After.
The citadel damage assessment took four days. The GDF casualties from the eleven simultaneous Stage 12 engagements were three hundred and twelve dead, eleven hundred wounded. By any metric, by any historic comparison, it was the most successful defensive engagement against Divine-Class forces ever recorded. The previous best was 'one Stage 12 contained at temporary distance before contact was broken.'
This was eleven Stage 12s simultaneously, contained and retreated.
The cost was three hundred and twelve people who had been alive before day seventeen and were not alive after it, and Ray sat with that number the way you sit with a weight you've agreed to carry: not pretending it isn't heavy, not putting it down.
He visited the medical bay. Mira had two fractured ribs and a hairline crack in the left orbital plate of her Phantom helmet where the second impact had been slightly off-angle. She was sitting up when he came in, reading something on a datapad, and she looked at him when he sat down next to her and didn't say anything for a moment.
Then: 'Three times.'
He knew what she meant. Three times she had hit a Stage 12 in full transformation at Burst Drive velocity. Three times she had been thrown across a courtyard and gotten back up.
"You saved the field at minutes two, five, and eight."
"I know. I was counting."
"I know you were."
A pause.
"The suit."
"What about it?"
"At minute eleven. Your suit changed color."
He looked at her.
"The veining went from blue-white to gold. For about thirty seconds. Then it went back."
He thought about the cost. About the spend of something not renewable. About what had been happening at minute eleven.
"I felt something shift. In the resonance. Like the field was finding a new frequency instead of failing."
"That's new."
"Yes."
"Theo will want to know."
"He'll find out on his own in about six hours."
She almost laughed. It was a good sound, even halved by the fractured ribs.
"Did you know? Going in. That you could hold it for twelve minutes."
He thought about this honestly.
"I knew I was going to try for twelve minutes."
"That's not the same thing."
"No. It's not."
She went back to her datapad. He stayed for another hour. Outside the medical bay, the citadel was beginning to rebuild, and in the deep bunkers the ten million were beginning to come back up, and somewhere in the education block Dayo was very probably drawing cities.
