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Chapter 13 - Say It Didn’t Affect You

The moment the doors closed behind them, the silence snapped.

Not soft.

Not controlled.

Sharp.

He didn't slow down.

Didn't say anything.

Just walked.

And she followed.

Not because she wanted to.

Because stopping felt… worse.

That realization alone made her chest tighten.

The corridor was empty.

Cold.

Quiet.

Nothing like the room they had just left.

And yet—Her pulse hadn't calmed.

Not even slightly.

"Stop," she said suddenly.

Her voice echoed more than she expected.

He stopped.

Immediately.

Then turned.

Slowly.

That same controlled movement.

That same unreadable expression.

But something underneath it had shifted.

Not visible.

Felt.

"What was that?" she demanded.

A pause.

Then: "Clarification."

Her jaw tightened instantly.

"That wasn't clarification. That was—"

She stopped.

Because she didn't know what word to use.

Possession?

Control?

Something worse?

His gaze held hers.

Waiting.

Like he already knew what she was trying to say.

"Finish it," he said quietly.

Her chest rose sharply.

"That was unnecessary," she snapped instead.

A faint pause.

Then—

"No," he said.

The word landed harder than expected.

"It was required."

Her breath caught.

"For what?" she demanded.

His voice lowered slightly.

"For them to understand."

Her stomach tightened.

"And what exactly were they supposed to understand?"

Silence.

Then—

"That you are not available to be approached."

The words hit too directly.

Too clearly.

Too personally.

Her chest tightened.

"I never said I was," she shot back.

"You didn't need to."

A pause.

Then he stepped closer.

Of course he did.

He always did.

"You didn't step away," he added.

Her breath caught.

"That doesn't mean—"

"It means you didn't correct it."

Silence snapped tight again.

Her pulse spiked.

Because that was true.

And she hated that it was true.

"I didn't realize what you were doing," she said.

A faint pause.

Then—

"You did."

Her throat tightened.

"No, I didn't."

He stepped closer again.

Now the distance was gone.

Her back brushed the wall behind her before she even realized she had moved.

"You noticed the moment she stepped closer," he said quietly.

Her breath caught.

"You noticed the moment she looked at me."

Her pulse stuttered.

"And you noticed when I didn't respond immediately."

Silence.

Every word landed exactly where she didn't want it to.

"I don't care about that," she said quickly.

A pause.

Then—

"Say it again."

Her breath faltered.

That tone again.

Lower.

More controlled.

More dangerous.

"I said I don't care," she repeated.

He didn't move.

Didn't blink.

Didn't break eye contact.

"Say it like you believe it."

Her chest tightened.

"That's not—"

"Say it."

The pressure in his voice wasn't loud.

But it was there.

Unavoidable.

Her breath felt uneven now.

"I don't care who looks at you," she said.

A pause.

Then—

"Wrong."

Her jaw tightened instantly.

"You don't get to decide that."

"No," he said quietly.

"You do."

Silence.

That answer hit differently.

Not control.

Not command.

Something else.

Recognition.

Her throat tightened.

Before she could respond—He stepped closer again.

And this time—He didn't stop at distance.

His hand caught her wrist.

Again.

But not the same way.

Not just stopping her.

Holding her.

Firm.

Intentional.

Her breath caught instantly.

"You reacted before you thought," he said quietly.

Her pulse spiked.

"That doesn't mean anything."

"It means everything."

Silence.

His grip didn't hurt.

But it didn't allow movement either.

"You don't like when someone else stands too close," he continued.

Her chest tightened.

"That's not true."

A pause.

Then—

"Then why did your breathing change?"

Her breath hitched.

She hadn't even noticed.

But he had.

Of course he had.

"That's not—"

"You watched her," he interrupted.

Silence.

Her pulse felt too loud now.

"And you watched me not respond," he added.

Her throat tightened.

"I was just observing," she said.

A faint pause.

Then—

"No," he said quietly.

"You were measuring."

That word landed deeper than anything else.

Because it was accurate.

Too accurate.

And she had no way to deny it without lying.

The silence stretched.

Then—His voice dropped lower.

"Say it didn't affect you."

Her breath caught.

"What?"

"Say it."

Her chest tightened.

"It didn't affect me."

A pause.

Then—

"Again."

Her pulse stuttered.

"It didn't affect me."

Silence.

Then—His grip tightened slightly.

Not painful.

But enough.

"Look at me," he said.

She already was.

That was the problem.

"Say it again."

Her voice wavered slightly this time.

"It didn't—"

She stopped.

The words didn't come out the same.

Didn't sound the same.

Didn't feel the same.

And that was enough.

Because he saw it.

Immediately.

His gaze sharpened.

Not angry.

Certain.

"You can't say it properly anymore," he said quietly.

Her breath caught.

"That doesn't mean—"

"It means you felt it."

Silence.

Her chest tightened painfully now.

Because he was right.

And she couldn't deny it without sounding like she was lying.

And for the first time—She didn't want to lie.

That realization hit harder than anything else.

His voice softened slightly.

Not gentle.

Just… less sharp.

"You don't like it," he said.

Her throat tightened.

"No."

A pause.

Then—

"Good."

Her breath caught.

"What?"

His gaze didn't move.

"Because neither do I."

Silence.

That landed differently.

Not control.

Not dominance.

Something closer to truth.

Unfiltered.

Uncontrolled.

And that was more dangerous than anything else he had said before.

The space between them felt smaller now.

But not forced.

Not trapped.

Mutual.

Unspoken.

And when he finally released her wrist—She didn't step away immediately.

Because now—Distance didn't feel like freedom anymore.

It felt like something she would have to choose.

And she wasn't sure she wanted to.

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