1.ZIA
Waiting alone in a bus stand where no human species are present, afraid? Yes! My heart is beating very Fastly the reason, is me being alone no!! hell not an answer it's just again my anxiety and panic attacks acting or may I say harassing me I'm afraid where it starts here and no one will be there again all the memory started to run in my mind I don't know what to do whom to call I'm not in situation to use my phone I'm afraid to speak with any one the past which I don't want to repeat again in my life the incident which I don't want think I'm afraid and attack started my hands are shivering my eyes are tearing up without any reason all I want is someone to hold me without hurting me .I'm afraid in this world there will be none . I coped with myself and took my phone out and dialed to GIVA my friend whom I'm meeting in an half an hour I called her she answered my call and I'm my so weak to talk somehow I managed to speak with her she told me to sit and be calm and she told me that she will be sending someone to pick me up .she warned me to drink water she gave me an earful of scolding for being alone at this time and not being healthy .she told me to wait for 20mins . I told okay mam!! 30 mins have passed and that someone has not arrived I couldn't call her cause she will be worried. I decided to divert my mind. I started thinking of him one night when my heart slipped away that 2 mins where I lost myself in him that place, I started to get the memory of that 6'7 feet cold grumpy humans face that robot who studies well but is not interested in anything now the CEO of tech solution company. While My head is running in his thoughts suddenly, I heard the horn of car honking at me I was out of thoughts and gave myself a reality check. The car windows slide down and one cold face is seeing at me I was shocked he gave gesture to come in the car my heart is pounding I'm saying myself what the fuck!! VIHAN Malhotra. What the hell is he doing here I got into the car. I gave a little smile he did not smile back as I expected and that idiotic creature GIVA gave me nicest gift of the year . I can't blame her because she doesn't know anything about this grumpy brat and what the hell happened suddenly a rough voice echoed in our silent car he asked, "would you like to eat something cause GIVA told me you're not feeling well I said no cause I don't want this ride to long for much time . He said, "I don't care about you're answers". She told me and I'm doing it. and he took me to the bakery, and he didn't even ask me and got down from car and returned with 2 chocolate pastries and one americano. I don't know how he knows my usual order when he stepped in and handed the food I asked him how come you know this what I take in this situation he didn't care to answer me and drive the car silently I enjoyed my food cause I need it much mainly the americano which can give 10000 of energy .He dropped me off to GIVA'S place and left without saying a word . I didn't expect much also because he is that kind of creature. There are many felling's I was trying to cope but my life has never been like this
2.VIHAN
I'm running late to my meeting. It's a very important meeting which is going to decide the whole future of tech solutions that's why I hurried and dropped her off and left without leaving a word to her and GIVA . When GIVA called me for help, I was going to refuse it but when I heard her name, when GIVA said, "ITS ZIA SHE IS HAVING PANIC ATTACKS YOU MAY NOT KNOW HER BUT SHE IS OUR CLASSMATE AND MY FRIEND". She did not finish the sentence but I told her I will pick her up and drop off her to her place . my heart is throbbing suddenly I don't know why the heck I'm worried for her I rushed out of the office like it's an emergency I tried to reach as fast as I can but this fucking traffic making me helpless. I reached her, when I saw her standing in bus stand with no smile or nothing just drowsing in her dream world when I called her she didn't respond so, I honked my car horn she was seeing me in a shock and then I waved my hand too get in the car that face which is warm and sunshiny and brightening with kindness and love which is melting my cold heart . she entered the car and sat and all I want to kiss her , and say her how much I want it again from her. she and I have 2 m distance I want to hold her hand see if everything is fine or not, all I want to be with her and comfort her when I saw her face I clearly know that she is hungry I asked her if she want something to eat but told her Giva told me to she said no because I know she don't want to give me trouble but I didn't care and bought her chocolate pastry and one americano when I stepped in and "she asked me how come you know?? " that idiot don't know anything about how I feel ,she left without saying a word cause she taught I have girlfriend I'm in relationship in fact I'm at that time but I felt something towards her that moment has melted me . somehow I managed my thoughts and got back to my office problems I was curious about everything but nobody knows .ZIA , "I LIKE HER BUT I DON'T HAVE GUTS TO ACCEPT IT OR TO TELL HER ."I have so much in my plate right now and I need to deal with many things then I can explain her or to any of my friends.my meeting is going on but I'm not able to concentrate cause my mind is revolving in her . Those moments that night now, her face while eating those pastries and drinking americano like her last drink in earth. after 10 years this girl again ruining everything like she is owning something in my life . It took me 4 yrs to come out of those things she disappeared and never thought of me and didn't have courtesy to contact me maybe she didn't feel anything for me at anytime after that time she never dared to look into my eyes for those 2 years even in our Farwell. Okay Malhotra now concentrate! on your business.