All she could see was color and motion, red and blue tearing through the rain in broken pulses that refused to settle into sense. The lights flared too close, then slid away again, smearing across the inside of her vision like paint dragged by an unsteady hand. Nothing stayed still long enough to name.
Sound arrived in pieces. A horn that would not stop. The sharp crack of something collapsing. A voice, maybe Miles's, maybe not, stretched thin and distorted as if it had traveled a long way to reach her. Rain hammered against metal with relentless force, each drop loud and separate, too distinct, as though the world had narrowed to that single noise.
Her chest burned.
She tried to inhale and found resistance, an invisible weight pressing back, making the simple act of breathing feel negotiated rather than automatic. Panic flared briefly, hot and instinctive, before slipping sideways into confusion. She could not tell if the pain was getting worse or if she was losing the ability to measure it.
Her right arm felt distant, no longer fully attached to her sense of self. When she tried to move it, nothing happened, or something happened too late, disconnected from intention. The lag frightened her more than the pain itself. Her fingers tingled sharply, then went numb, then burned again in a rhythm that made no sense.
The seat belt cut hard across her chest. She became suddenly aware of it, of how tightly it held her in place, of how impossible it felt to shift even an inch. The pressure was absolute, unyielding, as if the car itself had decided she would not be going anywhere.
Her head lolled to the side.
Glass pressed against her temple, cold and wet. She registered the sensation without context, unable to remember when the window had broken or why her skin stung in a hundred small places. Tiny points of pain bloomed and faded too quickly to count.
She blinked.
The lights were closer now. Or farther. She could not tell. Distance had lost its meaning.
Someone was saying something. Words brushed the edge of her awareness but refused to resolve into language. She caught a syllable, then another, neither of them useful. Her name might have been one of them, or it might have been something else entirely.
Her heartbeat thundered in her ears, uneven and too loud, drowning out everything else. Each pulse felt oversized, like it belonged to someone bigger than her, someone panicking just out of sight.
She tried to focus on one thing, just one, but her mind slid away from every attempt. Thoughts rose and collapsed before they could form. There was no narrative, no memory threading the moment together. Only sensation piled on sensation, raw and unfiltered.
The smell hit next. Acrid. Metallic. Wrong. It filled her mouth when she gasped again, coating her tongue, making her gag weakly. She turned her head reflexively and pain flared bright enough to steal what little breath she had managed to pull in.
Her vision tunneled.
The edges of the world dimmed first, darkness creeping inward as though someone were slowly closing a lens. The center held a moment longer, flickering stubbornly, rain and light and movement blurring together into something abstract and hostile.
Her body felt heavy, unbearably heavy, as if gravity had increased without warning. Holding herself upright was no longer a decision she could make. Her muscles loosened despite her attempts to command them, fatigue crashing through her in a sudden, overwhelming wave.
She wanted to speak.
The impulse came clearly enough, sharp and urgent, but her mouth would not cooperate. Her tongue felt thick, unresponsive, as though it no longer understood its job. The effort drained what little strength she had left.
Somewhere nearby, metal creaked again, settling into place. The sound carried finality, a closing rather than an opening.
The rain softened.
Or maybe she stopped hearing it.
The lights blurred into a single glow, then fractured, then dimmed. The pressure in her chest eased just slightly, enough to be alarming rather than comforting. Her thoughts thinned, stretched, slipping through her grasp like water.
She let go without deciding to.
The dark did not rush her. It arrived slowly, patiently, as if it had been waiting its turn.