Ak pyar aisa bhi yah .....
baat tab ki Hai jab Main lagbhag 20 sal ki thi mujhe pata nahin tha ki yah sab kya hota hai yani ki yah pyar Kya hota Hai to Main swayam ko apne aap ko apne aap mein Hi dalna chahte the mujhe Kisi ka moh nahin tha per kabhi kbar dusron Ko dekhkar lagta tha ki han mujhe bhi banaa Lene chahie mujhe bhi best friend forever BFF banaa Lena chahie mujhe Na Kisi Se matlab tha aur na hi is duniya Se matlab tha mujhe bus apne aap se matlab tha yani ki agar main Khush to duniya Khush agar Main dukhi to duniya bhi dukhi yahi mera ek definition tha to samay bitta Gaya mujhe laga ki yahan mujhe bhi banaa Lena chahie BF Maine koshish ki thi per mere se nahin Ho Paya
Main usse insta p mili thi. Usne mujhe phle message Kiya mai reply nhi krti but us din Mai emotional thi isi vajah se socha ki chalo reply krti hu fir baat chit hui usne mujhe name pucha Maine bhi usse name pucha aise krke baat start Hui
Ak din usne mujhe bola kya aapka koi bf hai maine reply Diya agr hota to Mai aapse kahe baat krti to maine kaha aapko gf chahiye mai aapko dilwa dungi maine use apne doibnne k bare m pucha usne haa kaha vo bola ki aap meri gf bno maine bola mujhe nhi aata ye babu sona main kaise banungi
Fir baatchi hui mujhe uski kmi hone lagi
Vo baat nai krta to Aisa lagta jaise main kuch bhul rhi hu vo meri aadat bn chuka tha
Maine apne aap ko rokne ki bahut koshish ki
Fir achanak se ak din baat nahi ho paya
Mujhe laga use koi mil gya hoga Maine baat Krna chaha pr kis haq se baat karu
Mai use message bhi nai kar pa rhi thi kya mujhe use message Krna chahiye mai aaj bhi use bahut Miss krti hu
Ajib baat hai n life kitni jhand hai
Agr paisa hai to life asan hai aur nai hai to bojh
Mai us Sidhi p hu jaha mere ko samajh nai aa rha hai ki Mai paisa kamau ya pyar Karu ya family walo ko support karu kitni sari problem hai
Mai independent hona chahti hu pyar vyar m nai padna mujhe agr pad bhi jau to mujhe koi aisa banda chahiye jo mujhe khush rakhe
Meri taklifo ko samjhe
Kabhi kabhi lagta hai kash koi hota aur kabhi kabhi lagta hai mai akeli hi thik hu
Kya karu is life k
Mere layak koi ladka hi nai hai
Arrange marriage hi sahi hai
Abhi mn krta hai koi hota jo mujhe padhne k liye force krta n mere se padhai ho rhi hai aur nhi bf bn rha hai koi
Mujhe nai aata yrr ye deal Krna gf bf ka
Kya karu...
Life jhand hai ham jaise single logo k liye
Moj hai par adhuri si
Us din us ladke se baat ki mai usse baat hua usne mujhe no. Manga maine de diya
Baat Hui anjane m maine use bhaiya bol diya
Meri galti thi kya karu hota nhi mere se
Usne mere sath baat Krna chod diya
Abhi mai fir muh utha k usse baat karungi y khke ki hiii dost kaise ho
Vo mujhe apni gf bnana chahta hai kya mujhe uski gf bnna chahiye????
Samajh nhi aa rha kya karu
Maine use pucha tha pyar ka matlab kya hota hai usne answer Diya ak sath thik se rhna
Par hmare ghar allowed nai hai
Vo ladka intercaste ab kya karuuu
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Badi dukh ki baat hai