~Ye Jun
He pushed in slowly, that first bit stretching me like nothing I'd ever felt, and I held my breath because if I let it out it might come as a gasp or a yell or something embarrassing that'd make this whole thing crash and burn before it even started. Si-woo's face was all twisted up in concentration, eyes locked on mine like he was waiting for me to shatter, and his hands gripped my hips tight but not too tight, like he remembered I told him not to baby me even though right now I kinda wished he would.
"Ye-jun," he muttered through gritted teeth, "relax, you're… fuck, you're clenching so hard."
I tried to laugh but it came out as this weird choked sound. "What, you think I'm doing it on purpose? Just push, idiot, don't stop now."
