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Chapter 6 - Chapter 6: Pretending Not to Know

She didn't go home that night.

She walked.

No destination.

No direction.

Just forward.

The city was quieter than usual.

Or maybe…

She just couldn't hear it anymore.

At some point, she stopped.

A small park.

Empty benches. Dim lights.

She sat down slowly.

Her hands rested on her lap.

Still.

The image replayed in her mind.

Over and over again.

The photo.

The smile.

The shadow behind the curtain.

She had seen enough.

And yet—

Her chest didn't ache the way she expected.

No tears.

No anger.

Just…

A quiet, hollow feeling.

"…So this is it," she murmured.

The end.

Not sudden.

Not shocking.

Just something that had been coming for a long time.

She let out a slow breath.

Then stood up.

When she finally returned to the apartment—

It was silent.

The lights were off.

She stepped inside.

Closed the door.

Everything looked the same.

Too normal.

As if nothing had happened.

She walked to the bedroom.

The bed was messy.

The faint scent of perfume still lingered.

Not hers.

Her fingers tightened slightly.

Then relaxed.

She opened the window.

Let the cold night air in.

It didn't erase anything.

But it helped.

A little.

She cleaned.

Changed the sheets.

Wiped every surface.

Opened every window.

By the time she finished—

There was no trace left.

Except in her mind.

Her phone buzzed.

She looked at it.

A message.

From him.

"I'll be late."

She stared at the screen.

For a long moment.

Then typed:

"Okay."

Sent.

She placed the phone down.

Same as always.

As if nothing had changed.

When he came home—

She was already lying in bed.

Awake.

But still.

The door opened.

Footsteps.

The familiar routine.

"You're awake?" he asked.

"…Mm."

A pause.

"…Did you eat?" she asked.

"Yeah."

Silence.

Her fingers curled slightly under the blanket.

"…How was your day?" she asked.

"Busy."

Short answers.

Unchanged.

Just like before.

"…That's good," she said softly.

Another pause.

Then—

"I'm tired. Let's sleep."

He lay down beside her.

Turned away.

Same position.

Same distance.

Her eyes stayed open.

Staring into the darkness.

"…I saw her today," she said quietly.

His body stiffened.

Just slightly.

"…Who?"

She turned her head slowly.

Looked at his back.

"The woman from your phone."

Silence.

A long one.

Then—

"…You're overthinking."

Her gaze didn't waver.

"She came to the café."

Another pause.

"…And?"

"…She showed me a picture."

The room felt colder.

But she didn't raise her voice.

Didn't cry.

Just spoke.

Calmly.

"I saw it."

Silence.

For a moment—

She thought he might explain.

Deny.

Say something.

Anything.

But then—

He exhaled.

"…It's not what you think."

The same words.

The same tone.

Empty.

Her lips parted slightly.

"…Then what is it?"

No answer.

Just silence.

Heavy.

Tired.

She closed her eyes slowly.

"…I see."

That was all she said.

No argument.

No accusation.

Just acceptance.

Beside her—

He didn't turn around.

Didn't explain.

Didn't try.

And somehow—

That hurt more than anything else.

Outside—

The street was quiet.

Across the road—

He stood there.

Watching the light in her room.

Watching the shadows move behind the curtains.

"…You're still holding on," he murmured.

But his gaze darkened slightly.

"…Even now."

For a moment—

He didn't move.

Then slowly—

He turned away.

But this time—

There was something different in his steps.

Less patient.

As if waiting…

Was no longer enough.

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