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Chapter 4 - Chapter 4

The day bled into evening under a sky thick with storm clouds. By the time the board adjourned, the first drops of rain had already begun to fall, tracing thin silver lines down the glass walls of Blackwell Holdings. Inside, the air hummed with quiet exhaustion the kind that comes after too many controlled words and too few honest ones.

Outside, the city had turned gray. Cars hissed through puddles, umbrellas bloomed like dark flowers, and the storm gathered strength, unrelenting.

Ava lingered at the edge of the building's marble steps, her coat folded over one arm. She had refused the company car maybe out of pride, maybe out of defiance. But now, as thunder cracked across the skyline, she realized defiance didn't shield against rain.

Still, she didn't move. There was something cleansing about it the sky breaking open after days of tension.

Ava's POV

The rain hit harder than I expected, cold and sharp. It clung to my skin, ran through my hair, soaked into the edges of my dress. I could've turned back, waited under the awning, but something in me wanted the storm. Maybe I needed it the chaos outside to match the one inside me.

Then I heard footsteps behind me. Steady. Familiar.

"Ava."

I didn't turn at first. I didn't have to. I knew that voice even when it softened especially when it softened.

He stopped beside me, the storm wind tugging at his tie. For once, Ethan Blackwell looked out of place not in control, not composed, just human beneath the rain.

"You'll get sick," he said quietly.

I almost laughed. "You think the weather's my biggest problem?"

He said nothing for a moment, then shrugged off his jacket and held it out.

"Take it."

I hesitated, staring at the fabric, black and perfectly tailored like everything about him. "I'm fine."

"Clearly," he said, and before I could protest, he draped it around my shoulders.

It was warm. And it smelled like him cedar, rain, something that felt too much like memory.

"Thank you," I said finally. My voice sounded small, even to me.

He stood beside me in silence, both of us watching the street blur beneath the downpour. His umbrella hung uselessly in his hand.

"You shouldn't walk home in this," he said.

"I wasn't planning to."

"Then where"

"Anywhere but here."

That made him pause. The honesty of it.

Ethan's POV

I didn't plan to follow her out. I told myself it was about optics making sure she didn't face more headlines, more questions. But when I saw her standing there, head tilted toward the rain like it could wash everything clean, the lie fell apart.

She looked fragile, but she wasn't. She never was. She was just real and that, somehow, was harder to face than any scandal.

"I'll drive you," I said finally.

She glanced at me, eyes unreadable. "That's not a good idea."

"I'm full of bad ideas lately."

For the first time all day, something like a smile ghosted across her lips. "You're serious?"

"Completely."

The car was waiting, sleek and black, the driver already stepping forward with an umbrella. I waved him off and opened the door myself.

She hesitated again, then got in without another word.

When I followed, the air inside felt heavier not from silence, but from everything we weren't saying.

The car pulled into the rain, city lights bending in the wet glass. Neither spoke. The only sound was the rhythm of the storm, the low hum of tires against water, and the faint sound of her breathing even, steady, too calm for the chaos beneath it.

In that small, enclosed space, words felt too fragile to survive.

Ava's POV

The city blurred outside, a mix of light and motion. I kept my eyes on the window, watching reflections slide across the glass mine, his, sometimes both overlapping.

"Are they still talking?" I asked after a while.

"The board?" he said. "Always."

"And Celeste?"

He hesitated. "She's... being herself."

"That doesn't sound like a compliment."

"It isn't."

The rain filled the pause that followed. I could feel his gaze, heavy but unsure, like he was searching for something to say and hating himself for not finding it.

Finally, I turned to him. "You don't have to fix this."

His jaw tensed. "I do."

"No," I said softly. "You want to. There's a difference."

He looked at me then, really looked, and the exhaustion in his eyes was more honest than any apology could've been.

"I hate that you're right," he said.

"I know."

Ethan's POV

Every word she spoke peeled back another layer I'd kept sealed for years. I should've been focused on rebuilding the company's reputation, on strategy, on damage control. But sitting next to her in that storm, all I could think about was how fragile the illusion of control really was.

"You shouldn't have to carry this," I said.

She tilted her head slightly, meeting my eyes. "Neither should you."

And there it was again that quiet defiance, that clarity I both admired and feared.

I wanted to tell her I was sorry. For the photo, the rumors, the way I'd handled it all. But the words stuck, caught between pride and something that felt too much like longing.

Instead, I said, "You didn't deserve any of this."

Her expression softened. "Maybe not. But maybe it's what I needed."

"Needed?"

"To see what this place really is," she said. "And who you really are."

That hurt not because it was cruel, but because it was true.

The car slowed at a red light. For a second, everything went still the rain, the noise, the world. Just us, suspended between confession and silence.

Then she looked away.

The city outside burned in streaks of color red, gold, white. The rain made everything blur, as if the night refused to define its edges. Inside the car, something wordless lingered not desire, not forgiveness, but understanding. The kind that neither could afford, yet both craved.

When the car stopped in front of her building, neither moved.

Ava's POV

"This is me," I said quietly.

He nodded. "I know."

The driver's hand hovered on the door handle, waiting, but I didn't move. Neither did Ethan.

I could feel the weight of everything between us the things we'd said, the things we hadn't, the things we'd both tried so hard to bury.

"You should go," I said finally.

He turned to face me. "Do you want me to?"

That question too simple, too dangerous.

"I don't know," I whispered.

The storm outside cracked, thunder rolling across the skyline. For a heartbeat, the world was nothing but rain and breath.

Then, quietly, he reached across and brushed a strand of wet hair from my face. The touch was light, hesitant but it sent a shiver through me all the same.

His jacket still rested around my shoulders, warm against the chill. I didn't give it back.

"Goodnight, Ethan," I said, my voice barely steady.

He watched me for a long moment before answering. "Goodnight, Ava."

I stepped out into the rain.

Ethan's POV

She walked away without looking back, her silhouette fading into the storm. My jacket hung loosely around her, the last trace of me she didn't push away.

The driver asked quietly, "Home, sir?"

I didn't answer right away. I just watched until she disappeared through the lobby doors, swallowed by light and distance.

Then I leaned back, closing my eyes as the car pulled away.

The city kept moving fast, indifferent. But somewhere beneath the noise, beneath the rain, something inside me shifted.

Maybe it was regret. Maybe it was something worse.

Or maybe it was the realization that every time I tried to protect her from this world, I ended up being the one who hurt her most.

The rain didn't stop that night. It beat against the city until dawn, relentless and unyielding. Somewhere in the quiet hours before sunrise, two people lay awake in separate rooms, haunted by the same storm not outside, but within.

Neither of them knew it yet, but this was the calm before a far darker tempest one that no umbrella, no jacket, no apology could keep out.

For now, though, the world slept beneath the rain, pretending nothing had changed.

And somewhere across the city, Ethan's jacket still hung around Ava's shoulders the last warmth of a man who never meant to fall, and the first proof that he already had.

Two days passed after the rainstorm, but the memory of it lingered in glances that lasted too long, in silences that said too much. The office moved forward as if nothing had changed, yet everyone could feel it: the quiet current between Ethan and Ava that neither name nor distance could bury.

Rumors had begun to settle, but not disappear. Celeste was watching again careful this time, smiling in public, calculating in private. The tabloids had shifted their focus, but Ethan knew they were only waiting. The wrong move, one careless night, could destroy everything.

Still, he sent the message.

"Dinner tonight. Business matters to discuss. 8 PM. Discretion required."

It was typed with precision. Read three times before being sent. And when Ava saw it, she stared at it longer than she meant to the words too formal, too safe. But the heart beneath them wasn't.

Ava's POV

It wasn't the first time he'd invited me to dinner for "work." But this time, I hesitated before replying.

Yes, I typed finally. No emojis. No tone. Just three letters that felt heavier than they should.

The restaurant was tucked away not the kind meant for headlines, but for privacy. Soft lights, low music, polished marble floors. The sort of place where silence wasn't awkward; it was designed.

When I arrived, he was already there, sitting near the window. His tie was gone, his sleeves rolled up, his glass of wine untouched. The waiter moved like a shadow, refilling glasses without sound.

"Thank you for coming," he said, rising as I approached.

"Was there a choice?" I asked.

"There's always a choice," he said, and for a second, I almost believed him.

We sat. The air between us carried the kind of tension that doesn't need a name.

"I wanted to talk about the partnership deal with Crestmont," he began, the business tone slipping into place like armor. "The board's divided. They'll need a clean presentation by next week."

"Of course," I replied, opening my folder. My voice sounded steady, professional exactly as it should. But when I met his eyes, professionalism felt like a fragile disguise.

We talked about numbers, strategies, projections all the words that filled boardrooms and kept emotions safely locked away. But as the minutes passed, the wine started to work its quiet magic. The edges softened. The distance thinned.

Ethan's POV

It should have been a simple dinner. Two colleagues discussing business. That's what I told myself when I chose the restaurant, when I sent the message, when I rehearsed the neutral tone.

But watching her across the table the way her eyes caught the candlelight, the way her fingers toyed with the stem of her glass it stopped feeling simple.

She spoke about projections, mergers, quarterly growth but my mind wasn't listening. It was tracing the curve of her voice, the calm in her composure.

"Ethan," she said suddenly, pulling me back. "You're not listening."

I blinked, caught. "I am."

She smiled faintly not mocking, but knowing. "Then tell me what I just said."

I exhaled, shaking my head. "You were talking about… liability assessments."

"You weren't listening," she said again, softer this time.

"Maybe not to your words."

The silence that followed was heavier than the wine. Her eyes met mine steady, questioning, dangerous.

"Why am I here?" she asked quietly.

"For work," I said automatically.

She tilted her head, unconvinced. "Is that the truth, or the story you plan to tell yourself later?"

That made me pause. I looked at her really looked and for the first time all night, I couldn't find an answer.

The waiter approached, wordless, serving another round of wine. The candles flickered as if uncertain whether to illuminate or conceal. Outside, the city pulsed distant, indifferent. Inside, time slowed.

There was something about them that made the world feel smaller, quieter. A single table, two glasses, and an ocean of unspoken history.

Ava's POV

He didn't answer right away just watched me, like there was a war behind his calm expression. I'd seen that look before, in the boardroom, in the elevator, in the rain. The look of a man who wanted to control everything but couldn't control himself.

"You invited me," I said. "But you've barely touched your food, or your wine, or the reports you said were urgent. So tell me, Ethan what is this really about?"

He leaned back, fingers interlaced, eyes unreadable. "Maybe I just needed to see you outside the office. Without the noise."

I laughed softly, though my pulse quickened. "You don't like noise. You like control."

"Maybe I'm tired of it."

His voice dropped lower, almost like a confession.

I should've looked away. I should've stood up, ended the night there. But I didn't.

Instead, I leaned forward, my voice barely above a whisper. "Then what do you want, Ethan?"

He didn't answer. Not in words.

His eyes flicked down to my lips like someone wanting to devour a delicious meal, then back up.

The air between us changed subtle, electric, terrifying.

Ethan's POV

I could've blamed the wine. The lighting. The exhaustion. But it wasn't any of those things. It was her the gravity she carried without meaning to, the way she looked at me like she saw through every version of myself I tried to present.

I leaned forward before I realized it. Close enough to feel the warmth of her breath. Close enough that the world went completely silent.

She didn't move away.

Only bit down her lips

Her eyes softened. "Don't," she whispered but the word sounded like a plea, not a warning.

I froze.

She was right there close enough to touch, close enough to destroy everything.

And for one unbearable second, I almost did.

But I didn't.

Instead, I drew a slow breath, forcing myself back into control.

"This was a mistake," I said quietly.

She blinked, the words hitting harder than I intended. "Dinner?"

"All of it."

I saw the hurt flash across her face before she hid it. She nodded once, composed, detached. "Understood."

"Ava—"

"No," she said, standing. "You made yourself clear."

Her face turning pale.

Her chair scraped softly against the floor. The sound felt louder than thunder.

The table stood between them like a barricade one of their own making. The untouched wine reflected the candlelight, the quiet reminder of what could have been.

He watched her gather her things with practiced calm. She didn't rush. She didn't tremble. But her hand lingered a second too long on the folder the only thing still binding them professionally.

When she turned to leave, the air seemed to move with her carrying her scent, her silence, her unspoken disappointment.

He didn't stop her. Not because he didn't want to, but because stopping her meant surrendering everything he'd built to the one truth he feared most: that he needed her.

Ava's POV

The night air hit me like a shock. I didn't know if it was the cold or the anger burning beneath my ribs. Maybe both.

The rain had stopped hours ago, but the streets were still wet glistening with reflections of light and regret.

I walked fast, heels clicking against the pavement. I wanted distance. I wanted air. I wanted to stop feeling like every look, every touch, every silence from him could undo me.

But the truth followed me down every street:

He had almost kissed me.

And I had almost let him.

When I reached the corner, I stopped breathless, angry, confused. I looked up at the sky, the city, anything that wasn't him.

"You always stop yourself," I whispered into the night. "Always."

But deep down, I knew if he ever didn't, I wouldn't stop him either.

I wanted every bit of it, I wanted to know what his hot sexy lips taste like, yet I had to control my thoughts.

Ethan's POV

The restaurant emptied slowly after she left, but I stayed. I needed to.

Her chair was still pulled slightly back. Her glass, half full. My jacket on the seat beside me the one she'd worn two nights ago.

I stared at it, the memory of her in the rain flashing back like a ghost. The way she'd looked up at me. The way she'd trusted me against all logic, against all reason.

And I'd just broken that trust again.

I reached for the glass she'd left and turned it slightly, tracing the faint imprint of her lipstick against the rim. My fingers stilled there, the air thick with everything unsaid.

"Another bottle, sir?" the waiter asked quietly.

I shook my head. "No."

When I finally stepped outside, the city had gone quiet. The streets shimmered beneath streetlights. Somewhere in that silence, I wondered when exactly I had lost the ability to separate business from the woman sitting across from me.

And worse when I'd stopped wanting to.

By the time Ethan returned to his penthouse, the night had deepened into something restless. He stood at the window, jacket still in his hand, city lights flickering below like tiny, distant truths.

Across the river, Ava sat on her couch, staring at her phone, reading and rereading the same unsent message.

Neither of them slept.

The distance between them wasn't measured in miles anymore it was measured in restraint, in everything they'd almost said, almost done, almost allowed themselves to feel.

Outside, the wind shifted, carrying the faint scent of rain again.

And somewhere between the quiet and the chaos, both of them knew:

Almost was no longer enough.

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