ek neet ki student ki kahani jo ki family se hari huyi

Mera nam moni hai or m ek middle class family se belong krti hu jaha mere dada ji govt school k headmaster the or mere papa vo sirf drunk krte the aj unki vjh se hmari puri life khrab ho chuki h meri mmy bi illiterate h unone pdhayi nhi ki or jb meri mmy ki shadi huyi thi tb shadi k bad une meri dadi ne alg kr diya tha ab m apko Btaungi ki ek daru pine Wale insan k gar me kya hota h m mama k rhti thi muje do saal ki thi tb mama leke chle gye the mere sath bhut se ase incident huye jine m kisi ko nhi bta skti jo ki mere andr h bs m third class me thi mne hmare pados ki ek shop pe chij lene gyi thi vaha ek old admi tha uska owner shop ka usne muje khudke pas bithaya bola mere pas aa m tuje khane ki chij dunga bina paise ke bi m us time unke pas Jake baith gyi q ki muje to khane ki chij chaiye thi usne meri pant k andr hath dala to mne bola ki muje Jane do bola ki bs do min rukja or muje ek toffee de diya m bi us time chij k lalach me baithi rhi pr vo nhi mana vo mere glt jgh hath touch krne lga m vaha se use jhut bolke bag ayi ki muje koi bula rha h syd usne bola ki dekh k aa to m ade krk bag ayi ab uske bad se m kbi uski dukan pe nhi gyi muje mere ghrwale bejte kuch saman k liye tb bi nhi jati m or fir uske bad m 6 class me thi jb meri buaji k ek shadi me gyi or vaha ruki thi 4-5 din vaha m rat ko sori thi to meri achanak ankh khuli ki meri buaji ka ladka 20-22 sal ka mere pas ake sora m vaha se uthke dusri jgh so gyi phir agle din usne muje khudke sath litake bola ki phon dekhenge or vo phon me gandi videos chalake muje dikhane lga or mere hath touch krne lga bola ek kiss krne de m vaha se uthke chali gyi usne mere sath khudke gar pe kafi bar glt trike se muje chua m kisi ko kuch nhi bol skti thi q ki m ek ldki hu or aj k samaj ki sachayi h ki agar ldki ne logo ki sachayi agar duniya k samne layi to ldki ki beijjati hogi or m vaha kisko bolti ki mere sath asa hua q ki mere gar me mere papa iss layak nhi ki vo mera sath denge ankhir me meri buaji bi mujpe he ungli uthati to m chup rhi uske bad m gar pdhne k liye agyi 6 class me m 6 class se 10 tk gar se schooling ki yaha mere papa daily tamasha bnate kbi hame khana nhi bnane dete kbi hmare sare gar k samne ko bahr fek dete gar me jitna bi saman hota chaye vo chair ho ya khane ka chawal daal jo bi or mere papa sath me chori bi krte the unone ek bar mere he pariwar me chori ki or fir unone case vgara kiya or vo jail chle gye badme jamant krwake le aye garwale une ab m yaha gar se school jati to hmara jo driver tha m uski seat k piche baithti thi q ki vo ek sawari gadi thi bus nhi thi to vo side se hath lgake mere pero ko chuta kbi kuch krta mne uska bi andr daba k rakha q ki meri mmy bi mera sath nhi deti muje pta h uske bad hmare gar roj ldayi hoti mere papa hme marte pit te or ek din unone meri mmy ki sone ki chain chori krk usko bech diya fir usko kse jase laya gya or ek din muje school me bus me ek ldke ne sbke samne bola ki tera bap chor h m vaha chup rh gyi q ki m shock si ho gyi thi muje lga ki isko bi pta h mere papa ki chori ka tbse m ekdm sant si ho gyi thi na kisi se kuch bt krti n andr he andr roj marti thi roj rat ko roti roj ye dar rhta papa na aye gar bad nhi vo ldayi krenge unko daru pike hosh nhi rhta tha ek din m unki charpayi k pas so rhi thi unone mere niche hath touch kr rkha mne usi time mmy ko bola mmy papa muje glt jgh touch kr rhe h mmy ne kuch nhi bola m vaha se uthke dusri side so gyi us rat muje neend nhi ayi muje dar lga rhta meri mmy ko lgta ham sore h pr ham jagre hote the q ki dar ki vjh se muje neend nhi ati rhi m bhut he jda emotional ldki hu aj tk bagwan se ye he prathna ki h ki muje utha lo ya papa ko muje nhi rhna is gar me aj meri mental condition bhut khrab ho chuki h or rat ko mmy or papa sath ek kamre me jate muje dar lgta us time ki ye ase q jare h muje nafrat si ho gyi thi unse q ki meri mmy ne bi muje kbi jda pyr nhi kiya fir muje 9 class me kuch ldko ne bhut presan kiya mere piche gadi lgate the meri class ke or us time lockdown tha to hmari class lgti thi to m akeli paidal jati thi ya kabhi dadha ji ki scooty se ek bar m school se gar aarhi thi to meri class k ldke ne mere samne khudki bike lgake khdi krdi or meri scooty electric ki thi bhut hlki jda mehangi nhi 23 hzar ki kuch us time bi chali thi to usne usko piche se pkd liya m race du to vo age nhi bd rhi usne muje bola ki mere me se or ek or uska dost tha ham dono me se kisi ek ko choose kr Lena or muje damkhi bi di ki agar kisi ko btaya to acha nhi hoga tere sath uske pas gun bi thi m dar gyi thi us time fir mere mama ne muje 11 class me khudke gar leke chale gye unko pta lg gya tha in sb chijo ka ki kuch ldke muje ase preshan kr te h or fir principal sir ne unki tc bi kat di thi mama ne muje bola ki m teri pdhayi bnd krwa dunga tujse kam krwaunga ab us time bi meri glti n hoke bi muje sunaya gaya to m or bate to kse kehti kisi ko muje bola gya teri pdhayi bnd hogi pr fir kse jse mera admission ho gya mama k 11 class me m padhne me achi ldki thi 10 class me meri 93 percentage thi or 12 me 84 abhi meri life ka struggle yaha khtm nhi hota h abhi age ka bhut kuch baki h .....