They say when you're in love you learn not to regret
Embracing every moment hoping not to forget
But with you I want every memory gone Every second I've spent in your warmth I want lost
Because loving you has always felt like loving a ghost
Or being some parasites host
They say being in love is feeling at home in someone else's soul
Finding a place where you can be whole
A home where you find comfort
that you no longer have to roam
but with you I feel lost and alone
Broken to the bone
Because I had to be a version of every girl you've ever loved-to you I'm just a clone
They say love is supposed to be loud but why does our seem to be silent
You embrace me in the dark when no one's looking, always keeping your affection discreet
Then text me in the late hours of night apologizing like I'm some dirty little secret
It's always the I'm sorry that unnecessary apology that will lead to a fight
And in the end it turns out to be my fault
All because apparently I don't know when a conversation should come to a halt
They say finding love is happiness
But in you all I found is loneliness
A bitter sweet love that broke more than it built
That left me hurt up to the hilt
More broken then when I came seeking love in your arms
Love that only caused me bitter harm