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I haven't been able to sit for the last hour and I don't think I will be able to for the next. Every glance of the clock only serves to make me more worked up. It has been more than two weeks, is she done with me? No, that's impossible, I would have noticed something different last time. I twitch as the memories rush through my brain. The feeling of losing myself completely in another human, instinct and want taking over. It was delicious and I want it back.
On cue I hear three quick taps on the door and my worry dissipates. She knocks the same every time and about the only person who would be allowed into my house this late. I prepare and fall into the smug character she has come for.
"Open the door, I know you are in there!?"
She shouts after I take longer than the customary second.
"Well what do we have here?"
I see a variety of emotions flash across her face, anger, fear, desire but most importantly excitement.
"Shut up," she says, looking shyly at the ground. I notice her fingers twitch and heave a small sigh of relief everything is fine.
"Just let me in."
I smile and move slightly out of the way, allowing her inside.
She enters and I make a good show of locking the door. She likes it even though we both know it's always open. I can almost sense the goosebumps on her skin, immediately the door closes everything almost down to the very air changes.
"What do you want?" she says in a voice I assume she wants to come out as serious.
I chuckle at the voice.
"What do I want? I didn't call you here."
"Well maybe I called myself, o…or maybe I just can't stay away from you, you disgusting pervert."
Her words don't move me. I've heard it all before.
I get close to her and smell her skin. She smells a little like her special perfume. Only worn on her special nights, the fact that she was out on a date with her little boyfriend still irks me.
"Seems like it."
"Don't flatter yourself, I'm not here because of your stupid compliments."
She's right.
I begin kissing her neck.
"No… i'm not… fuck" her hands finally settle on my biceps as she begins to subtly rock her hips foward, "you're such a… a… shit."
I bite her neck as I move down eliciting a precious cry of pain and pleasure.
"Ahhh! Stop it, you fucking monster!"
Her hands tighten around my arms but make no effort to push me away, instead she lifts her head further granting me more access.
"You are going to mark me aren't you? Make me look like some cheap whore?"
"You would like that won't you? To be marked by me? Be all mine? You wish i kept you here."
"No… I don't, Ren owns me. Only him."
Even as she speaks I can see the cogs in her brain turn.
"I could never… I wouldn't…"
"No he's just dating you… I own you," i bite her again.
"...pleasee…" she whimpers.
I stop and lift her chin, forcing her to look at me.
"Beg me to stop."
"P…please stop. You're playing with fire, you know that? I'm not some toy for you to play with. I have a life, a boyfriend who loves me…"
She tries to spit the words out with as much venom as she can but they come out empty making me laugh.
"Say it again," I say, bringing my face close to hers.
"N…no I won't say it again! You think you know me so well huh? Well you don't. You don't know anything about me or what I want."
Yet again her words seem empty. I see her gaze drop to my lips. I can tell exactly what she's thinking.
"Did you even let him touch you?" I say with a little fear at the back of my mind but her hesitation rids me of my worries immediately, "i bet you didn't," i say nipping on her lower lip.
"Please don't tell him. Let's just keep it between us."
Her lips tremble against mine as she says it. I've never understood her fear about this. What would I have to gain? She probably won't come here again. I wouldn't have her pushed up against my wall breathing heavily against my skin.
"If i wanted to i already would have, what you do out there is none of my business, for now at least."
The last part is whispered under my breath no need to complicate things now but she hears it.
"I understand. Just promise me you won't hurt him. He's a good person, he doesn't deserve to be caught in the middle of whatever this is."
"No need to worry."
I begin to kiss her, my hands sneaking up her torso to her breasts. She whimpers into the kiss, her body arching into my hands. Her hands also find their way under my shirt roaming around my torso as I push her blouse up and I find the clasps of her bra finally releasing her breasts. I gasp as I get my mouth over one of her nipples.
"Oh yes! Just like that," she says as I close my mouth around it. I continue sucking, my tongue swirling over a nipple as I bite down it, "harder," her hands slide down my back grasping at my ass as she pulls me closer, "please, I need you inside me. Now!"
My fingers hook into the waistband of her skirt yanking it up.
I drop to my knees as I look over her exposed thighs and most especially the damp patch at the center.
Her breathing gets heavier, almost reverberating all over her body. Her hands fist in my hair guiding my head towards her clit.
I tease her, softly kissing her thighs.
Her grip on my hair increases.
"Fucking tease," she hisses, "get that talented mouth where it belongs before i lose my mind." her hips buck upward bringing it closer to me.
I lick soliciting a delicious moan before I stop.
"Fuck don't stop now. If you don't make me cum soon I might just die from the frustration." I feel her nails dig into my scalp as she tries to pull me back into her. I chuckle before i continue. "Oh yes, right there, i'm going to ah fuck im cummingg!"
I don't stop going even as she screams.
"Oh god, oh god, oh god, please i can't take anymore."
Her hips jerk erratically as she tries to escape but I hold her down as I continue.
"No please, i can't ahh fuck!"
My name becomes a mantra as she comes almost collapsing to the floor. I get up right on time as I lift her.
"H..how did you do that?"
"Curiosity killed the cat." I chuckle.
"But I'm not a cat?"
I laugh as I lift her to her feet.
"Very much like a cat," I pass my hand over her pussy, she arches into my touch, "see you like being pet too."
"Hah, yeah I guess I do like being a pet."
She parts her thighs slightly inviting me to go further and i do. Her breaths comes in short, sharp gasps as i begin to move faster.
"B…but i love him."
I flinch at the random mention of his name but shake it off quickly.
"I don't mind nor care…"
"You don't give a damn about hurting anyone do you? All you care about is using me for your own twisted pleasures isn't that right?"
I can hear her voice crack. It almost makes me stop.
"It's all you care about too…"
"No… no that's not true," I move a little faster, adding a little flicker to her clit every once in a while, "I can't think straight when you touch me like this, it's like my brain just shuts off and all i can focus on is the feeling of your fingers inside me."
I see her eyes glazed with lust.
"You're so good at this, better than anyone could ever hope to be."
"Yeah?"
"Yes, god yes, you're incredible. No one's ever made me feel like this before, like I'm walking on air and drowning at the same time."
Her hands fist in the fabric of my shirt. Her voice is getting desperate.
"I'm close, so close, don't stop, please don't stop. Make me cum, make me scream your name."
I move a little faster.
"Oh fuck, oh god, YES! Right there, I'm cumminggg."
I can feel her walls clamp down on my fingers but I don't stop moving, eager to break her down completely.
"What are you doing? Aren't you done with me yet? I… think I can take another round." she says blushing heavily, unable to look at my face.
"Mmh can you?"
"Y…yes, just go slow okay."
I chuckle at her purported bravery and go slow… agonizingly so.
"Fuck, your such a sadist you know? B…but I like it." she says with a heavy blush.
"Of course you do."
I decide to tease her further and go even slower.
"P…please, this is cruel you know?" i can hear the frustration in her moans, "ill do anything, anything you want, just finish what you started."
I kiss her, making sure to bite at her lower lip.
"Mnnnh, I can't believe how much I want you right now."
I smile and my fingers pick up pace.
"Faster just like that. You're gonna make me cumm. Please please let me cum."
A flick of her clit sets her off, sending her reeling on my fingers and yet I don't stop determined to make her never want to leave or even maybe unable to.
"Too much, it's too much… i can't believe you're making me cum again, fuck fuck fuck."
She cums again this time screaming my and her boyfriend's name alternatley.
"I… i hate you," she says with a huge satisfied smile. The mention of her boyfriend stings but again i do my best to shake it of.
"How many times have i cum today, three?"
"More like five but close enough."
"F-five!?" she says as if it shocks her, "i must look like such a slut, my boyfriend would be disgusted if he saw me right now."
Once again he was the one on her mind. What a lucky guy.
"Lucky for you he won't, this sight is only for me."
She blushes and trembles.
"He thinks I'm such a good girl."
"You are, just for me."
I bite her neck eager to get her mind off him but it backfires, hurting her instead.
"Fuck that hurt!"
Usually that would be the end of it. I would continue maybe making sure to not bite as hard again but today something was different. I wanted her to stay.
I kiss and blow on the wound and her eyes go wide. It happened almost everytime we were together but I never…
"S…sorry, since when do you apologise?"
"I have makeup in my bedroom, we can cover it up?"
Without waiting I lift her into my arms and carry her into my bedroom bride style.
"Hey put me down. So impatient! Can't wait five minutes for me to walk by myself?"
"Can you walk?" I ask with a smirk. She answers with a huff as I throw her onto the bed. I follow her. Kissing my way up her arms as I tie her up behind my bed.
"Where did we stop, five?" I say as I begin to rid her of her clothes. I try not to stare at her thighs too much as I move down, reaching her stockings.
"Leave those on, they make me feel pretty."
I look up and find her blushing, looking at everything but me.
I leave them on and kiss my way back up her thighs. A single touch of her flower sends her reeling and I use both my tongue and my fingers to bring her off and again she says his name as she cums. Even if it's out of guilt, I don't care. Somehow he's still on her mind. I rise kissing her neck as I rid myself of my pants and enter her quickly. She'll forget about him, I'll make sure of it.
Her needy moans spur me on. Her legs enclose behind my back. She begs me to make her forget and I do. Going faster, aiming to hit deeper within her and at the climax she begs me to cum inside her… I have… i have
"Ughh i'm cummingg!!" before i can think about what i'm doing i feel myself erupt inside her then the words just slip past my mouth…
"I love you."