It's been 350 days, here, in another world,
I moved the blanket to the right side, trying to get up to touch the cup of water, there on the side table.
"one year, and this is what I got" I said, squeezing my hair, 'this is the 12th time, failing and failing, why', 'if i'm not strong enough, am i not worthy, why can't i do it, damn it' (hitting the wall with a gasp, slowly my cheeks started to get wet, they flowed and fell onto the wooden floor, tears that are meant for others, I mean, do you know?, I have redone this world, but listen first, i repeat it but i am not strong enough to save the world.)
They say, the destruction of the world was caused by Stella, no that's not true, on the day when snow covered the world and everything in it again, when I stood on the deck, where the salt water, in the middle of the frozen ocean, that's where the real Villain is, i mean, th-them all are...'visitor'
the eye appeared in the sky, as if a lunar eclipse, we were shaken, no not only us, even all of them in all corners of the world, and he, the figure (black smoke, white eyes), said to us, as he suddenly appeared on the mast, in a rough voice as if hoarsely suppressed, "the human who came from another world, is the beginning of this disaster", making me tremble, suddenly our silence became even more intense, with a gaze like a sword this time, he said loudly, 'sleep, with those pests', and finally, there on the pirate ship VenderG , in the place where my death is guarded, Iki Yamada meets Iki Yamada.
'iki, your name is Iki, you are a great person Iki Yamada, this is not your fault'
(he said on the ship's muzzle, gently)
''Remember your name, This world...hates you, no-it's Willem who hates us'
''You..."
"He will freeze you, in fact your feet have been swallowed by ice, 'silence for a moment' this is not a time loop, fight"
a brief encounter where my whole body was consumed by ice, on a frozen sea
where everything was clear, a fate that truly destroyed my soul, "the snow is getting heavier huh" said my other self, sounding faint, with 3 footsteps that also faded, until... finally, I woke up here, between the bright green walls, the white bed thick as a cloud, candle hanging lamp with copper luster, glossy painted teak wood door, Makes it really feel like a dream, the white bed thick as a cloud, the same color that makes my whole body shiver, What made me feel depressed, feeling that death again, which clearly made me flooded with trauma, and wherever it is in this world, even in this other world, fear is a disease that always lurks from afar.
Knock-knock-knock
(his voice echoed in the hallway)
"Iki, are you okay, why is your breathing so rushed?, Did you just peek at the women's bath and run back here?" (Phillia said with a small laugh)
"If you don't eat breakfast, I'll eat them all, eh, no answer, okay..., I'll finish all the pancakes."