"

Then he heard it, a voice, distant and pained.

"Why did you leave me, Ani?"

Anakin's breath caught. He turned, looking for the source. "I didn't want to leave you, Mom. I didn't...."

"You left me here to die."

The words cut deeper than any blade. Anakin's hands trembled. His chest tightened. The Force around him began to ripple, responding to his rising panic.

"No," he whispered. "No, I didn't, I had to go. Master Qui-Gon said...."

"You chose them over me."

Anakin fell to his knees, his breathing ragged. The world around him shifted violently, from desert to lightning storm to a world filled with lava and unbearable heat.

But Anakin didn't move. He closed his eyes and breathed.

Cain's voice echoed in his mind: "You learn to feel everything and let it flow through you like water through your fingers. Remember your mom wanted you to be free. Honor her sacrifice."

Slowly, deliberately, Anakin centered himself. "I know this is a trial," he said aloud, his voice steadier now. "But it was nice to see my mother after so long. So thank you."

He sat down cross-legged, assuming a meditative pose, and closed his eyes. The world continued to shift around him, desert, storm, fire, but Anakin remained still and calm. He let his feels come and slowly like a flowing river. He let them pass as a small tear fell from his eye.

Then everything stopped. The room returned to its dark, neutral atmosphere. And sitting directly in front of him was Master An'ya Kuro.

Anakin opened his eyes and noticed the older woman immediately. "Hello," he said politely. "Who might you be?"

"Hello, Youngling Skywalker. I am Jedi Master An'ya Kuro, the proctor of your trial."

Anakin nodded respectfully. "Was that all my trial was? To make me emotional and see how I respond?"

Kuro tilted her head slightly, studying him with sharp, assessing eyes. "Honestly, Youngling Skywalker, I don't know why you're here."

Anakin blinked, confused. "What do you mean?"

"You showed a long time ago that you were ready to be a Padawan," Kuro said bluntly. "So tell me—why did you wait until the others in your class were ready?"

Anakin paused, considering his answer carefully. "I did it because I wasn't ready," he said finally.

"Elaborate."

Anakin took a breath. "I realized, thanks to my friends, that I'm talented. But that can only take me so far. I need knowledge and the right mindset to use that knowledge." He hesitated, then added, "I still don't understand what that means completely, but Cain told me that. He's never steered me wrong, even if he acts like an old man sometimes."

Kuro's expression didn't change, but there was a flicker of something in her eyes—approval, perhaps.

"So you stayed an initiate because of Youngling Cain?"

"Yes and no," Anakin said. "I stayed because I had more to learn, and being with them helped me learn more than I ever did by myself." His voice softened. "Cain is a good friend, my closest friend since I came to the Temple. I know I can't always rely on him all the time, but it's thanks to him that I feel like I can grow into the man Qui-Gon Jinn and my mom believed I could be."

Kuro said nothing for a long moment. She simply listened, her gaze unwavering. Then she stood. "Very well, Youngling Skywalker. You may exit through the door."

The archway behind her glowed softly, the High Galactic script shimmering with light.

"Did I pass?" Anakin asked.

"You will find out soon."

Anakin nodded, then stood and bowed deeply to Kuro. He turned and walked toward the door. When he emerged into the bright light of the grand hall, he had a bright smile on his face.

"See?" he said, grinning at us. "What did I tell you guys?"

In the hidden observation chamber, the Masters deliberated. But something was wrong.

Master Windu stood perfectly still, his face unreadable, but his hands were clenched at his sides. Master Fay's ancient eyes were wide, her expression troubled. Master Plo Koon's breathing was audible through his mask, heavier than usual. Master Shaak Ti's lekku twitched with agitation.

Master Yaddle gripped her cane tightly, her small frame tense. And Master Yoda leaned heavily on his cane, his ears drooping slightly.

"Feel it, did you?" Yoda asked quietly.

"Yes," Windu said, his voice tight. "I felt it."

"What was that?" Shaak Ti whispered.

Fay spoke slowly, her voice filled with wonder and dread. "I have lived for centuries. I have felt the presence of countless Force-sensitives. But I have never felt anything like that."

"He was in such... balance," Plo Koon said, his tone uncertain. "Perfectly balanced. Light and dark in equal measure."

"Not balanced," Windu corrected sharply. "Poised. Like a blade on the edge of a precipice. One push in either direction, and..."

He didn't finish the sentence. He didn't need to.

Yoda closed his eyes. "Attachment, he still has. But let go, one step he did. Not perfectly. But he accepted it. Found balance, he has, for now."

Fay whispered, "He has felt true loss and chosen love without possession. That is no small thing."

Plo Koon nodded slowly. "It seems Skywalker has found a way to stay in balance. The Force has much more to reveal about the young boy."

Windu, after a long pause, said, "He passed. There is no doubt about that." His voice softened slightly. "I believe I am beginning to see what Master Jinn saw in him."

But even as he spoke, unease lingered in the chamber. They had not seen Anakin's trial. But they had felt it.

They had felt the raw, overwhelming power, the kind that could reshape the galaxy. They had felt the love, the compassion, the desperate need to protect. And they had felt the shadow beneath it all, the possessiveness, the fear of loss, the potential for devastation if that love turned inward and became something darker.

Anakin Skywalker was not just powerful. He was unprecedented. And the Masters knew, deep in their bones, that the galaxy's fate might rest on which path he ultimately chose.

Yoda opened his eyes and looked toward the viewport, where Anakin stood laughing with his friends.

"Time for Cain, it is," Yoda said quietly.

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