Mere paper jab start hua tha, to unse pehle meri bhua ji ki shaadi thi. To mujhe mere papa ne shaadi me aane ke liye kaha, to ma mana nahi kar paya aur mujhe aana pada. Shadi ke do din baad hamara English ka paper tha aur English me to main pehle se hi weak tha; waise meri us saal preparation badhiya thi. Sadi wale din mane bilkul bhi nahi padha tha aur uske dusre din mere papa hamare school hamara permission letter lene gaye to unhone permission letter dene se mana kar diya aur bola ki aapke ladke ne third test ki copy nahi di. To mere papa vapas ghar aaye aur mere ko bola ki tune third test ki copy nahi di thi kya sir ko? Fir mane kha nahi, mane to di thi to ma usi din school gya vaha jakar pta chala ki vo copy hamare sir ne kho di thi fir mane ek new copy banai aur fir unhone mughe mera permission letter diya aur fir mane ghar aakar papa ko sari bat batai.
7 March ko hamare paper start huai. Pahla paper English ka tha. Hamari body ice ki tarah jam chuki thi ki paper kaisa aayega. Jab paper aya to maine karna start kiya. Jaise hi composition grammar me gaya, to mere man ne khud ko vahi thapede marne ka kiya kyuki jo story half-yearly paper me aayi thi, vahi yearly me bhi aa gayi. Ab aap log kahoge ki fir thapede marne ka man kyu kiya: kyuki bat hi aisi thi ki mane vo story ye samgh kar yaad nai ki, ki ye to aa gayi ab ye nahi aayegi, ab mane socha jo hua so hua ab aage badte h. Aage ka paper jyada hard nahi tha, wo mane solve kar liya. Fir center se bhar ate hi pata chala ke mere to 15-16 number cut gaye. Ek bar to laga jase ma to gaya kam se, fir mujhe hamre sir ki ek baat yaad aayi ki "Chahe kuchh bhi ho jaye paper dene ke baad ghar aakar paper ka cross-check mat karna, nahi to wrong answer dekhte hi depression me chale jaoge." "Lekin sir ne ek baat aur boli thi ki agar paper check kar bhi liya to depression me mat chali jana, varna tumhari sari saal ki mehnat paani me chali jayegi." Ab main kya karta?" Maine to pata kar liya tha ki mere kitne marks cut chuke hain, lekin mane khud ko saant kiya aur aage ke paper ki taiyari ki. Mera agla paper Hindi ka tha. Vo paper sahi gaya par ab mane use check nahi kiya. Kuch dino baad papers me hi holi bhi aa gayi. Iske chakar me mane na to sahi tarike se pada na hi holi kheli holi ke din ma ghar ke bahar baitha raha pure din na holi kheli na pada.
Hamara last paper Sanskrit ka tha. Kyuki paper last ka tha to main soch raha tha ki kiski jyada khushi manau, last ka paper dene ki ya 3 month ki chhutiyo ki papa ne bola tha ki is baar ki chhutiyo me mere pass aa jana.
Fir chhutiya lag gayi to ma papa ke pass jane ki tayari karne lag gya. Jab papa ne bulaya to main chala gaya. Ab vaha papa ke phone par hota tha to main sare din bhar phone par game khelta rahta tha. social media dekhata rahta. Papa ne mujhe bola ki computer course kar le, to maine mana kar diya. Ab May ke month suru hua, papa ne bola ki ab tera result aane wala hai. Hma is khabar se anjan apni duniya me mast tha. Jab bhi bhi papa result ka naam lete, to tension aur khushi dono hoti. Tension is baat ki, ki result kharab na aa jaye, aur khushi is baat ki, ki maine mere total number jodde the to vo sahi jud rahe the. Is month me mera birthday bhi aata h aur isi month me result bhi aayega, par result to aaya nahi lekin birthday jaroor aa gya. Ma, sahi bata raha hu ki mane us din sahi tarike se mera birthday bhi celebrate nahi kiya; sare din yahi sochta raha ki kahi result nahi aa jaye. Us din result to aaya nahi lekin mera birthday jaroor kharab ho gaya. Fir uske dusre din news aayi ki 10th ka result aaj evening me 5 PM par jari hoga. Mere papa har din 2PM se 4PM tak sote the. Us din maine papa se khud jakar kaha ki papa so jao, apki eyes kharab ho jayegi. Fir mere papa ne bola ke aaj to jakar tu le, pata nahi baad me sona nasib hoga ya nahi. Papa ki ye baat sunkar, ma vaha se chup-chap se vapas aa gya. jase hi result aaya meri to halat hi kharab ho gayi. Kuch der to website nahi khuli to main bahar chala gaya.
Iske baad, Papa Bahar aaye. Main to ek baar unhe dekhkar silent ho gaya. Mera heart jor se dhhak dhhak karne laga ,
Fir suddenly, Papa ne bola, "Are ye kya?"
ma chok gya !