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Chapter 13 - 13. Talk with Yuki's Parents (& Explanation)

Yoji had been called to Yuki's home the next day and he was more than willing to go there, and then he talked with them, and since he has known them for years due to being childhood friends and this helped in having favourable opinions from the two of them. He sat with Yuki on the couch as he talked with her parents, though they did hide the fact that they fucked, something that he had told her before she went home.

Thankfully, he was able to talk with them and they weren't mad or anything with him. Yuki had also put a good word for him that also helped them as well, as she had told him that he had acted to save her.

"Thank you for looking after her Yoji. We still can't beleive that something like that had happened to her." Yuki's father said to him as he held his wife.

"Yeah, it's a surprise for sure. They knew how to hide it as well." Yoji said to them with a nod.

"I was also disappointed that she never told us about it, not even you who were in there." Her father said to him.

"I... I couldn't bring myself to say it." Yuki said as she flinched a bit at her father's words.

"That's didn't mean you have to hide it. Something this serious, you should've told us." Her mother said as she leaned on her husband.

"I just... I felt so ashamed of what had happened that I couldn't bring myself to tell all of you about it. I feared that Yoji will look at me differently if he knew about it." Yuki said with her head bowed as she trembled a bit.

"I wouldn't have seen you differently just because you lost your virginity or that you were forced upon or something like that." Yoji said to her at that.

'Well, considering how much emphasis and importance Japan gives to a woman's virginity and purity, and how it ties to their social standing, I'm not surprised that they would be hesitant to tell others. A woman who has been raped wouldn't exactly be seen in a favourable light in this country, since she would not longer be pure.' Yoji thought to himself as he was done with the idiotic values of the people.

It might be because he wasn't a Japanese before his reincarnation and so belonging to a different culture, or perhaps it might have just been due to being who he is. Yoji didn't give much importance to the virginity of a woman, as that isn't that important to him. He had known that many people gave importance to a woman's virginity and in Japan that has great importance as well, but he didn't think that way.

Besides, if virginity had such importance, then what about milf's, they're no longer virgins, and yet they are pursued by others. Heck, even back on his world, milf's were very popular in the hentai industry. He could remember many on the net who raved about how a woman is a slut because she didn't give her first time to the MC and therefore irredeemable and a bitch as they betrayed the MC, even if they had been forced upon.

And yet they have no problem when the MC gets it up with an milf, who isn't a virgin and had been with another man. They don't call her a slut and don't mind it, but find fault in girls who were forced upon. It is something that he hated about NTR hentai, some of the female heroines were blackmailed into what they were like with Rena and Yuki, and yet all of that is ignored and they are hated for how fate had been for them.

But that didn't matter at the moment as he had managed to save them and the rest. How the rest of the girls would be after their deaths will be up to them of course, as it is their lives. And he doesn't have much control over them, nor does he want to anyways.

But if they do need support then he will make sure that they would get it, that's the least he can do for them after all. Even if they have lost their masters, it's not guaranteed that they will be able to turn their lives around after being trained and used like that for so long. It was true for Haruka who had been ensnared by the bastards. She and the rest were victims as well, and while it doesn't excuse the role she had with them, it wasn't like she actively participated in this, as it was mostly the three bastards and the men who trained the girls, while Haruka and the rest just watched and stayed on the sidelines. He also knew that Haruka didn't have any ill intent towards Rena, she had just given up, so he hopes that she would strive to change herself, which is no doubt going to be difficult.

Whatever the case may be, it will be interesting to see how she and the rest of the girls would be after being saved from the bastards. Whether they free themselves from their experience or would be stuck in them would be something that he is eager to find out.

"We're really grateful for this Yoji." Her father said to him with a grateful smile.

"We feel like we want her to stay with us, but Yuki said that she wanted to be with you. That she trusts you very much and that you can protect her." Her father said to him seriously as Yoji looked at his childhood friend.

She nodded to him as he turned to the parents of the two girls.

"I will make sure that Yuki is safe and protected. I didn't pay attention as much as I should have and she also didn't exactly tell me about it, but now I don't think she would do that." Yoji said to them as he looked at her.

"Yes, I won't hide anything like that anymore." Yuki said to them with a nod as she leaned onto him, something that her parents noticed but didn't comment on.

"Um, what are you planning on doing now? After the University was shut down I mean?" Her mother asked him curiously.

"Well, I had a good reputation in the university and the killer didn't come for me so it's fine. I already have a job that I might get." Yoji said deciding to keep his job a secret.

"Oh? What is it?" Her father asked him with curiosity.

"It involves my photography and filming skills, I did have good grasp on them so I have a good chance." Yoji said to them as he thought about what he wanted to do.

"I see. Well, we will send you money so that you two can stay comfortably, I hope you don't mind this arrangement?" Her mother asked him with a gentle smile.

"Don't worry, I don't mind. I will make sure that Yuki will be fine." Yoji said to them with a nod.

He also noticed how her heart had gone to 97% after all that, but he didn't comment on it as he just decided to focus on the parents, and so they discussed about the living arrangements, and fortunately he had a decent apartment that can house four people, which helps quite a bit in this situation.

And after the talk with the parents were done they let the two enter Yuki's room so that they could talk to each other. And when they did, Yuki immediately hugged him and buried her face in his chest as he hugged her gently as she rubbed her face.

"Thanks." Yuki's muffled voice came from his chest.

"Don't worry about it. You got what you wanted right?" Yoji asked her as she hugged him tighter.

"Yes. I-I don't feel safe away from you, and I don't want to be be away from you after all of that. You're the only guy I trust." Yuki said to him as her voice was muffled.

"Rena will also be coming to live with me." Yoji whispered to her.

"I'm okay with that." Yuki said as she relished the feeling of his arms around her as he looked at her heart which had reached 100%.

'I wonder how things will go.' Yoji thought to himself as he looked at the heart.

A/N: Yeah, a year has passed since the last chapter and I also wanted to give an explanation. You see I was troubled by the doujin and I would constantly feel the need to imagine it's pages and even now I'm slightly affected by it, as the page where Rena says "I love you" to Yoji on the phone while servicing Charakawa still causes me distress.

So for a time I was dismissing it as my erratic imagination. But I accidentally learned about OCD while going to church and I realised that I exhibit the symptoms of it pretty clearly, however I cannot diagnose it due to how rare it is and mental illnesses seems to have a stigma in my place as having anything mental problems would be the same as a person having gone insane and lost their mind.

So yeah, like one of the haters in the comments said, something is wrong with my head. I have the symptoms of a mental illness that I don't even know about and can't diagnose because I don't know which doctor is good and for fear of getting seen as crazy by people which includes my family. Honestly it causes me to feel compelled to remember things that I don't like, for example pages of NTR doujin which has been tormenting me for more than a year now and with multiple different doujins that I had read in the past.

The thing is that it's incurable because it's cause is not found, it might be due to a neurobiological problem where my brain was not wired correctly which causes me to not have full control over my thoughts and emotions.

Because let me tell you, how I feel and be compelled to reimagine a doujin seems to have a criteria, where I can read one NTR and not be affected by it but then I will affected by another one. It could be the faces, the entire panel, even a fucking line of its hair! It's maddening and so so fucking awful, my mental health is being impacted due to that and it's bad, very very bad.

Even if I know that it is ridiculous or illogical, logic doesn't seem to help in the matter because I feel compelled to reimagine it and I feel awful, sad, angry, depressed, and bad and all other negative emotions and so much. I don't have full control on what I feel about an image, basically means that my brain makes me feel negative emotions even if I don't want to and I can't control it. Nor does it go away!

It's been more than a fucking year since this started or perhaps even longer and I didn't noticed it, but honestly it's very bad, cause it's very damning for my mind and not at all good for it.

If you want to know more about then search about it on the net, you will see that it's not my fault that I can't control what I feel compelled to think and what I feel about NTR and other things, like the compulsions to reimagine the face of a, a landscape, a building, a sound, an action, a constant need to keep on checking things, less confidence in my own memories of what I done and the feeling of wanting to fucking kill myself to free myself of this thing!!

Admittedly, I have endured it for long and hid it, but it doesn't make it easier as I would feel bad for things and then when it finally passes I can't look at the page without much of a reaction in short term and it would be like I am looking at a normal page which is not correct as I did get a lot of negative emotions from it, the compulsions to reimagine again and again, and all the time my recollection wouldn't be correct so I do it again and again and again and again and again and again and again and again and again and again and again and again and again and again and again and again and again and again and again and again and again and again and again and again until it is satisfied before it starts again.

It's mentally draining and has impacted my writing, cause I have only written my novel in all the time since then as it doesn't trigger anything and I have also stopped reading NTR in general, so OCD has been using the ones I read in the past as ammunition but I think I'm out of the woods for now, but not entirely sure about it.

Point is, that due to suffering from OCD symptoms I am unable to write NTR fics like this without feeling negative and that doesn't help, it also doesn't help that I know that I'm abnormal and not like all of you, and that my body AND my mind are defective in comparison to most people in the world.

Honestly, unless you actually suffer from OCD you won't be able to understand my plight, because after it goes away even I'm shocked by how fixated I had become of a doujin page, so it's really bad. Because of that I don't have much guarantee if I will update this considering my mental state, but did this one to inform you all and that.

On another note, could you my readers, read my novel "A Cursed Reincarnation". I have worked on it for a while now and I would appreciate it if you guys read it and gave me support, I would really appreciate it, cause I have worked hard on the story and i think I have done well with it. So if I could have your support I would be quite happy since this is a book which is the most popular one.

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