Meri zindagi ki galtiyan bohat thi…
magar sab se badi galti ye thi ke
main ne apni value khud bhula di…
Main ne har kisi ko apna samjha…
har kisi par yaqeen kiya…
aur jab bhi kisi ne kaha "main tumhare saath hoon"
main ne us baat ko sach maan liya.
Main ne logon ko apni duniya bana diya…
aur khud ko unki marzi ka hissa.
Main hamesha sochti rahi ke
agar main achi rahungi…
to log bhi ache rahenge…
magar main bhool gayi thi
ke har acha insan, har kisi ko acha nahi milta.
Meri galti ye thi ke
main ne sab ko khush rakhne ke chakkar mein
khud ko hurt hone diya…
Main ne apni khamoshi ko sabr samjha…
aur logon ne meri khamoshi ko meri kamzori.
Main ne apne jazbaat chupaye…
apne aansu chhupa liye…
sirf is liye ke koi mujhe "weak" na samjhe.
Magar andar se main roz toot-ti rahi…
Phir ek din mujhe samajh aaya…
galti logon ki nahi thi…
galti meri thi…
Ke main ne un logon ko apna samjha
jo mujhe sirf apne faide ke liye yaad karte the.
Ke main ne un rishton ko sambhala
jo kabhi mere liye sincere hi nahi the.
Ke main ne apni self respect ko
mohabbat ke naam par qurbaan kar diya…
Lekin aaj…
main apni galtiyon se nafrat nahi karti…
Kyunki un galtiyon ne mujhe strong banaya.
Un galtiyon ne mujhe sikhaya
ke har kisi ko apna nahi banaya jata…
aur har chehra sachcha nahi hota.
Ab main pehle jaisi nahi rahi…
ab main sirf unke liye special hoon
jo mujhe respect dete hain…
Meri zindagi ki galtiyan meri teacher ban gayi…
aur aaj main khud ko chhod kar
kisi ko apni duniya nahi banati.
Kyunki ab main samajh chuki hoon…
khud ko khona… sab se badi galti hoti hai.
Main girti rahi… toot-ti rahi… roti rahi…
magar phir bhi main ne khud ko nahi chhoda.
Aur aaj main sirf itna keh sakti hoon…
jo khud ko samajh le… usse koi tod nahi sakta..😊✨