Chapter 1 - I lost my self....!

I lost my self in finding someone else....! Story of girl life facing her own problems and living in middle class family. Her parents have a hope in their heart with lots of prayers but she can't be able to fill their hopes and her own dreams because of her own mistakes which she made in her life by herself.When she was in class 10 she obtains good marks that felt their parents that she will be able in doing something big in her life and make them proud but the reality was not this even she was unknown of her own life and thinks in her mind that good marks doesn't mean that she is good in studies even she is good but not enough that . But she never told her parents that she never wants to study like a competitor type because it is not possible for any girl who have a overthinking mind and migration problem. Yess the girl is suffering from a very hard pain of headache like migration but there is no any treatment which can make her good although their parents are not so affordable like they can't afford a best doctors for her migraine treatment but they are really worried for her every time. The good thing in her life is that her parents loves her very much as she was three sisters and one brother even she was more loving to her parents. And this love affect the girl very bad because she feels very bad for her parents that how bad she is and always be a girl of her parents problem she never feel good when she look her parents and hopes in their eyes for her . And finally the girl accepts that she is the problem of her family. But there was a big sister of her who was always supportive , caring and loving to her . And the girl loves her sister very much, frankly speaking she loves her sister in the world of her own life . And the suspense is here that's why the girl lost herself. In her life there is a guy and the girl loves the guy with all his heart but the good thing is here , that the guy was more loving to her than her . In clear words they both love very much each other and they know them for last 4 years of school... Yess the guy met the girl in her school life and he was senior of the girl. And they were very happy together and they were living their life of love who all wants to live in their life at least once. They both love so hardly even no one with them in there this decision of love. And the surprising thing was that the guy is her brother's friend . And when her brother knows that they both are in relationship he hate them very much and never talk to her sister again and also their friendship was break. There are many problems come in their life when they are together but still they love both of them very much. And the girl is in her 17th . But the pain in their love story is when they both are leaving school life then they are not able to see them even a many months takes a time to see a sight of their love and when they see both of them there is few minutes to see them only and they never meet ,they only used to talk with only messages not even phone call no video call nothing is there in their life to meet together spend , some time together . Still they both are happy even they both have many problems in their life but they always used to love each other buttt when someone said that the "najar is real" the time is here on her life when she realised that the the njr is real and a big incident come in her small life and made every thing changeee ...