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Last Rites

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The Culling Game ended. Humanity lost. Ren Ashiya has a Cursed Technique nobody asked for — he touches the dead and feels everything they felt in their final moments. Their fear. Their regret. The last thing they ever loved. He absorbs it, converts it into cursed energy, and keeps moving. It's not a good life. But fourteen months after the world ended, it's the only one he has. Then a signal appears in the ruins of Shibuya. Massive cursed energy, human signature, completely stationary. No attacks. No movement. Just waiting. Ren goes to investigate. The figure in the ruins is wearing a white blindfold. He's supposed to be dead.
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Chapter 1 - "The Taste of Someone Else's Fear"

Chapter :1

The rain smelled like ash.

It had smelled like that for months now. Ren didn't know if that was a cursed spirit thing, a pollution thing, or if his brain had just permanently associated rain with everything that had gone wrong. Didn't really matter. The rain came every evening, the ash smell came with it, and life — such as it was — continued.

He crouched on the edge of what used to be Shinjuku Station and watched the fog roll in from the east.

Purple-tinged. Thick. Moving like it had a purpose. It always came at this hour, and it always brought that particular kind of cold that had nothing to do with temperature — the kind you felt somewhere behind your sternum, a reminder that you were one of roughly three hundred sorcerers still alive in Japan.

Three hundred. Give or take. Out of billions.

He didn't look at the body next to him. He was actively, consciously, deliberately not looking at it. He'd been doing that for about four minutes.

He was losing.

His eyes kept drifting — to the twisted ankle, to the hand still wrapped around a cracked phone screen, to the face that had frozen somewhere between terror and exhaustion. Not peace. It was never peace. That was something people said to make themselves feel better.

Civilian. Male. Seventeen, maybe eighteen.

Don't touch it, said the part of him that had kept him alive this long. Keep moving. You don't have the energy for another one tonight.

He touched it.

The world went white.

— ✦ —

Here's what Ren knew about death: it left a fingerprint.

Not metaphorically. Not spiritually. Literally — a cursed imprint, pressed into whatever it touched. The body. The ground nearby. Sometimes objects the person had been holding. If the death was violent enough, the imprint soaked into the walls, the floor, the air itself. Ren had walked into buildings before and nearly blacked out from how saturated they were.

He'd learned this at age nine. His mother's funeral. He'd taken her hand without thinking, the way kids do, not understanding why the adults around him were so careful not to touch her, and then —

Then he'd known exactly what her last forty seconds had felt like.

He hadn't told anyone. He hadn't had the words for it. He still didn't, really, not the kind of words that made people understand instead of look at you differently.

INNATE TECHNIQUE

Last Rites

Physical contact with the recently deceased — or objects with a strong death-imprint — triggers a full sensory replay of the subject's final conscious moments. Duration mirrors the subject's. The emotional residue is then absorbed into the user's cursed energy reserves. The stronger the emotion, the more fuel it generates. Terror burns fast and hot. Grief burns slow. Regret is complicated. Love — Ren has only encountered that once, and he doesn't think about it.

The boy had run. He'd almost made it. At the very end, he'd heard his mother's voice somewhere behind him and turned back — just for a second, one stupid second — and that was it.

The last thing he'd felt wasn't fear. It was regret. Sharp, immediate, the kind that hit you before you even had time to understand what you'd lost.

Forty-seven seconds. Ren counted every one of them, kneeling on wet concrete with his hands shaking and the borrowed adrenaline burning through his system.

He came back to himself slowly. Breathed. Let the energy settle into his reserves — it had spiked hard, always did after an emotional one.

He pressed two fingers to the boy's forehead.

"I've got you now. You can stop running."

A lie, technically. He didn't have anyone. He carried them — their last seconds, their last feelings, converted into fuel that kept him alive long enough to collect more. It wasn't a clean system. It wasn't a good one. But it was the one he had.

He stood. Turned east. Kept moving.

— ✦ —

Sector 4's checkpoint was manned by two people who looked like they hadn't properly slept since the Culling Game ended. Ren couldn't hold that against them. He probably looked the same.

Ishida — shaved head, scar through her left eyebrow, formerly grade 2, currently functioning as the closest thing Sector 4 had to a commanding officer — recognized him from a distance and stepped aside without making him go through the full verification process.

"You're late," she said.

"Someone died on Route 6."

She didn't ask for details. She'd learned not to. "Higuruma's looking for you."

Ren stopped walking.

Just for a second. Just long enough for the newer guard — young, probably pulled from a civilian family with latent cursed energy, definitely didn't know what he'd signed up for — to notice and go slightly rigid.

"What does he want?"

"Didn't say." Ishida studied him. "He had that look though."

"Which look."

"The one where he's found something and he's deciding whether telling people will help or just make everything worse."

Ren exhaled. "Great."

— ✦ —

Higuruma was on the third floor, in front of the map. He was wearing his suit. He always wore the suit — Ren had stopped finding it strange months ago. Now it was just a constant, and constants were worth protecting.

"You look terrible," Higuruma said when he heard Ren come in.

"Someone died on Route 6."

"Sit down."

"I'm fine."

"Your hands are shaking. Sit down."

Ren sat. The chair had a broken armrest. Everything in Sector 4 had something broken about it — that was just how things were now.

Higuruma turned to the map. His finger landed on Shibuya.

"Two days ago we picked up a cursed energy signal," he said. "Massive. Human signature, not a Spirit. We've been monitoring it."

"How massive?"

"We didn't have a classification bracket for it. We made one."

The armrest creaked.

Shibuya. Ren knew what Shibuya meant. Everyone did. The district that had been functionally uninhabitable since the Incident — that one night, before all of this, when everything had reshuffled and a hole had opened up in the world shaped like someone who should have been untouchable.

"The signal hasn't moved in forty-eight hours," Higuruma continued. "No attacks. No destruction. Takaba did a flyover yesterday. The source looked up at him —" he paused, "— and then looked away. Like he wasn't who they were waiting for."

"Waiting for."

"That's what it looked like."

Silence. Just rain and generator hum and the specific quiet of a city that had forgotten what normal sounded like.

"You want me to go."

"I want you to go," Higuruma confirmed. Then, quieter: "There's something else."

He opened the folder. Took out a photograph — grainy, altitude shot, through heavy fog. But the figure was clear enough.

Tall. Dark hair. Hands in pockets. Standing completely still, looking up.

"Our facial recognition is fourteen months out of date," Higuruma said. "I ran it anyway. Ninety-four percent match."

He said the name.

Ren had absorbed a lot of death. He'd processed more grief, more fear, more borrowed pain than any person was probably meant to hold. He'd learned to stay steady through it. To not let it shake him.

His own heart stopping — that was new.

— ✦ —

The next morning. Shibuya. Rain just starting again.

The figure was exactly where the photograph showed. Hands in pockets. Standing in the ruins like he'd grown there. Like he'd always been there and someone had just built a collapsed city around him.

He's supposed to be dead. Everyone who was there that night said so. Every witness. Every report. Every piece of documentation they managed to save.

Ren stood at the edge of the district and looked.

The figure turned.

Even through the fog. Even at this distance. The white blindfold was unmistakable — wrapped around eyes that every surviving account said had been permanently sealed. Eyes that, by all logic, by all evidence, by everything Ren had ever been told about that night —

Should not exist anymore.

Satoru Gojo looked directly at him.

Across the ruins. Through the fog.

Like there was no distance at all.

And smiled — slow, like he'd been saving it.

Oh, Ren thought — in the way you think things right before everything changes and you know it's changing and there's absolutely nothing you can do about it.

Oh no.