(Note: Words in italics are thoughts of the main character perspective.
Friendly Reminder: This is my first time writing, and I promise the writing style gets better the more you read.)
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Maybe it is because people love to torment people. Or maybe it is because the world was made that way.
But I have got to say...
"Name please?" A man behind the glass barrier asked. Dressed up in a suit coat the colour of the leaves. It may have been a better sight a different shade, but this was causing me a headache.
"Uh—Aefia." I diverted my eyes to the man's face instead. My hair is black, my eyes are black... And this gives them reasons to suspect me cause I live in South Asia. Besides, I am a teenager half-way through this phase.
"Right. And may I know the reason for your stay? Also, provide the place and exact time you were born."
No but seriously... Why do I need to answer that?
I let out a deep breathe.
"I am actually from Romania. My father has—"
"Permission granted!" The officer yelled while stamping my passport. Although, it was a green one that my father made me through many different agents. For some reasons... Making me South-Asian.
But truely... Not nationality is something else and I belong somewhere across the world.
And anytime I feel trapped like this... That is all I say. It has become a habit of mine.
As soon as the officer handed me those papers, I walked away back to join my family. I have a mom, and a dad, and a little brother. I have everything and yet, my life just feels suffocating.
As soon as I look at my parents... I want to run away. Then I look at my brother, I have to stay. And it is not like we are anything less then rich and well-known.
My father is a massive businessman. He is so famous that sometimes walking down the street gets him a few bows and "good morning, sir". He contributed to society, he raised orphanages, he gave a few street people some place to stay...
But he has no respect for the women in his life.
I have heard and seen how people in my country are. They are extremely different compared to South Asia where men still believe women belong in the kitchen, they should not be educated, they are punching bags, they are someone who raise their children while the men do nothing...
Some even have their wives work outside while they are unemployed, and then expects money for their gambling whether they are in debt or not.
I hope I never get tangled into those situations...
But yes... My father is almost the same mentality. He has a few friends from this country... And he comes home everynight to cause a mess.
Even servants don't stand a change when it comes to the amount he beats us.
I personally started getting blood on her body since I was four. Broken bones, a bleeding scalp, unattended wounds.
And then locked in the room so that we can't get help.
Alongside that... He isn't even guilty. I could tell on him to a lawyer... But he has the upper ground cause men support men. If a women tries to stand up, we are murdered inside our own house and nobody knows. They don't even care.
I can't even think why my father chose to come here. From what my grandparents say... He was never like this.
That isn't even one percent of all the reasons I hate South Asian people.
There is corruption. There is sickness, there is disrespect, unclean rodes, disgusting-minded people. I really, really, want to go back to Romania.
I can stay with my grandparents, and I will thrive there. I can get educated and become a powerful lawyer, unlike my father who still wants me to drop-out of school. And I am only in ninth-grade.
I really don't stand the chance... Do I?
All I can do is let out a deep sigh, act like I am happy, and walk the streets and ignore those few photographers who keep trying to find me doing something wrong to put it in the newspaper.
While that was that...
We have the school issues. Like any other people in the whole world.
I get bullied a lot, even with top scores second only to the class star. (She is the popular girl we all know who loves to think everyone loves her.)
I am pretty sure that she sheirks into her pillow everynight after I wrote those wrong answers for her when she got me to do all those stacks upon stacks of math homework.
Sorry, can you blame me? She bothers the heck out of me. She is annoying as heck... And I like to annoy her back.
Then I also have a best friend, Nada. (Who is actually my cousin who doesn't know about it. But long story short, I was switched with her at birth. Weird, right?)
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First draft: 22.10.2025
Edited: 06.08.2026
