As we walk through the campus holding each other's hand in hand we see the whole campus together.
"So this is it, this is my university," I said to him.
"No, this is not just your university. In fact it's your home, my silly girl's home," he said that. Then he held my hand more tightly in his hand and said while looking into my eyes, "I know as you are going to step into the phase of your life, I know many things are going around inside your mind. So I only want one thing for my silly girl to understand that you are not alone in this. I am with you whatever happens. I am standing beside you in each and every phase of your life and you'll find me with you no matter what path you have chosen for yourself. I am here and everywhere with you. Just remember this thing in your mind," he said it.
These words from him are really enough for me to gather the courage for the next phase of my life. As he said he is always with me wherever I go, whatever path I choose, and this is it… just enough for me.
Then I smiled and said to him, "Yuan I am really happy with whatever you said just now but don't think that I am upset because I am really not. And after having you on this big day I really don't have any regrets in my life. I just want you in my life. The only thing in my life that I want is you. As you said whatever path I choose really doesn't matter at all but that path must have you. I don't know anything about my future. You know everyone today is here talking about their jobs and where they have applied and where they will go right after our university course gets completed. Some move to other cities, some stay here in Shanghai only but if anyone asks me what I wanna do I have a different answer for that."
"What different answer?" he asked me.
I smiled while looking down.
Then he lifted up my face with both of his hands and said, "Why soo shy? Say it."
I smiled and said, "I just wanna be yours. My only and one and only wish, my heartfelt wish that I want to get fulfilled is you only… just you," I said to him.
He smiled and said, "You are always mine silly girl. Always. Even way before we met each other you were mine. The day you stepped into this world you were mine… just mine only," he said it and then he hugged me right after saying that.
"Why are you becoming thin and thinner more and more?" he asked me while hugging me.
"It's all because of you," I said it.
Then after hearing that he broke the hug a little just to see my face and asked me, "How is this because of me?"
"It's that when I'll get perfectly thin I mean more thinner then it will be very easy for you to carry me," I said it.
"What do you think about me?" he asked me.
I got a little confused hearing that question from him. "What?" I asked him.
"Do you think I am a weak person that I won't be able to handle your weight?" he asked me while raising one of his eyebrows in his usual style.
I took a deep sigh and said, "I know you are strong. My Yuan is the strongest than anyone but… I really don't want to become a burden for you. I don't want that when you'll carry me on your back you'll feel backache. I don't want when you carry me in your hands your hands get pain after holding me in it," I said it.
And Yuan… he didn't say anything to me.
He immediately lifted me on his back.
"Yuan what are you doing?" I asked him.
"Just holding the most lightest thing on my back," he said.
"Yuan please put me down everyone will see it," I said.
"Let them," he said it soo casually like he didn't care about anything else in this world.
"Yuan please put me down I really care."
Then he slowly and firmly put me down and said after putting me down, "See I didn't have any backache or any kind of pain after holding you on my back. In fact I really feel very light," he said while doing a bit of stretching.
"I am feeling very light," he said again.
But a question came in my mind and I asked him, "Am I lighter in weight than any of your co actresses with whom you worked?"
He paused for a while and looked at me… really looked at me.
Then he said, "You don't need to compare yourself with anyone. My silly girl is unique and exceptional in her own way and don't think… don't ever let that thought come into your mind ever again because no matter what, no matter how, your Yuan's eyes only search for his Zhao Shiza. Only for you. Only you are the relaxation to my eyes… just like a cucumber," he said that.
"Cucumber?" I repeated it and laughed a little.
"Don't laugh," he said.
"How could I not? You said cucumber. Do you really realise what you have just said to make me feel good? Trust me you don't need to. I am really aware that I am rare," I said it.
Then he smiled and said, "If you already know it then what's the reason for saying that you are lighter than any other actresses or not?" he asked me.
Then I smiled and said, "It's just I feel a little insecure and jealous about everything. I mean anyone with whom I see you… whether in videos on Weibo or in drama series or promotional events… any girl near you just makes me jealous," I said it.
"I am glad that you told me about it finally. About this jealousy matter that I have known for a long time ago but still you accepted it from your own mouth and I liked it. I really do," he said it.
"So you are here to make me accept that I am some jealous person or what isn't it?" I asked him in my little dramatic way.
He chuckled and said, "Don't think like that but I really like it when you get soo much jealous because of me."
"Of course you will. After all you'll definitely like it that I am getting soo jealous because of you," I said it.
"No. I like it because I feel really happy when I see you getting jealous because of me. Because my silly girl just looks too cute to handle whenever she gets jealous. She is literally a mood when she gets jealous," he said.
And I smiled… no not smiled… I blushed after hearing that.
Then he continued and said, "You don't need to get jealous because of me. Your worth won't get decided by me or by anyone comparing you. You are unique and best in your own way just understand it. And your Yuan is really not going to anyone else after getting this much pretty pretty and beautiful girl for myself without even asking for it."
"I am not that pretty stop babbling about it," I said.
Then he bent down a little and looked into my eyes and our eyes met with each other.
Then he said, "Have you ever seen yourself with my eyes?"
Then I shook my head.
"That's why you are saying that," he said.
"What's the difference of seeing myself with your eyes?" I asked him.
He exhaled slowly and deeply and said, "Because my eyes tell you how beautiful my silly girl is in it."
Then I blushed after hearing that from him and I hit his arm lightly and said, "Stop it Yuan this is it for today."
"But I don't think so that this is it for today. In fact I think that you need a few more doses from me about these things," he said while teasing me.
"No I really don't want to. Let's go from here it's almost one hour has passed and we were standing here in this corridor only. Come let's go otherwise we'll get late for today's dinner party," I said.
"But weren't we going to look around the whole campus?" he asked me.
"No it's already been too late now you should go back and start getting ready for tonight. Even I will also," I said.
"Ok my miss as you say. As Zhao Shiza's wish is Xu Yuan's command that he needs to accomplish it anyway," he said in a quiet dramatic way.
I rolled my eyes and said, "Now that's it and let's go."
Then I held his hand and we both moved out from this place.
And now yes it's the right time to say to everyone a final goodbye.
As from today, from this moment we all are stepping into new phases of our lives and I am feeling blessed that I have him on this big life changing day of my life standing beside me holding my hand.
Then I walked him to his car and said, "Bye we'll meet tonight at dinner."
"I'll be waiting for you there and don't take long time to come," he said.
I nodded my head.
Then we smiled while looking at each other and then his car went from here.
And I said under my breath, "Zhao Shiza now your farewell party gets over and start getting ready for your today's dinner party."
Then I headed towards the dorm while leaving the farewell as the farewell is still being held here but now I need to move from it and start getting ready for the next event of my life.
The farewell has ended for me and the university Zhao Shiza's phase has also ended for me.
I know the goodbyes are really hard but sometimes you have to say it.
I said these things while looking at my university from my dorm's window as it gives the full view of it.
Now it's time to experience the new phase of my life and the best in that is that I have him in it with me just standing beside me so there is no worry that if I'll fall then he'll catch me.
Then my eyes saw the time on my phone and it's five pm in the evening.
I need to rush fast and start getting ready otherwise I'll be late for the first dinner party of my life.
Then I started roaming around here and there in the room searching for the dress that I need to wear for today's dinner and started gathering my things to get ready...