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Chapter 5 - Chapter 5

The city slept beneath a curtain of silver fog. The last of the rain glistened on the streets outside Blackwell Tower, streetlights turning puddles into shards of gold.

Inside, the silence was thick. Ava had stayed late again, long after most of the office had emptied. Her desk lamp was the only light left on the executive floor, its glow soft against the cool marble. She told herself she was finishing reports anything to quiet the part of her that knew she was waiting.

Waiting for him.

Ava's POV

The call came at 9:47 p.m. the exact minute my resolve started to crumble.

His voice, low and measured, carried through the line. "You're still at the office?"

I hesitated. "Just wrapping up."

"Don't leave yet."

It wasn't a request. It never was.

I should have gone home. Every instinct told me to. But his tone quiet, certain drew me back in before I could fight it.

The elevator doors opened, and there he was. Ethan. Jacket off, sleeves rolled up, tie loosened. He looked nothing like the man who owned the room during the day.

He didn't speak at first. Just studied me, as though trying to decide if I'd already forgiven him for stopping himself the night before.

"Why did you call?" I asked.

He stepped closer. "Because I shouldn't have."

The air between us tightened.

Ethan's POV

She stood there, still in her work clothes. Everything about her was composed except her eyes. They were a mirror of everything I'd spent months trying to suppress.

I should've let her leave. Pretended the night before never happened. But I hadn't stopped thinking about it the almost, the distance, the pulse that had refused to settle.

I told myself this was closure. That if I saw her one last time, I could end it. But standing there now, I knew I was lying to both of us.

"I keep replaying it," I admitted quietly. "That moment."

Her voice barely rose above a whisper. "So do I."

Something in me broke then the thin thread of discipline that had held me together. I moved closer, slow but certain, until there was nowhere left to hide.

Ava's

He reached out, stopping just short of touching me. The space between us pulsed with something heavy, electric.

"Ethan…" I began, but the word came out like a confession.

He shook his head slightly, as if trying to clear it. "I told myself I wouldn't do this."

"Then don't," I said, though neither of us moved away.

He exhaled, and the sound alone made my breath falter. "You think it's that easy?"

"No," I said. "But pretending won't make it disappear either."

For a long second, neither of us spoke. Only the hum of the city filled the silence. The lights of the skyline reflected through the glass walls, painting fragments of gold across his face.

He finally closed the distance, resting his hand lightly on my arm. The contact was simple, almost innocent yet it felt like crossing a line we both knew we couldn't return from.

The office lights dimmed automatically at ten, casting the floor into half-shadow. Somewhere below, the cleaning crew would start soon, but for now, the top floor belonged to two people caught between logic and desire.

Ethan's hand lingered on her arm. The moment stretched, suspended fragile enough that one wrong word could shatter it.

He lowered his voice. "Ava, if we start this… it won't be something I can hide."

She met his gaze, steady. "Then don't."

It wasn't a challenge. It was truth.

Ethan's POV

There was a time I thought control was strength. That keeping distance meant safety for me, for the company, for everyone involved. But the more I tried to keep her at arm's length, the more I found myself orbiting her, helplessly drawn in.

"I can't think straight around you," I admitted.

"Then don't think," she said softly. "Just feel something, for once."

The words struck harder than she knew. Because she was right I'd spent years being calculated, efficient, untouchable. And now, standing in front of her, I didn't want to be any of those things.

So I stopped fighting.

Ava's POV

He kissed me.

Not with urgency, but with the quiet inevitability of something long-denied. The world tilted the sound of rain returning outside, the low hum of the city fading into nothing.

His hands were careful, reverent, as if he were terrified I'd vanish if he moved too fast. For once, there was no pretense, no titles, no boardroom hierarchy. Just two people who'd been circling each other too long.

I felt the weight of every unspoken word between us, every stolen glance, every near-touch that had built to this.

And still, I whispered, "This is a mistake."

He drew back just enough to look at me. "Probably," he said, breath unsteady. "But right now, I don't care."

His lips came crashing on mine again, his hands moving my body as drew me closer.

Every bit of it was passionate, I melted into his hands giving in and caressing his his body through his shirt.

The rain outside intensified, tapping against the glass like an impatient heartbeat. The city lights blurred through it, turning into rivers of gold and white.

Inside, time slowed.

It was not passion that consumed them first, but relief a letting go of everything they'd restrained. It was a secret written in the quiet language of glances and the soft echo of breath.

When the moment finally broke, it wasn't the sound of the storm that pulled them apart it was the sound of reality, creeping back through the silence they had created.

Ava's

He traced a hand down my arm, slower this time, almost hesitant. "If anyone finds out"

"They won't," I said quickly, though I didn't believe it. "Not if we're careful."

He nodded, but the look in his eyes told me he knew better. Secrets had a way of surfacing especially in a world that thrived on exposure.

Still, when he reached for me again, I didn't stop him.

The storm outside began to fade, leaving only the whisper of rain on glass. We stayed that way for a while quiet, unhurried, existing somewhere between guilt and peace.

Ethan's POV

She fell asleep against my shoulder for a few moments before I realized how late it was. The clock on the wall glowed 12:23 a.m.

I looked at her at the calm that had replaced her usual guarded expression and I felt something I hadn't in years: fear. Not of losing control, but of wanting too much.

I brushed a strand of hair from her face. "What have we done?" I whispered.

She stirred slightly, half-awake. "What we couldn't avoid."

Her honesty struck me harder than I expected. I'd spent my life negotiating outcomes, calculating risk, but nothing about her could be measured. She was chaos wrapped in grace and I was willingly stepping into it.

When they finally left the office, the city had gone quiet again. The rain had stopped, the air still heavy with the scent of it. Ethan's car waited by the curb, black and silent beneath the glow of the streetlights.

He held the door open for her. No words passed between them none were needed.

As the car pulled away, the tower loomed behind them, its lights reflecting on the wet pavement like fractured stars. Somewhere inside, the line between business and desire had blurred beyond recognition.

Ava's POV

He dropped me at my building, but neither of us moved to end it. The world outside the car was quiet, the streetlamps flickering through the mist.

"I should go," I said, fingers on the handle.

He didn't answer right away. Then, softly: "Do you want me to call you tomorrow?"

The question was too simple, too human, for the world we lived in. And yet it meant everything.

I hesitated just long enough for him to see the truth in my silence then nodded.

"Yes."

Ethan's POV

When she stepped out, I watched her walk toward the entrance, her reflection disappearing in the glass doors. I told myself this was temporary that I could keep it contained. But even as I said it, I knew it was a lie.

This wasn't an escape. It was a beginning.

And so the secret began not with promises or declarations, but with silence. The kind of silence that hides too much.

In the days to come, they would tell themselves it was manageable, that no one would notice the change in glances, the subtle warmth in their voices, the timing of their departures.

But the truth was already shifting, settling between them like a shadow neither could step out of.

What started as weakness would soon become the one thing neither of them could walk away from.

The storm had passed but its echo was only just beginning.

The days that followed were a balancing act on a knife's edge.

At the office, the rhythm of Blackwell Industries carried on meetings, mergers, and carefully curated smiles. But beneath the polished efficiency, something invisible pulsed between two people who had forgotten how to stay apart.

Every secret begins with intent. Then it becomes routine. And soon, it becomes survival.

What started as stolen glances had become something they both depended on a wordless understanding threaded through their days. A glance across the conference table, a text disguised as a schedule reminder, a passing touch that looked like nothing to anyone else.

They told themselves it was control. It wasn't. It was gravity.

Ava's POV

Morning sunlight poured through the glass walls of the 27th-floor boardroom, catching on the silver edges of laptops and glass tumblers. Everyone else was already seated when Ethan walked in, phone in hand, expression unreadable.

He looked every inch the CEO crisp, composed, untouchable. But I saw the faintest flicker in his eyes when they met mine. Recognition. A pulse of memory.

It was dangerous, the way something so small could mean so much.

He took his seat at the head of the table, his voice steady as he began the meeting. "Let's review the quarterly targets."

No one noticed the way his hand brushed the table once a subtle signal. I shifted my pen to the left side of my notebook. It looked like nothing, but we both knew what it meant. Later.

That was how it had become a private language written between professional lines. Every interaction coded, every look measured.

We had built walls, but we'd also built doors only we could see.

Ethan's POV

I'd told myself it could work that I could keep this contained. That what happened that night didn't have to spill into everything else.

But it did.

Every time she walked into the room, the air changed. I'd learned to hide it well to focus on the numbers, the investors, the contracts. Yet behind every decision, there was a second layer now. Her voice in the back of my head, the way she challenged me when no one else dared to.

It was maddening. Addictive. Necessary.

Sometimes, when I saw her bent over her laptop, hair falling across her face, I had to force myself to look away. To remember that the world around us was watching always watching.

She made me forget who I was supposed to be.

And for a man like me, that was the most dangerous thing of all.

The affair didn't exist in grand gestures or confessions. It lived in fragments pieces small enough to be ignored, but sharp enough to cut.

A lunch meeting that ran ten minutes too long. A car ride that didn't need to happen. Late-night emails that blurred into personal messages no one else could decode.

No one at the office suspected. Not yet.

But whispers have a way of forming from silence.

Ava's POV

It was a Tuesday evening when I realized how deep we'd gone.

The office had emptied, the lights dimmed to their night mode glow. I stood by the window, looking down at the city its pulse constant, unaware. My phone buzzed on the desk.

Ethan: Conference room 3B. Five minutes.

My breath caught.

It wasn't unusual for him to call me after hours, but the coded tone it meant something different now. Something we both understood.

I told myself I'd say no this time. That I'd draw a line. But when I reached the door, my hand was already on the handle.

He was waiting by the far window, his jacket off, tie loose, eyes fixed on the skyline.

"You shouldn't be here," I said quietly.

He turned slightly. "Neither should you."

The space between us was familiar now full of hesitation and need, logic and chaos.

"I keep thinking we'll stop," I admitted.

He smiled faintly. "We keep not stopping."

Ethan's POV

Every time I saw her, the world outside faded the deals, the deadlines, the carefully crafted armor. Around her, I wasn't the man everyone admired or feared. I was just a man. Flawed. Wanting.

But I also knew what this meant. One wrong whisper, and everything I'd built could fall.

"People are starting to notice," I said, though my voice was softer than I intended. "You're drawing attention."

"By doing my job?" she countered.

I almost smiled. "By being too good at it."

She folded her arms, but her gaze didn't waver. "Then maybe it's not me who's drawing attention."

The accusation was light, but true. I was the one who lingered too long in her office. The one who found excuses to walk past her desk.

I stepped closer, close enough to see my reflection in her eyes. "We're crossing lines, Ava."

She looked up at me, her voice steady. "Then maybe the lines were never where you thought they were."

And with that, whatever restraint I had left cracked again.

I kissed her again this time more intense like I have been hungry of her for too long,

my hands moving into her panties trying to find my way to touch her bare.

Damm she's fu*king wet, I take a break to glance at her but she pulls away.

We shouldn't be doing this Ethan, she said and move away.

They didn't plan it they never did. Each time felt like an accident built from a thousand choices.

But accidents, repeated often enough, become patterns.

And patterns become secrets.

Ava's

The next morning, I avoided his floor as long as I could. I buried myself in work, in schedules, in anything that felt solid. But every time my phone vibrated, my pulse jumped.

At 11:13 a.m., a message arrived.

Ethan: Meeting moved. Boardroom at noon. Bring the revised figures.

It looked professional —it was professional except for the single period at the end. A code between us, Lunch.

When I entered the boardroom, the blinds were drawn. No one else was there.

He looked up from his papers. "Close the door."

The sound of it clicking shut felt louder than it should've.

He handed me a file, keeping his tone even. "We'll go over the numbers first."

It was always like that. Business first. Pretend everything was normal. Then the space between words would shift. The air would change.

His hand brushed mine as he passed me the folder. Just that. Nothing more. Yet it was enough to undo everything I'd built around myself to keep this safe.

Ethan's POV

I'd stopped trying to justify it.

There was no logic left in this. No strategy, no control. Only her.

Every time I told myself it was the last, I'd find another reason a call, a meeting, a question only she could answer. It wasn't about needing her input. It was about needing her.

And I hated how much that was starting to show.

Because she wasn't the only one noticing.

That afternoon, during a board meeting, I caught Celeste watching me not with suspicion, but with calculation. She didn't speak, didn't move, but her gaze followed every small interaction.

It was only a matter of time before she put the pieces together.

Secrets, like cracks in glass, begin invisible. But once they form, they spread quickly.

In the world Ethan Blackwell inhabited where image was currency and perception was power even a whisper could destroy an empire.

And yet, neither of them could stop.

Each message, each meeting, each moment of quiet understanding pushed them deeper into something they couldn't name but couldn't live without.

Ava's POV

I started waking up earlier, just to get to the office before anyone else. The quiet felt safer like the world hadn't caught up to us yet.

But it was also lonely.

Sometimes, I'd find him already there, standing by his office window with a coffee in hand, staring at the city like he was trying to solve it.

He never turned when I entered. He didn't need to.

"Morning," he'd say.

"Morning," I'd answer.

And that was enough a word carrying everything we couldn't say aloud.

Ethan's POV

The hardest part wasn't hiding it. It was pretending it didn't matter.

I could fool the board, the press, the world. But not myself.

The way she looked at me during presentations, calm but knowing. The way she'd tilt her head when she disagreed. The way I found myself defending her ideas more than I should.

Every choice I made was shifting subtly, invisibly around her.

And somewhere deep down, I knew that was the real line we'd crossed. Not the physical, but the moral. The professional.

The part that once made me who I was.

Outside, autumn crept across the city colder mornings, darker evenings, and a tension that no one could quite name.

Inside the walls of Blackwell Tower, the two people who had once been disciplined and distinct were beginning to merge into something fragile and unsustainable.

They thought they could hide it.

But the world had begun to notice the change not in their words, but in their silences.

A secretary mentioned how often the assistant was "needed" upstairs. A board member commented on Ethan's newfound distraction. Celeste smiled more often a quiet, knowing smile that never reached her eyes.

The air was changing.

And with it, the illusion of control began to fracture.

Ava's

That night, as I packed up my things, my phone buzzed again.

Ethan: Don't leave yet.

For a moment, I didn't move. My reflection stared back at me from the dark glass of my office window tired, conflicted, unsure.

I thought of everything we'd risked. Everything we hadn't said.

Then I turned off the light and walked toward the elevator.

Because sometimes, the most dangerous lines aren't crossed in a single moment. They're crossed slowly step by step, message by message, until there's no way back.

The elevator doors closed behind her, the faint hum of motion rising as she descended toward the floor where he waited.

The secret that had begun with a single call was now a living thing fragile, reckless, and hungry.

And though they didn't know it yet, the world around them had already begun to sense it.

The lines they had crossed were no longer invisible.

They were cracks, spreading beautiful and breaking all at once.

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