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Kargil Kashmir ki Seema per sthit Himalaya ki ek durasth jagah Hai Jahan Mausam behad kathor hota hai yahan Seva karna Kisi bhi Sainik ke jivan ka sabse mushkil kam hota hai vishamtand aur lagatar tanavgrast Seema lekin aisi viprit paristhitiyon mein kaun sa Sainik parajit nahin hoga yah mansun aur Sardi utani hi janleva hoti hai jitni ki garmi hai suhavni aur ananddayak Hoti Hai garmiyon mein pahadon per Jami per pighal jaati hai aur aurat Ho jaati Hai Dharti aisi nahin dikhti Aisa lagta Hai Mano brahmand mein hare rang ki Chadar odh Rakhi Ho aisi Sundar prakriti hamare dilon ko Khush kar rahi thi March ka Mahina tha aur dakiya 815 Dinon mein ek bar battalion mein aata tha dakiya ki gadi aate hi Ham sab vahan jama Ho jaate the Puri battalion 15 minut ke liye uske pass ekattha Ho jaati thi samay lohe ke sine wale sipahi ka Dil Chandni ki tarah chamak uthata tha aur hamen pata hi nahin chalta tha ki kab usmein se aansu bahane lagenge Ham ek dusre ki peeth thapate hue gaon mein Kashmir ki aaj ki taaja karte The aur naye Josh ke sath Apne Desh ke liye fir se khade ho jaate the Main apni patni dwara bheje Gaye chitthi ko lekar Baki sainikon Se dur Ja baitha aur Chitti padhne Laga chitthi per uske aankhon ke sukhe aansuon ke dhabbon ke alava aur kuchh bhi likha nahin tha halanki chitthi mein kuchh bhi nahin likha tha fir bhi Main use bhavpurn chitthi ko kafi der tak padhta Raha yahan se gaon jaane mein Hi Meri chhutiyon ke 8 se 10 din lag jaate the gaon jaane ke bad mujhe Pavan ya rawla Jana tha jiske alava mujhe apni bahanon ke gaon mein rakshabandhan aur bhavbich banane Jana tha aur mujhe nahin pata tha ki lootane ka din kab aaega Kisi bhi Sainik ke liye Apne Parivar ko Kargil Jaisi dur jagah per Lana sambhav tha Meri patni Ne kabhi shikayat nahin ki vah janti Thi ki Main Desh ke liye kitne Seva kar raha hun mere pita ko bhi mujhmein per garbhavastha jab Main chhutti upar aata tha to vah mujhe gale Laga lete the jab main aata tha to vah mere dwara Lai Gai mithaai yah pure gaon mein bant dete the Meri Man bahut sanvedanshil thi meri peeth per Goli ka ghav dekhkar vah bistar Se nahin Hoti Main mere Ghar mein sabse Chhota beta tha isliye har bar sab ki jaan mere liye nikal aati Thi sabko Meri chinta lagi rahti Thi is sanvedanshil Man aur pyar karne Wale bhaiyon ki yaden mujhe बार-बार satati Thi lekin Bharat mata ki Raksha ka dayitv bhi mere liye utna Hi mahatvpurn tha Main sochta tha agar Bharat Mata ke liye ladte hue mujhe balidan bhi Dena pade to tiranga mere sharir per Garv se lahraega yah dekhkar mere Parivar ka Sina Garv se bhul jata tha use Raat mein yadon ki khushiyan bant raha tha tabhi dusri din subah mere gaon ka Sukhdev apni chhutti ya khatm kar Seema per lauta aur aur usne mujhe ek sandesh Diya ki meri man bahut bimar hai aur vah hamesha mujhe hi yad kar rahi hai uske har Shabd ka mere Dil per gehra asar ho raha tha man kah rahi thi ki beta main bimar hun lekin tujhe Meri chinta karne ki jarurat nahin hai ghar mein sab Mera acche se khyal rakhte Hain mujhe pyar karte Hain to apni Bharat man per Koi achna aane Dena unke Raksha karna unka Dhyan rakhna Mera Dil aansuon se Tut raha tha Meri aankhon Se aansu Roop nahin Pa rahe the Meri atma kapane lagi Mera Man bhay Se Bhar gaya tha isliye main utha sidhe Major sahab ke samne jakar khada ho gaya Meri halat dekhkar unka Dil bhi pighal Gaya unhone turant Hi Meri chhutti manjur Kara di Maine Jaise taise Mera Saman pack Kiya aur gaon ke liye nikal pada gaon ka Safar 8 se 10 din ka tha samay ka pata hi nahin Chala rasta Jara bhi aasan nahin tha Meri Man Ko ek bar dekhna Mera Sapna tha mere man mein Man ke vicharon ka sailab umat chuka tha Main chahta tha ki meri Man mere galon per hath Fere aur kahe ki Dekho mera baccha a Gaya aur mujhe apni bahon mein lekar mujhe bade pyar Se dular Karen Jaise hi main gaon ke dwar per pahuncha to sabhi gaon ke log apna Kam rok Kar Meri aur dekhne Lage gaon ke dwar per pahunchte hi mujhe aisa hua ki kuchh to Ajeeb hua hai maine apne hath mein pakda hua Mota sanduk vahi chhod Diya aur ghar ki or bhaga gaon ke dwar se mera picha kar rahe gramin bhi mere piche bhagate hue aane Lage Jaise hi Maine Ghar ke darvaje ke andar kadam Rakha Meri bahanon Ne mere gale lag kar Rona shuru kar diya mere bhai jhopadi ke farsh per sir jhukate baithe the lekin Meri najre Ghar ke har Kone mein idhar udhar bhatak rahi thi Main apni Man Ko kahan dekhun Meri Man kahan hai main vaikul hokar sochne Laga mera baccha a Gaya Hai yah Shabd sunane ke liye aur mera dil uske liye tadap Raha tha lekin ab Main apni Man Ko FIR kabhi nahin dekh paunga main usse milane aaya tha lekin ab Mil bhi nahin paunga kyunki mujhe aane mein thodi der ho chuki thi kyunki Jaise hi mujhe pata Chala ki ab Meri Man nahin Rahi tu mere Dil aur dimag mein kam karna band kar diya aur Meri Aankhen Nam Ho Gai aur Main Apne ghutnon ke bal jameen per gir Gaya tabhi hi piche se ek awaaz sunaidi halanki vah awaaz mere Man ki nahin thi lekin us awaaz Ne Mere hosh hi uda diye Jaise hi Maine piche mudkar dekha to vah awaaz Mere gaon ke Ramu Kaka ki thi our o mere paas aakar mujhe jaruri baat batane Lage unke munh se nikale hue shabdon Ne Mera Dil Hi dahla Diya aur Main Ghar Se bhag nikala lekin gaon ke thodi hi dur jaate Hi mujhe kuchh Aisa dikha ki....