Chapter 2 - ek tarfa pyar

Jab Ham ek Insan Ko pyar karne lagte Hain to hamen bhi aisa lagta hai ki vah humse pyar Karta Hai per hamen nahin pata Hai to kisse pyar Karta Hai hamen yah bhi nahin maloom hota vah humse Karta Hai Kisi aur se Shayad karta hai ya nahin kuchh nahin pata bus Ham karne lagte Hain use Insan se jo hamen apna kuchh nahin manta per Ham use apna sab kuchh hai to ek tarfa pyar log kahate Hain ki tarah pic nahin kar sakte kyon nahin kar sakte Ham pasand hai vah ladka hamen pasand kaisa hai usse koi matlab nahin hota kis se baat kar raha hai usse Koi fark nahin padta bus han yah baat hai hamare samne baat karen to Dil per bahut Tej lagti Hai Dil Aisa lagta Hai Tut Gaya Rona aata Hai per humne use bataya nahin vah khud Anjan hai Ham bataen ki Main bhi tumse pyar Karti Hun tu kuchh samjhe pata hi nahin Hai Main pyar Karti hun Shayad ise kahate ek tarfa pyar agar aapke jindagi mein bhi Koi Hai to karo pyar mein chahe vah tumhen mile ya Na mile Shri Krishna ji kahate Hain pyar Kiya jata Hai logon ke Dil Na kilo ke bad logon Ko apni taraf lene ke liye aapke sath rahenge agar unse hamare Sath bhi nahin Hai Na hamare Dil mein to Hai humse jante hain samajhte hain Ham to karte Hain mere Sath bhi yahi hua Hai per maine usse kabhi bataya nahin ki Main usse pyar Karti hun Shayad ISI vajah Se Main apni family se darti thi vah Kisi aur ke piche tha jaisa maine usse pyar kiya na vaise main Kisi Se shaadi kar paungi Main Karti hun usse dekhti hun vah nahin dikhta to Guru dhundhne lagte ho kahan hai bus Shayad ISI ke pyar maine bhi aise Kiya Hai per main kar diya Maine sab kuchh man liya yahi hai ki jindagi mein log tha logon se Jaise main hun aaj main bahut Akeli mahsus kar rahi thi pata nahin kyunki Shayad use Mera do din se dikha nahin use dekh leti hun kitni Khushi kyon milati Hai kyon milte kis vajah Se main mujhe apna kuchh nahin mante mujhe to pata hi nahin Hai mere Sath dikhta bhi nahin Hai per use dekhkar kyon Khushi mil jaati Hai Shayad uski Khushi mein Meri Khushi ISI to pyar kahate Hain Aaj vah pure din nahin dekha cal bhi nahin dekha tha per vah mujhe usse hi Karti hun pyar Shayad Koi jindagi mein a jaaye yah chala jaaye per usse hi karoge mujhe pasand bhi nahin karenge tumhari family again bhi Na Ho per pyar first pahla pyar to Main tujhe chhodane wali Na kariyo Kisi aur se baten Karen thoda Dard hoga per chalega per vahi chahie Maine kyon Bhagwan ki marji pyar aisi chij Hoti Hai log pagal banaa deti Hai hathon mein uske bare mein sochana din mein uske bare mein sochana Shayad lamha beet jaaye sochte sochte bus dekhte dekhte per pyar to rahega per vah mujhe na mile per hamesha rahega aur iske aage ki kahani jaane ke liye Main to bataunga mujhe Mila ya nahin mila Shayad mil gaya ho ya nahin!????