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Chapter 1 - Chapter 1 – Going in Circles

Chek Lap Kok Airport, Hong Kong

Winter sunlight poured through the towering glass panels, casting dappled light across the cold floor. Suitcases trundled in slow, endless loops along the conveyor belts, their dull rumble swallowed by the vastness of the terminal.

Time drifted quietly here, in an airport that never slept.

Si Chen stood alone at her carousel, gaze vacant, her suitcase had gone around more times than she could say before she finally lifted it free. She stayed there anyway, fingers wrapped tight around the handle, feet refusing to move.

The train to A City? Or the ferry to T City?

In each city, one of the two men who mattered most to her waited.

Life was like this luggage on the circling belt, she thought. If you never reached out and claimed what was yours, it would just keep circling—round and round, never arriving anywhere. The weight of that thought pressed down on her chest. Every choice branched into a hundred possibilities, a hundred unknowns she couldn't see past.

If the choice would not come to her, she would hand it to someone else.

Her thumb hovered over the screen. She drew a slow breath, then sent the same message to both of them:

I've landed in Hong Kong.

The replies came back almost instantly, one after the other.

I'm in Shanghai for work.

I'll come meet you at the pier.

Si Chen stared at the screen for a moment, then let out a quiet, wry smile. It was like thrashing in deep water for so long that when a life ring finally landed beside you, it didn't matter who had thrown it. You just grabbed on.

She typed back quickly:

Don't. Don't let me see you at the pier.

Then she picked up her suitcase and walked toward the exit without looking back.

The first chill of early winter swept in from Victoria Harbour, carrying with it the faint, briny scent of the sea.

Dusk was settling in. The neon signs flickered to life one by one—dazzling, and somehow, faintly lonesome.

Si Chen made her way slowly along the Avenue of Stars, her heavy suitcase trailing behind her. Their relationship these past two years had been just like that suitcase: too much effort to drag along, too much to simply abandon.

Her eyes drifted across the harbour to the Ferris wheel, its lights turning in their slow, patient arc. She stopped, watching its endless cycle—rising and falling, only to return again, over and over.

But the ferry ticket was already in her hand. Whatever lay ahead, there was no turning back now.

She took a long breath, tightened her grip on the handle, and stepped forward, heavy, but resolute, into the crowd boarding the ferry.

On the ferry, she took a window seat and looked back at the glittering lights of Central. Her gaze shifted, settling on the Ferris wheel as it turned beneath the harbour lights. Like time itself, it moved in endless circles—carrying her back, over and over, to a past that would never return to her.

There had been a time when they'd sat on this same ferry together, their hands linked, talking about everything they were going to do and become. They'd pointed at the towers lining the harbour and told each other that someday, they'd work inside one of them.

Do you know why the harbour lights are so bright? she had asked him once.

He hadn't answered right away. He'd just looked out at all that light.

Because behind every single one of those windows, she'd said with a laugh, there's someone pulling an all-nighter.

They smiled at each other. Back then, they had believed it: work hard enough, and everything else would follow.

Time, in the end, changes everything.

Two years ago, one argument—the only real one they'd ever had—and neither of them would give an inch. They'd faced each other like strangers. Since that night, the cracks had spread in silence, etching themselves into their hearts.

T City

The crystal chandelier in the entryway glowed warm and bright, as though welcoming its mistress home.

She hadn't stepped through this door in over a year. Si Chen paused for a second, trying to remember which way the key turned. Her fluffy slippers had been left on the rack beside the door, set out neatly, just where she liked them. She hadn't even finished stepping out of her shoes before she called out:

"Yuan! I'm starving!"

"On it!"

A tall, bright-eyed boy leaned out from the kitchen doorway, the corner of his mouth already lifted in a grin. He gave her an OK sign and ducked back inside.

"Fish ball noodles. Ten minutes. Go wash your hands."

The broth in the bowl was something she would never have touched before. But after more than a year of bland Western food, her standards had hit a new low—and somehow, sitting down to this simple, steaming bowl felt like coming home all over again.

Yuan cooked the way he did everything: too much of it. The portion was easily twice what she'd normally eat. By the time she was done, she was so full it put her in a mood, and her mouth couldn't help but grumble.

"Two months apart," she muttered, watching him scroll on his phone, "and I still can't compete with that thing? Don't you miss me at all?"

"Nobody interesting. Just killing time." He typed something, hit send, and then—without warning—launched himself at her, landing softly against her shoulder like the world's most affectionate golden retriever.

"I've missed you like crazy, my little Chen Chen. Give me a kiss. Or better yet, stay in my room tonight."

Her heart gave a small jolt. She shoved him off and bolted for her bedroom, pausing in the doorway to strike a coy pose and blow him a kiss.

"The holidays stretch long ahead of us," she said, affecting a lofty tone. " No need to rush."

Yuan glanced at his buzzing phone, a slow, wicked smile spreading across his face. He typed a few words, then switched the phone off entirely. Then he wandered out to the balcony, stretched his arms wide, and breathed in the sharp winter air.

The stars were faint tonight. The moon was full and bright.

Tomorrow would be a fine day.

Shanghai, Lujiazui

Outside the hotel conference room, the century-old facades of the Bund and the soaring glass towers of Pudong reflected each other across the river, both blazing under the night lights—a dreamlike blaze of prosperity.

A man stood at the floor-to-ceiling window, suit immaculate, expression unreadable.

The view didn't register.

His phone buzzed. He opened it in an instant, jaw tightening as he read, his grip on the phone tightening involuntarily.

He didn't know how long he stood there before a voice broke through.

"Mr. Yu, they're wrapping up inside."

"I know."

"You barely touched dinner. I could set something aside—"

"No need."

The impatience in his voice was unmistakable, cutting off whatever came next. He turned, crossed the room, and pushed through the glass door to the terrace.

Outside, the cold hit him immediately—the raw, bone-deep cold of a Shanghai winter, brutal against the warmth and lingering fragrance he'd just left behind. The lights of the Bund stretched on, indifferent and magnificent. Only the wind seemed capable of clearing his head, of steadying him for the negotiations ahead.

He opened his phone again. Read those few lines that still carried their warmth one more time, something complicated moving across his face.

Made it home.

Good. Let her eat, rest. She needs to get over the time difference.

Done eating. Even burned incense to the ancestors.

Make sure she sleeps well.

Oh, she'll sleep well—with me.

Don't you dare.

The wind off the terrace sharpened. Yu Hao didn't move. Not even an inch.

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