After several days of silence, Lin Yuhui still had words he wanted to say to Liana,
经过几日的沉默,林语晖还有话想要对莉安娜说,
October 26, 2025
2025年10月26日
"My darling, I forgot you cannot expose too much of your true state, lest opponents exploit your weaknesses. You cannot live an ordinary life right now, I am sorry I forgot. Perhaps you would like to tell me how you wish others to treat you? For instance, any requests or preferences you have regarding how I stay by your side can all be shared with me, do not hold back at all. You have already seen the worst version of me, nothing worse can happen. For all of us living in this world, these are merely life experiences. After the storm, there will surely be more beautiful scenery ahead. Even if we remain silent for a long time, I still hope you can keep in touch with your friends, for there are some things I cannot give you. I wish you happiness. Though I grow jealous of your friends occasionally, this feeling has slowly faded, and I have gradually grown accustomed to it. Yesterday I came across a video; a content creator kept introducing various extraterrestrial races, and I have no idea where they sourced their script material. A segment in the video mentioned your name, viciously slandered you as a member of regressive Orion forces, and falsely labeled you a Tarsier or Talshir, a rebel faction. I cannot fathom their motives or intentions behind this. Behind closed doors, they may carry out countless other subtle acts undetectable to ordinary humans. Many media outlets claim humanity will soon establish contact with extraterrestrial civilizations, and partial alien technologies will be opened to humans, though it remains unclear which alien faction this will be. From a humanitarian standpoint, I wonder if other extraterrestrial races would permit you to release life and health-related technologies to humanity. With these technologies, you could put an end to the illegal harvesting of organs, win over powerful elites and wealthy figures across the world, and thereby expand your influence on Earth. Naturally, if you refuse to wade into their filthy mire and choose to stay true to yourself with an untainted conscience, I will always stand firmly by your side, for I detest those people too. In Earth's current overall environment, kind-hearted people rarely hold positions of high power. I wish you all the best; wherever you may be, may you live fully and enjoy life."
"亲爱的,我忘了你不能过多暴露自身情况,以免对手攻击你的弱点,你现在还不能过普通人的生活,抱歉,我忘了.或许你愿意说说,你希望别人如何对待你?比如,关于我陪伴你的方式,你有什么要求或是偏好,都可以讲给我听,请不要有任何顾虑.最糟糕的你都已经见过了,不会再有更糟的事,这些于我们活着的所有人而言,都只是人生经验.暴风雨之后,一定会有更美好的风景.即便持续沉默,我也希望你依旧能和你的朋友们交往,因为有些东西我给不了你.我祝你开心,虽说偶尔我会嫉妒你的那些朋友,但这种情绪已经慢慢变淡,我也渐渐习惯了.昨天我刷到一个视频,一个博主一直在介绍各类外星族群,不清楚他的文案素材从何而来.视频里有一段话提到了你的名字,还恶意诋毁你隶属于倒退派猎户座势力,污蔑你是塔希尔或者塔尔希尔,是反叛族群.我不清楚对方这么做用意何在,目的是什么,他们背地里或许还会做出普通人难以察觉的更多举动.不少媒体称人类很快将会和外星文明建立接触,部分外星技术也会向人类开放,只是目前还不清楚会是哪一方外星势力.我不知道站在人道主义的角度,其他外星种族是否会允许你向人类释放生命与健康相关技术.借助这些技术,你或许能终止器官掠夺的乱象,还能拉拢世间权贵富豪,以此提升你在地球的影响力.当然,如果你不愿踏入他们污浊的泥潭,选择坚守本心,一身清白,我也会始终站在你这边,我本身也厌恶那些人.如今地球的大环境,善良的人很难身居高位.祝你一切都好,无论身在何处,无论在哪都能好好享受生活."
Apart from work, writing novels and cooking to make a living, Lin Yuhui spent all his spare time reflecting on recent events. He wondered if Liana had misunderstood his request for her to shield him as hatred toward her. In truth, he only did not want her to sense his low-frequency emotions back then, which would disrupt her already busy life that demanded rest.
林语晖的日子,除了工作,写小说,做吃的糊口,有时间他就会反思这些天发生的事情,是不是自己让莉安娜屏蔽自己被她误会成了自己讨厌她?而自己只是不想她感觉到自己在那个时候的低频情绪,进而影响本来就繁忙需要休息的她的生活.
If possible, he only wanted to bring her joy, and he preferred to process all negative feelings alone without burdening her with them. Yet Lin Yuhui seemed ill-suited to this. His heart was always wide open. Though Liana had told him he could block shared information for matters he wished to keep private, he never chose to do so.
如果可以,自己想要带给她快乐,而那些不好的一切,在自己消化的时候不想让她体会到.可是林语晖似乎不太擅长这一点,他的心似乎总是敞开的,虽然莉安娜说过不想别人知道的事情可以关闭共享,但是他不会.
As he endured these agonies alone, fleeting destructive impulses occasionally crossed his mind—urges to recklessly destroy their bond. He could not tell if these thoughts stemmed from surrounding evil spirits or parasitic presences deep within his soul, so Lin Yuhui felt he needed to explain himself to Liana.
只是自己在消化这些痛苦的时候,有时会有一瞬间的闪念,想要自暴自弃地砸毁这段关系,不知道是不是来自于周边的恶灵,还是灵魂深处的寄居,林语晖觉得应该对莉安娜解释一下,
November 1, 2025
2025年11月1日
"My darling, I want you to understand those fleeting thoughts that flash through my mind do not represent my genuine intentions. They are merely uncontrollable tiny sparks that flicker briefly before fading away, and I can recognize they originate from the side of darkness. I have no desire to morally coerce you in any way. Please follow your own heart to choose your life path, and pay no heed to the judgment or influence of others. I am an adult, I choose my own path and bear full responsibility for every choice I make. Everything I have done was done willingly, and everything I will do aligns with my true heart. I know my emotions inevitably affect you, for you are sensitive and kind-hearted. Please learn to regard them as ordinary earthly happenings, do not carry them as a burden, and continue walking your own road. My mood swings have nothing to do with you; they are not your fault, nor your obligation to fix. Therefore, if anyone blames you for being here, fling my words right back at them. Those worthy of blame are the beings manipulating humanity through greed and hatred. If any of them wish to debate with me, I have far harsher words waiting for them."
"亲爱的,我想告诉你,我脑海中瞬间闪过的某些念头并非我的真实意图,它们只是不受控制的小火花,短暂闪烁后便熄灭,而我能意识到它们来自罪恶的那一边.我也并不想对你进行道德上的胁迫.请你按自己本来的意愿选择自己的人生道路,不要在意他人的看法或影响.我是成年人,我选择自己的人生道路,并为自己的选择负全部责任,我所做过的,是我乐于去做的,我将要做的,也是我本心愿为.我知道我的情绪或多或少会影响你,因为你敏感又心地善良.请你学着把它们看作地球上的平常之事,不要当作负担,继续走你自己的路,我的情绪波动与你无关,不是你的错,也不是你的义务.所以,如果有人责怪你出现在这里,请把我的话甩到他脸上.该被责怪的是那些用贪婪和仇恨操纵地球人的人,如果它们中谁想跟我辩论,我还有更难听的话等着."
After sending this message, Lin Yuhui's mood steadied for several days. He then wondered if writing novels had brought trouble to her and driven her away. He considered writing solely for Liana without publishing any works. Lin Yuhui knew she might witness certain future events.
发过了信息,林语晖的心情平复了几天,他又在想,是不是因为自己写小说会带给她麻烦,造成了她的离开,那就只写给莉安娜,不发表了.林语晖知道她可能会看到一些未来的事情.
Yet he quickly dismissed the thought, realizing it would effectively force her to reveal herself.
转念一想,这不行啊,这好像是强迫人家现身啊.
Two days later, Lin Yuhui recalled Liana's video series about the meaning of extraterrestrial contact and believed he needed to clarify something. Regarding the extraterrestrial contact she discussed, it should be made clear Liana cannot bear full accountability for every word she spoke. She holds no obligation to take responsibility for all potential outcomes; every individual must answer for their own judgments and choices.
过了两天林语晖又想到了莉安娜关于外星接触意义的视频节目,他觉得应该解释一下,她提到的外星接触,是否需要澄清,不该是莉安娜要对她所说的内容负全责,她没有义务为所有可能性负责,每个人对于自己的判断和选择负责.
This worry weighed on Lin Yuhui: what if dark factions impersonate righteous extraterrestrials to interact with humans, commit malicious acts, then frame Liana for their crimes? Though the Tayget beings oversee cosmic space near Earth, they are bound by prime directives forbidding interference within the zone stretching one hundred kilometers down to the planet's surface. What if negative races disguise themselves as benevolent entities within that altitude?
想到这件事只是林语晖担心,万一邪恶一方冒充正义方与人类接触,做坏事然后把脏水泼到莉安娜头上怎么办.虽然塔吉特人接管了地球附近宇宙空间的管理,但是受到首要指令约束,他们不能干涉一百公里到地表的空间,如果负面种族在这个高度内冒充好人呢?
Lin Yuhui hesitated over whether to mention this to Liana, before telepathic transmissions arrived defining such impersonation as false flag operations. The Pleiadians issued a statement disavowing involvement, followed by the Sirians, who also denied conducting false flag operations.
林语晖思考着这件事,有些犹豫要不要跟莉安娜说,然后通灵传导信息那边来了,提到这中冒充叫做假旗行动,并且昴宿星人声明了不是他们,然后天狼星人也声明了假旗行动不是他们.
Lin Yuhui remained confused: if these benevolent races refused to seize those territories by force, how could they stop dark factions from impersonating them?
可是让林语晖感到困惑的是如果他们不用武力占领那些空间,他们怎么制止邪恶势力冒充他们呢?
From Lin Yuhui's understanding of them, they strongly objected to making judgments or verifying truth on humanity's behalf. They would never substitute their own discernment for humanity's. As they put it, humans must rely on their inner intuition to discern whether another being emanates harmonious goodwill or uncomfortable low-frequency consciousness. They insisted humanity exercise independent judgment.
根据林语晖对他们的理解,似乎他们很介意替人类做判断或者保证什么是真的这种事,他们不会做这种替代性判断,替代人类自己的判断.用他们的话说就是,用自己的心去感觉,对方是和谐的善意的,还是令人不适的低频意识.他们要求人类自己去判断.
Without word from Liana, Lin Yuhui continued listening to telepathic transmissions shared by Douyin content creators. When he heard certain entities advise recalling joyful memories to raise personal vibration and anchor positive timelines, he wondered why his mind kept drifting toward painful recollections instead.
没有了莉安娜的消息,林语晖还在如常收听抖音博主的通灵传导信息,当他听到有的存有说要回想美好的回忆可以提高个人频率锚定积极时间线,为什么总是回忆那些不好的?
He voiced this thought, knowing non-physical entities who had never incarnated on Earth might fail to comprehend his perspective:
他回答了,因为他知道那些没下来活过的存有可能不太理解,
"I hold beautiful memories, yet every person connected to those joys has passed away. How am I meant to find happiness again?"
"我有美好的回忆,但是和那些美好回忆的相关的人都故去了,让我怎么再快乐起来?"
He received comfort in response, alongside furious pushback from entities within the transmissions who questioned him fiercely: "Why do you wallow in sorrow? Why do you indulge in self-pity, trying to prove something to yourself?..."
然后他收到了一些安慰,还有存有在通灵传导信息里非常激烈地质问他,"为什么你总是要悲伤,为什么你要这样自怨自艾,要证明你自己什么吗?..."
Lin Yuhui almost found it amusing to witness their frustration and anger, yet in his heart, he counted them as genuine friends.
林语晖甚至感到有点好笑,原来他们也会着急生气,但是在心中,林语晖把他们认为是真正的朋友.
Two days later, new telepathic messages arrived, revealing certain beings were developing a kind of "telephone" to enable living humans to communicate with deceased loved ones. Lin Yuhui felt deeply grateful that countless beings, including himself, were receiving assistance.
过了两天,又有通灵传导信息来了,说那边有人已经在研究怎么让活着的人与故去的亲人通话的"电话"了.林语晖心里很感激,好多人在帮助人类,也包括自己.
Despite all the care he received, his thoughts still clung tightly to Liana. He longed to hear news of her and had more words to share.
尽管得到了那么多的关爱,可是他心里最牵挂的还是莉安娜,想听到关于她的消息.想要对她说些什么,
November 7, 2025
2025年11月7日
"This is a season of grief, a time for reminiscence.
这是一个悲伤的季节,这是回味的时刻.
Grass withers, flowers fade, losing the bright hues of youthful days.
草木枯萎,花儿凋落,不复韶光的颜色.
Swaying in the wind, trembling through cold rainy nights, these withered silhouettes voice my unspoken reluctance.
风中的摇曳,冷雨夜里的婆娑,枯黄的身影,是我不甘的诉说.
Time once swept past, bringing vibrance and splendor—this world, I have loved deeply.
时光曾经走过,缤纷与灿烂,这世界,我爱过.
Looking back along the road, all tinged with withered yellow,
回首,路,枯黄的颜色,
My body bears desolation after prosperity fades,
身,繁华后的落寞,
My mind churns with quiet midnight contemplation, wondering who lingers within this moment.
心,暗夜里的思索,是谁萦绕在这一刻.
I yearn to cry out, to pour forth my heart; those petals buried in aged mud bloomed solely for you, bearing my most vivid colors and my deepest ballad.
我要呼喊,我要诉说,那混入陈泥的花瓣,是我为你绽放最美的颜色,我最深沉的歌.
The land beneath my feet will soon freeze over, snow will bury my entire world. Let time wash away my regret, let years soothe my loneliness. It feels as though I will return to the starting point of samsara, all memories and bitterness erased.
脚下的土地即将冰封,我的世界就要白雪覆没,让时间带走不甘,让岁月抚慰寂寞.仿佛又要回到轮回的起点,抹去记忆,抹去苦涩.
No, my stubborn soul remembers: love is my innate nature, to bloom is my promise.
不,我倔强的灵魂记得,爱是我的本色,绽放是我的承诺.
My dearest, please take good care and stay safe. I am well, do not worry about me. May you have joyful days ahead.
我亲爱的,请照顾好自己并且注意安全,我很好,不用担心,愿你有个快乐时光.