Aaj meri shaadi thi....
Har taraf roshni, shor, logon ki hasi…
sab kuch perfect lag raha tha.
Par mere liye…
ye ek khushi ka din nahi tha.
Ye badle ka din tha.
Main aaine ke saamne dulhan bani baithi thi. Laal joda, gehne, makeup… sab kuch bilkul perfect.
Par agar koi meri aankhon me dekhta…
to use sirf ek cheez nazar aati…
👉 nafrat.
"Bas kuch hi der aur…" maine dheere se khud se kaha.
"Phir sab khatam…"
Neeche se awaaz aayi....
Dulhan ko bulao. .....
Mere haath thode se kaano gaye .....par main khadi hogai....
Aaj mai sirf ek dulhan nhi thi ....
Main ek aisi ladki thi jo apne dushman ki zindagi barbaad krne ja rahi thi....
Main dheere dheere mandap ki taraf badhi....
Har kadam ke saath meri saanse tez hoti ja rahi thi.
Aur phir…
👉 maine use dekha.
Mera dulha…
Kaale sherwani me khada tha. Chehra calm… aankhen gehri… jaise usse sab pata ho.
Jaise wo meri nafrat bhi samajh raha ho.
Mera dil ek pal ke liye ruk sa gaya…
👉 "Ye itna normal kaise ho sakta hai…?"
Main uske paas jaakar baith gayi.
Pandit mantra padh raha tha… log muskur rahe the…
Par meri duniya me sirf ek hi awaaz goonj rahi thi:
👉 "Isi ne mere bhai ko maara hai…"
Maine uski taraf dekha…
👉 "Aur aaj… main isse uski saza dungi…"
Shaadi ke phere shuru hue.
Har phere ke saath… meri nafrat aur gehri hoti ja rahi thi.
Wo chup tha… bilkul chup.
Na usne kuch kaha… na kuch samjhane ki koshish ki.
👉 Jaise wo jaanta ho…
👉 main kya karne wali hoon…
Shaadi ke baad....
mai uske ghar aayi..
Sab log chale gay room mai sirf main or wo reh gaye....
Khamoshi itni gehri thi ke ....meri dhadkan tak sunai de rahi thi.....
Mai dheere se uski taraf badhi ....or kaha...
Tum jante ho na me tumse nafrat karti hoon.....
Wo mujhe dekhta raha....
👉 Haaan....mai janta hoon..
Usne itni shanti se kaha ke mujhe gussa agaya ....
Mene kaha... Phir bhi tumne mujhse shaadi kyu ki ....
Wo kuch second ke liye chup raha....
Phir dheere se bola...
👉Kyun ki mujhe tumhe bachana hai....
Me ek dam shock ho gayi.....
Kya .. Matlab. ..?
Wo mere pas aaya or dheere se bola..
Jis aadmi ko tum apna dushman samjh rahi ho wo mai nahi hoon...
Mera dimaag ghum gaya ....
Jhuth...."
Mai cheek padhi..
Mene apni aankho se dekha tha...!
Wo bas mujhe shanti se dekhta .raha..
Fir kaha ki tumne jo dekha wo sach nhi tha...
Meri sanse tez hogai ....
To sach kya hai...
Wo mere bilkul kareeb aaya our dheere se bola.....
Sach ye hai ki tum khud khatre me ho....
Mera dil zor zor se dhadakne laga....
Usne dheere se kaha ki agar tumne mujh par bharosa nahi kiya...
Or ruk kar dheere se bola..
To tumhari zindagi zyada din tak nhi bachegi ..
Room me fir se Khamoshi chah gayi...
Par is baar meri nafrat ke sath sath...
Dar tha or becheni thi ...
👉 . mai usse marne aayi thi par shayad.....
Ab meri hi zindagi khatre mai thi...