The train is moving, yet today the shaking of the train does not feel good. In my mind, only unease is present. In front of my eyes, so many people are passing, yet I feel very lonely.
In my head, only the thoughts of those people are present who consider everything about a person by looking at the exam results.
I thought that if the exam result was bad, no matter what people of society say, at least my family would be by my side.
But in reality, that father and mother became strangers today.
In front of my eyes, father's and mother's thorn-like words were floating.
"How many times did I tell you to study properly, but you did not listen, only roamed around with friends, that is why today this is your result."
At the same time, on mother's face, those two lines of words
felt like thorns in my chest.
"Because of you, today we are embarrassed in front of everyone in society, we gave birth to you for this day, go out from in front of my eyes and never come again, if you leave, nothing happens to me."
After hearing this, I could not look at mother's face.
In a moment, I became their biggest burden.
Silently, I came from in front of them to the room, closed the door, and sat on a chair silently.
My head could not think properly about anything. Mother's words kept hissing in my ears.
After sitting for a while, I took the school bag and money bag and left the house, came to the station, it was 4 PM then.
At that time, only one train was at the station, and that too the last train. I got on it, I did not know where it would go, but I wanted to go to some unknown city.
As soon as I entered, I sat beside the window and looked outside at the environment.
Still, my mind did not feel any peace, thoughts kept spinning in my head. Suddenly I remembered, I do not know how far the train will go.
I took out my phone and started to see. This train goes to Chittagong. Without thinking anything, I bought the ticket to Chittagong. In my head, only one thought was spinning: I have to go to some unknown city where people do not consider others by the result.
After sitting for a long time, I did not feel good, so I looked again at the window. Evening had come, the sun was almost set in the sky. I kept looking for some time.
While looking, darkness came, and I tried to sleep.
Once I sleep, morning and new city.
Meanwhile, moving and shifting, sleep started coming to my eyes, and I slept.