Everyone talks about success . Rank , result selection...sabko bas end chahiye hota hai .But no one really talks about the journey.
Room me ek table thi...books se bhari huyi .
Notes , highlighters, previous year paper's....
Sab kuch tha .
Bas ek cheez missing thi --- peace.
Main samne khuli book ko dekh rahi thi ...
Par dimag kahi aur tha .
''Yaar...itna pressure kyun hai ?. Maine
Dheere se khud se kaha.
Clock ne 2:17 AM dikhaya .
Ghar wale so chuke the .
Duniya so chuki thi .
Par ek aspirant ...phr bhi jaag raha tha.
Kabhi sapno ke liye ,
Kabhi dar ke liye
Phone uthaya..... notifications zero.
Koi message nhi .
Koi "How are you " bhi nahi .
Aur tab smjh aaya ------
Aspirants banna mtlb thoda akela ho jana .
Din me sab bolte hai :
"Bas thoda aur padh lo, selection ho
Jayega ."
Paf raat me mmm
Khud se ladna padta hai neendo se lagta padhta hai kai raate khuli aankho me hi nikal jati hai .
Jab na time ka pta chalta hai na health ka .
Jab self-doubt, comparison,fear... Sab ek saath attack karte hai.
Kabhi lagta hai :
"Shayad me nhi kar paungi .??"
Phir next moment:
"Nahi...karna hi padega.."
Because iss sapne ke peeche sirf meri mehnat nahi hai ••••
Mere parents ki expectations bhi hain,
Meri khud ki respect bhi aur freedom bhi.
Aur shayad ••••m3ri pehchan bhi...
Ye story' sirf ek aspirant ki nahi hai ••••
Ye un sab logon ki hai
Jo sapne dekhte hai ••••
Par unhe pura karne ke liye
andar hi andar toot bhi jaate hain .
This is the untold life..... Of an aspirant
Uss time hum jo feel karte hai jo sochte hai wo hum kisi se share nhi kar pate•••••
Phr maine bahut socha khud ke liye .....
Khud ki respect aur freedom ke liye ....
Aur phr uss raat kuch aisa socha jo meri life ko ya to bana skta tha ya bigad skta tha.....
A warrior life is not easy Leaving everything behind, your happiness, your family, home festivals And so are your dreams and your life.
This is not ending that is beginning....