I hate myself.
I hate how ugly I am inside.
I've never been truly acknowledged by the world.
I always think I could come up with better ideas than everyone else.
That arrogance has twisted me, made me look down on others.
I hate it. I hate this version of myself.
"Yuira-san."
The man in front of me.
The shopkeeper — Izumi.
This person acknowledges me.
He respects me.
That's why…
"Please… ravish me mercilessly?"
I want him to destroy my arrogant heart.
I want him to shatter my ugly, twisted soul.
"Tonight, I'm going to completely dominate your body, Yuira-san."
Just hearing those words made my chest flutter with shameful excitement.
When did I start seeing him as a man? As a true male?
We had done anal once before.
But tonight… he was going to take everything.
"I'm going to give you the best, most overwhelming sex I can imagine."
With that, he lowered his head between my legs and began licking my pussy with slow, deliberate, hungry strokes — his thick tongue parting my folds, circling my clit, then plunging deep inside me.
Tonight I would be violated.
I would accept his seed deep into my womb.
I would commit the same sin I had hated my husband for.
But…
"U-um…"
I had begged to be fucked senseless, yet his tongue was so patient and skilled. He licked every inch of my dripping slit, sucked gently on my swollen clit, and explored me with long, wet strokes that made my thighs tremble.
He spent more than thirty minutes on foreplay alone — licking, sucking, fingering me open until my pussy was soaked and fluttering, my hips unconsciously grinding against his face.
"Yuira-san… being violent with words and rough movements isn't the only way to be intense."
Then he whispered softly,
"You're nicely loosened up now. I'm going to put it in."
"…Yes."
There was fear. There was guilt.
But it was okay.
This sex would let me let go of my anger toward my husband.
I would become just as foolish as he was.
His thick, hot cock pressed against my entrance and slid in slowly, stretching my tight walls inch by inch.
"It's… so big…"
But my body accepted him completely.
I thought he would start thrusting hard, but he didn't move at all — just stayed buried to the hilt, letting me feel every throb.
"Eh?"
"Open your mouth, Yuira-san."
"Nnnn♡"
His thick, hot tongue invaded my mouth at the same moment his cock filled my pussy.
His body was so big and strong above me.
His tongue was thick and powerful, tasting every corner of my mouth like he owned it.
"Nnnn♡"
I melted instantly.
His tongue dominated me completely — sliding against mine, sucking on it, filling my mouth with his saliva until it overflowed from the corners of my lips.
Before I knew it, I was eagerly kissing him back, tongues tangling wetly, moaning into each other's mouths.
It tasted so good.
Even while we kissed so deeply, his hands never stopped kneading my heavy breasts, rolling my stiff nipples between his fingers, squeezing the soft flesh until I whimpered.
Heat built deep inside my belly.
Something warm and overwhelming rose from the bottom of my core, like a slow tide of pure bliss.
What is this feeling?
And why isn't he moving his hips?
His cock stayed rock-hard and buried deep inside me, only giving the tiniest, teasing shifts every now and then — just enough to rub against my sensitive walls and make me clench around him.
What is he doing to me?
Just as I wondered that—
"Yeah… I think you're ready now."
He leaned close to my ear, his hot breath sending shivers down my spine, and whispered softly,
"Yuira-san… I really like you."
Sweet words of love.
"S-such things…"
We weren't even married yet.
I knew it was just pillow talk.
But my body reacted anyway — my pussy clenched hard around his thick cock, fluttering with joy.
"I want to play with these amazing, soft tits and this beautiful face every single day."
His low, possessive voice right against my ear made my whole body tremble uncontrollably.
"Hey, Yuira-san."
"Y-yes?"
"It's coming now. The real pleasure."
"Eh?"
*THUD—!!!*
A massive, rolling wave of ecstasy surged up from my deepest core, from where his cock kissed my cervix.
"Ah—!? Ah… aaaaaah… aaaaaaaaahhhhh♡♡♡"
A vortex of pleasure. An endless tidal wave of bliss.
It rose from my womb, spreading through every nerve, every inch of my body.
"Aaaaaahhhhh♡♡♡♡♡"
What is this…?
It was nothing like any orgasm I had ever felt before.
This wasn't a sharp peak — it was a slow, deep, continuous flood of euphoria that made my mind go blank with happiness.
"Yuira-san, just as you wished, I'm going to mess you up completely. With pleasure."
"So♡ So gooood♡♡♡"
My body kept jerking and twitching uncontrollably.
It wasn't a normal climax.
This overwhelming, fluffy euphoria made my heart feel impossibly light and happy.
"Does it feel good, Yuira-san?"
"Yes♡ This is… incredible♡ I've never felt anything like this♡"
"Once you taste this kind of pleasure, you won't be able to go back to ordinary sex."
Yes… impossible.
Because…
"It feels so good♡♡♡ This deep, slow pleasure is too amazing♡♡♡"
"I haven't even cum yet. When I do, there really will be no going back."
Cum.
Accepting another man's seed deep inside my married womb.
"You don't have to answer. Because deep down you wanted to be ruined like this, right?"
I couldn't speak.
Because—
"Aaaaaahhhhh♡♡♡♡♡ Aaaaaaaaaahhhhh!!!!!!"
I could only scream in pure ecstasy.
My mind was breaking apart under the endless waves.
He finally started moving — slow, deep, grinding thrusts that rubbed his thick cockhead directly against my cervix with every motion.
Each thrust sent another rolling orgasm through me.
He kept whispering filthy yet sweet words right into my ear while he fucked me so deliberately.
"You're clenching so tightly around me… your pussy is sucking my cock like it never wants to let go."
"Yes♡ It feels too good♡ Your cock is reaching so deep inside me♡"
He grabbed my wrists, pinned them above my head, and leaned down to kiss me again — deep, messy, tongue-filled kisses while his hips continued that slow, devastating rhythm.
"Tell me whose woman you are now."
"Yours♡ Yuira is yours♡♡♡"
He released my wrists only to wrap one hand gently around my throat and squeeze just enough to make my vision sparkle with pleasure while his other hand mauled my breast, pinching the nipple hard.
"Cum for me again. Let me feel this married pussy milk my cock."
"I'm cumming♡ I'm cumming again♡♡♡ So deep… so good♡♡♡"
My body arched violently as another long, rolling orgasm crashed through me. My walls fluttered and squeezed around him rhythmically, trying to pull him even deeper.
Only then did he finally let himself go.
With a low groan he buried himself to the hilt and unleashed the first thick, heavy load straight into my womb.
The heat and volume were overwhelming — rope after rope of hot cum painting my insides white.
The sensation pushed me into yet another climax.
He didn't pull out.
He stayed buried deep, grinding slowly, letting every last drop settle inside me while he kissed me tenderly.
"We're not stopping yet. I'm going to keep filling you until your womb is overflowing and your mind is completely mine."
He flipped me onto my stomach, pulled my hips up, and slid back inside in one smooth thrust.
This time he fucked me a little harder — still deep and controlled, but with more force, slapping against my ass while he reached around to rub my clit.
"Feel that? Every thrust is pushing my cum deeper into you. You're going to get pregnant tonight."
"Yes♡ Breed me♡ Fill me until I'm swollen with your child♡♡♡"
He choked me lightly from behind, pulled my hair, slapped my ass red, then flipped me again into missionary so he could look into my eyes while he pounded me.
"Look at me while I cum inside you again."
Our eyes locked.
He thrust deep and unloaded a second massive load, flooding my already full womb until cum started leaking out around his cock.
Still he didn't stop.
He kept fucking me through wave after wave of slow, rolling orgasms — sometimes slow and grinding, sometimes harder and faster, always deep enough to kiss my cervix.
He sucked on my breasts, bit my neck, whispered both filthy commands and sweet praises until my voice grew hoarse from screaming.
By the time he finally pulled out after the fourth creampie, my pussy was gaping, overflowing with thick white semen that poured onto the sheets.
I lay there trembling, mind blank with pleasure, whispering brokenly,
"Izumi-sama… I belong to you now… completely…"
He pulled me into his arms, kissed my forehead gently, and whispered,
"Good girl. You did so well."
In that moment, all the arrogance, jealousy, and self-hatred inside me had melted away, replaced by pure, blissful submission.
I was his.
And I had never been happier.