"How did you feel when you kissed me, fucked me, held me, Louis how did you feel or did you really just marry me so I won't come after you" said Rosaline.
"No I didn't marry you for that reason, it's because I loved you" he said.
"And anytime I looked into your eyes, I felt fear, that's why I lied I didn't want you to leave me, I'm not a good person to begin with Rose, you fell in love with a monster and that's what makes me hate myself the most"said Louis turning his back on her.
"The fact that you love me" he gritted through his teeth , then he grabs a gun and approaches her "I deserve to die, i knew i wasn't going to last long anyway; I won't send them after you if you kill me" he said forcing the gun into her hand and then takes her hands that were holding the gun pointing it at his forehead.
"I'll die loving you and our child, tell him I loved him, just let him live a good clean life, I don't deserve to be the father of your child" he said closing his eyes.
"Just kill me Rose because if you don't I'll never let you go" he said to her.
Rosaline looks at him and uncorks the gun she points the gun at his head. Then grinds her teeth and hits him with the gun.
"How dare you make me kill the father of my child you devil" she said, bursting into tears.
"A life for a life" she said.
"Rosaline just kill me" he said.
"Our love is forbidden Louis, I'm the girl you failed to kill, you're my child's father I can't kill you so I'll leave" said Rosaline.
Louis stands up and looks at her, his eyes filled with fear.
"Rosaline you can hate me; but please don't leave, I can't live without you beside me" he said about to approach her but she recoils.
"Don't Louis stay away from me if I stay I'll kill you and I don't want to" she said.
Louis pulls her into his arms kissing her neck "No" his breathing was not steady.
"Louis let go " she said. He inhales her scent "I won't Rosaline never" he holds her tightly still kissing her neck.
"Louis please let me go" she cried, he was trembling she felt scared.
"I'm madly in love with you; I'm obsessed with you, I can't bear you leaving me" he said stroking her hair.
"Get away" she said pushing him away, he pulls her back into his arms again hugging her from behind.
"Louis you are not yourself, you're burning up" she said tears falling down.
"If you leave me I'll go crazy, I don't want them to hurt you" he said.
Rosaline felt a tear land in her shoulders "Is he crying?" She said turning around to look at him.
"I hate you so much" she said kissing him, he takes her to the bed, kissing her passionately, he holds her tightly stroking her belly.
"I love you" he said still kissing her face. Rosaline was in tears; Louis was burning up he eventually closes his eyes and falls asleep in her arms.
Rosaline turns to look at him, he had eye bags and his face pale. She strokes his face, her face stone cold.
"Rosaline don't go" he muttered in his sleep, Rosaline felt a pain in her heart.
"I'm here" she said coaxing him like a child, as she plants a kiss on his forehead.
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The sun soon peeped in and Louis woke up with a wet towel on his forehead, the other side of the bed was empty.
He stands up quickly and then opens the bathroom door.
"Rosaline" he said but no one was there, he opens the wardrobe and her clothes where gone, she was gone.
Louis heart was beating rapidly. He rushes down and sees Ashely and Reinald standing with sad faces.
"Where is she? " He asked grinding his teeth.
"We couldn't stop her from leaving she held a gun threatening to kill herself" said Ashely.
"I'm sorry Master Grey" said Reinald they both lowered their heads.
"Leave" he said his eyes red
"Master Gr-
"Don't make me repeat myself" he said turning his back on the as they leave quietly. She threatened to kill herself because of him, that's the last thing he ever wanted; he never wanted her to get hurt. He goes to his room and looks at himself in the mirror, he punches himself in the mirror and screams.
[Flashback]
"We're both monsters, we have the same blood running through our veins" said Victor Grey, looking at Louis who had multiple cuts and bruises all over his body, as he shivered in a corner.
"You dare to disobey your father" he grinned.
"You're a Grey Louis, a fucking heir of the Grey family, we are darkness anything we touch gets dragged into our darkness"
[Present]
He sits down on the bed, his face stone cold his hand bleeding as it stained the sheets. The calm and collected Louis was a broken man.
"For the first time I'm hopeless" he said to himself.
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Rosaline booked a hotel; thinking about Felix's words she heard last night.
"Are you scared she'll find out that you're the one who destroyed her family and burned them to ashes, I wonder how you live so happily with that little mask you put on for her"
She places one hand on her belly, her thoughts flashing back and forth.
Her phone rings Louis' name flashed across the screen. She answers the phone the phone saying nothing.
"Why did you leave?" He said.
"Are you asking me that; you're asking me Louis huh? I don't want to see you" she said.
"Rosaline you're pregnant if-
"Now you're considering things, why didn't you consider how I would feel when I found the truth" said Rosaline, there was silence on the other end of the phone.
"Rose-
"Louis we're over don't call me again I'm hanging up" she said.
Louis buries his face in his hands running his fingers through his hair in a violent way.
Rosaline was also sulking in her room and then she lies down on the bed knees to her chest closing her eyes.
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Days and Weeks passed and Rosaline had fully recovered, she decides to go back to work. She meets Michael outside he rushes towards her hugging her.
"Rosaline where have you been, you haven't been picking up my calls" he said placing both hands on her shoulders.
"I'm fine, Michael I'm okay" said Rosaline, he places one hand on her cheek.
"You look so pale, since that day what's wrong?" Michael asked.
Rosaline shook her head and sighs she takes his hand off her cheek.
"I don't want to talk about it Michael" she said walking past him and going into the building.
Ursula watches Rosaline walk into the building. "Welcome back Miss Rose" she said with a smile.
Rosaline nods and then goes into her office.
Ursula takes out her phone and sends a text message to Louis.
"She just walked in Master Grey, she was with Michael outside"
Louis sees the message and tosses his phone to the side.
Rosaline stayed in her office and does some work, she skipped Lunch and the night came quickly. Michael knocks on her door; Rosaline was lost in thoughts and fiddled with the ring on her finger, then she snaps out of her thoughts as Michael came in.
"You need anything?" She asked.
"It's past 9 aren't you going home? Rose you don't look okay" He asked.
"Enough why do you keep pushing?" She yelled.
"I want to be alone" she said bursting into tears, Michael approaches her and hugs her as she cried and pats her back.
"It's okay" he said
"No it's not I don't want to live anymore" she sniffles, Michael wipes her eyes.
"You didn't have lunch, let's go eat something" he said holding her hand and leading her out of the office.