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Chapter 14 - Front Page

*Chapter 12:

The _Post_ called it _"The Thaw"_.

Front page. Above the fold.

Photo: Le Cirque, candlelight. His hand covering mine. My eyes on him. Not scared. Not blank. Just... there.

Headline: _"ICE KING MELTS: Vega & New Bride Heat Up Le Cirque In Rare Public Date"_

Subheading: _"Sources say Vega Enterprises stock jumps 1.2% after photo goes live. 'Most genuine smile we've seen from him,' says body language expert."_

Genuine.

I looked genuine talking about FX variances.

Sofia slid the paper onto my desk at 9:03 AM. Didn't say anything. Just tapped the photo with one nail and walked away.

My inbox had 47 emails. Not work emails.

_Vanity Fair: Request for comment on your dress designer_

_People: Exclusive interview offer - "The Woman Who Thawed Vega"_

_Richard Hale: Good. Keep it up. - Dad_

Dad.

He hadn't called me _good_ since I was twelve and brought home a perfect report card.

I deleted it.

The stock thing was true. I checked. VEG up 1.2% at opening bell. Alexandra didn't mention it. He never mentioned things that went according to plan.

He texted at 10:17 AM.

*A.V.:* Mother's happy. Photographer got what he needed. Clause 4.2 satisfied for Q2.

That was it. No _good job_. No _you looked real_. Just _Clause 4.2 satisfied_.

_Save it to the blood._

But the office was different.

Shaw didn't look at me when I passed Auditing. New girl at reception said "Good morning, Mrs. Vega" and meant it. Sofia gave me Q2 consolidation without checking if I could handle it.

The photo worked.

We looked like an _awesome couple_.

Two people. One table. One hand. One lie that balanced.

It should've felt good.

It felt like Monday morning. Same weight. Different dress.

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*3:42 PM. My phone rang.*

Unknown number. But I knew it.

"Hello?"

"Kat."

Mama.

Her voice was thinner than last week. Like paper. Like it could tear if I talked too loud.

"Hi, Mama."

"Did you see it? The paper?"

"Yes."

"You look beautiful. So beautiful. He's... he's holding your hand."

I closed my eyes. The office went away. Just her voice. Just the beeping from her room I could hear in the background.

"He is," I said.

"Are you happy, mija?"

Clause 5.1: _No emotional entanglement._

Neither clause covered this question.

"I'm okay, Mama. Are you?"

She coughed. It took a long time. Someone in the background said _"Mrs. Hale, breathe"_.

"I'm tired," she said when she could talk. "Doctor says... doctor says I'm tired."

Code. She always had code. _Tired_ meant _bad_. _Bad_ meant _last stage_.

I'd visited three times since the wedding. Once after the courthouse. Once after Matteo. Once after the first Monday.

Every time, she asked if I was happy. Every time, I said _I'm okay_.

Every time, she pretended to believe me.

"I'll come tonight," I said. "After work."

"Kat, no, you don't have to –"

"I want to."

Silence. Then: "Okay, mija. I'd like that."

She hung up.

I sat there.

The _Post_ was still on my desk. _ICE KING MELTS_.

I didn't feel melted. I felt split.

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St. Augustine's Hospital, 7:12 PM. Room 412.

She looked smaller.

Three weeks ago, she could sit up. Two weeks ago, she could argue with the nurse about Jell-O.

Now she was all tubes and bones and the blanket pulled to her chin.

But her eyes found me. Lit up.

"Mija."

I sat. Took her hand. It was colder than mine at Le Cirque.

"How's work?" she asked. Same question every time.

"Good. I got moved to Q2 consolidation. Direct report to CFO."

Her smile was real. "My smart girl. Always numbers. Like your abuelo."

"He's... Alexandra says I'm good at numbers."

"Alexandra." She tested it. "Not Mr. Vega?"

"Not when there's cameras."

She squeezed my hand. Weak. But there. "He looked at you like you were real, Kat. In the photo. Like you weren't..."

"Like I wasn't what?"

"Like you weren't a transaction."

_Save it to the blood._

I didn't cry. I hadn't cried since I was eight and Richard said _"mistresses' daughters don't get birthday parties"_.

But my throat closed.

"He's not cruel," I said. And it was true. "He's cold. But he's not cruel. He doesn't lie. He doesn't hit. He doesn't..." _He doesn't do what Matteo did._

Mama nodded. "Good. That's good. Cold is safe. Cold doesn't change its mind."

A nurse came in. Checked the IV. Looked at me.

"Family?" she asked.

"Yes," Mama said before I could answer. "My daughter."

The nurse's face softened. "I'll give you two a minute. Doctor will be in soon."

When she left, Mama turned to me. "Kat. Listen. If I go –"

"Don't."

"If I go," she said harder, "you don't owe him anything. Not Richard. Not your husband. Not me. You hear? You did your duty. You married. You saved his company. You saved me. You're done."

I shook my head. "You're not –"

"Mija." She was crying now. Quiet. "I'm tired. Doctor says my kidneys... they're done. Last stage. Maybe a week. Maybe days."

The room went quiet except for the machines.

_Last stage.

_Days.

"I should've visited more," I said. My voice cracked. First time in years. "After the wedding. I should've –"

"No," she said. Fierce. "You built your life. That's what I wanted. You don't sit in hospitals for me. You go live."

I put my head on the bed. Next to her hand. Breathed.

She touched my hair. Like when I was little.

"You're not a transaction, Kat," she whispered. "Not to me. Not to God. Don't let them make you believe it."

The doctor came in then.

Dr. Patel. I knew him. He looked at me. Then at Mama. Then back at me.

"Mrs. Vega," he said. Gentle. "Can we talk outside for a moment?"

I knew.

_Last stage_ means _paperwork_. Means _DNR_. Means _call family_.

I stood. Kissed Mama's forehead. She was cold.

"I'll be right back," I said.

She smiled. "I know you will. My good girl."

I followed Dr. Patel into the hall.

The door clicked shut behind me.

The _Post_ was in my bag. _ICE KING MELTS_.

In Room 412, my mother was dying.

And for the first time since I was eight, I wanted to cry.

_Save it to the blood.

But blood was leaving.

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