Many people struggle alot in there life. Some struggle for money, some struggle for love. I am also one among them. My life always triggered me since my birth, i don't know why may be my life loves me a lot. When I was born i was not born alone, my twin sister born with me. At that time people used to cry a lot when a girl was born, so many cried a lot when we were born. My mother was not able to take care of both of us, so my parents gave me to my aunt for raise and my twin sister stayed with my parents.
Afternoon some time I attached a lot to my aunt and my uncle because my aunt loves me like her own child. Sometimes, I felt like she is the the real mother who give me birth, because she was very sensitive to me all the time. I stayed with my aunt for 10 years. After 10 years my father called my aunt and told her that he want to took me back to there house. After listening this i cried a lot because now I was very attached to my aunt and my uncle. But my father insisted that he would take me back from my aunt house because he felt that I would love my aunt more than him. He thought that since he is my real father, it was important for me to stayed with him. So after a lot of discussion he bought me back with him, but I didn't have any love for my father.
"Instead of loving him, I started hating him because I thought he took me back from my aunt." After that I started living with my parents, elder and twin sister. But I don't know why I never loved them because I was attached a lot with my aunt. Sometime I think about running of from there, but as a child it was not possible. After that I started seeing my father as an enemy because that was his first impression in my life. Slowly time kept passing. Now I had reached 10th grade and fell in love with a boy who studied in the same class as me. When he came into my life, I felt like maybe there was finally someone with whom I can talk and share my feelings. I was in a relationship with him for two years, but after that he made me feel unloved. After that I thought I an very unlucky in love. I was not able to handle these all suit. Not only this, but I also suffered from depression. I was not able to came out from depression then one day when I was using my mobile phone I saw message from a boy firstly I ignored him but then I started talking to him. We had become good friends. I stared sharing my feelings with him. We talked as a friend for four months. Suddenly, one day he proposed me. But, I was very confused. I was not able to make the right decision because I had already been hurt in love before.