C181: Birds Of A Feather, Now I'm Ashamed
[ZAIRE]
"Exactly, what the fuck, alright?! Too much is wrong with me, okay! Too much is wrong with me, and there is nothing that you and I can do about it! Absolutely nothing, and that is also alright, because we don't always have to fight to live, y'know.
"I fucking spent three years staying away from the only home that had ever felt like home because I didn't know how to face the fact that my father would never come back! How to face you without making you feel terrible for a decision I made on my own."
Nour chuckled sadly at the irony of the life he was living. His whole life was a damn circus that he had been using to avoid facing the reality of what could have been. He had tried to be happy through it.
But in the end, here he was.
Back in the one place that made him want to get himself out of existence.
