my self........ ye kahani h mere jivan ki

Hello .. mera naam sulekha aaj m aapko apni life k baare m batana chahti hu . M ek chote se gao ki ladki hu , jiski ek choti se family h . M mere do Bhai do Bhabhi or unke bacche or mere maa or papa h . Har bacche k liye use maa or papa bahut hi anmol hote h. Ager ye kaha jay ki mere liye family hi bahut anmol h . Jisko m kabhi khona nhi chahti , m aapko apne family k baare m batati hu. Map main aapko Apne mummy papa ke bare mein batana chahti hun Maine suna hai ki mere Ma baap ne apni life mein bahut hi jyada struggle kya hai vahi . Mere Papa ka naam Raghubir shing shakya h. Or unki shadi hardevi shakya se hui . Yaani meri ma , kuch family kuchh family shuru hone ki vajah se mere Dada aur dadi Ji Ne donon ko Apne Ghar Se Nikal Diya . Kuchh time ke liye mere papa akele hi dehli m aa gye or meri maa ko unke mayke m chhod diya . Lagbhag 6 mahine meri maa dehli m le kar aa gye . Or Maine suna h ki mere Ma k pass us time ek bhi baccha nhi tha . Jis wajha se mere Dada or dadi ne unko ghar se nikal diya tha. Tab mere papa ne unka bahut ilaj karwaya .. tab jaake mere bde bhai ne 21. 10.1988 is din Janam liya .wo pal asa tha ki maano khushiyon barish Hui ho . Teeno apni life m bahut hi khush the . Mere bde bhai k lagbhag 5 saal baad mere chote bhai ka 22.7.1993 . Janam hua . Choti si family m nanhe mehmaan swagat hua. Mere do Bhai Sudip or pardeep . Saal beete dono samay k sath bde ho rhe the . Wo dono har Raksha bandhan or Bhai dooj pr udass ho jaate the . Or maa se kahte the unhe bhi bahen chahiye. Saal samay se sath bitte gye. Un dono ko bahen ka intezar tha. Ab wo intezar bhi khatam hone wala tha . 5 saal baad unke ghar m ek nanhi pari Janam hua . Wo din tha 22 . September 1998. uske aane se ghar m khushiyan or dugni ho gyi . Sab thik chal rha sab bahut khush the . Mere papa ki 5 sadsyo wali choti si family. Tabhi achanak, Hamari choti se family ko kisi ki Nazar lg gyi thi. Sab kuch barbaad ho gya ,mere papa ko unki company mein bahut bda loss Ho Gaya. Mere papa ki job chali gyi , kahte h ki har insaan k jivan m bura waqt aata h , ye wahi tha kisko pta tha ki choti family ko bhi kisi ki 🧿 Nazar lg sakti h .. mere papa ko waha ka ghar raat hi raat m us Khushi k aasiyane ko hamesha k liye choddkar jaana pda ..... us time mere papa k pass waha se dur jaane k alwa or koi dusra rasta nhi tha ... Mere papa ek dam tut gye unke pass meri maa k alwa koi nhi tha jo unko support kar sake . Ham log kafi chhote . Hame to ye tak pta tha ki hamare sath kya hua . Us time bs ek meri maa hi thi jo mere papa ko sambhal sakti thi. Meri maa ne unko himmat di , aage badne ki or musibat se dat kar saamna karene ... Aage kya hua. Ye jaane k liye hamare sath bne rahiye .....