"How did it turn out?" I asked while getting up from my chair after finishing teaching. I saw Nao laughing and walking closer to look at his video. The image was good, but there was a watermark that read, "This tutor already has a partner, he's a boxer."
"What is this?" I couldn't help but laugh.
"To scare away the fans. If it's not too long, I'd even add win/loss statistics."
"No, delete that."
"Jayden asked for it."
"Seriously?" I turned to Jay. He didn't say anything. "Are you worried? It's okay, this is just an educational video. People will watch it for the content."
"Not always," said Nao.
"Even if they do, what can they do?" I smiled at Jay. "Does that bother you?"
"Just... a little annoying, but I understand."
"If you're really worried, tell me. We can find another solution."
"It's fine."
"Are you sure?"
"Yes." Jay nodded. I felt relieved and sat back down to watch Nao edit the video, removing errors and adjusting the lighting. The video wasn't too long.
"Should we upload it now?"
"No, I'll make a few more first."
"Alright."
In the evening after dinner, I saw Jay talking with Tiger in the garden, each carrying a milk box. They were chatting and tapping their milk boxes together like they were toasting.
"What are they talking about?" I asked Nao while peeking from the window.
"They're unwinding, it's husband time."
"Ah," I smiled. I was happy to see them get along. "That's cute, toasting with milk boxes."
Nao shrugged and laughed. "They can't drink alcohol."
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On the table, there were three open books about the same topic. I stared out the window, my thoughts wandering. It was now ten at night, and it was raining. Though we had just parted, I was already thinking about Jay again. I remembered what we did when I woke up this morning, feeling heat in my chest and stomach. I touched my face, realizing that it also felt warm. I tried to empty my mind, but I couldn't.
Lately, although the routine remained the same, there was something new in the mornings and evenings. Since I said I wasn't ready to go further, we only used our hands. That morning I was exhausted, but Jay still wanted more. More time, more passionate kisses, and more moments with him. Sometimes I could see in his eyes how much he really wanted me, but he always held back.
I rested my forehead against the book, letting my mind wander. I was startled when my phone rang. It was Dr. TonFah. I composed myself and answered.
"Hello, Doctor."
[Dan. Jayden has an appointment tomorrow at five, can you confirm?]
"Yes, I've prepared everything."
[Good, see you then.]
"Thank you." I hung up. He was just calling to remind me.
Tomorrow we will go to Chiang Mai because Jay has an appointment with the doctor. We would also take this opportunity to rest. We invited everyone, but Fei and Tiger couldn't come, so Mom and Nao suggested that we go just the two of us.
I put down my phone and lay on the bed that was still filled with Jay's scent. I hugged the blanket, inhaling his scent deeply. I missed him...
If I missed him, I just needed to see him. I got up, grabbed an umbrella, and went downstairs to go to the gym, but Nao stopped me.
"Where are you going?"
"To see Jay."
"What? It's raining outside."
"I know."
"And it's heavy."
"Yes."
Nao frowned. "Do you miss him?"
"Yes."
"That much?"
I smiled. "Yes, very much."
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At four in the afternoon, we arrived at Chiang Mai airport. The first thing we felt was the cool air, different from home. Nao had already told us that Chiang Mai was indeed cooler at this time, and if it rained, it would feel even colder. Some nights were even very cold, especially in the mountainous areas.
He was wearing a long-sleeved shirt. I walked over to Jay and held his hand. He squeezed it gently, and I smiled happily. Small moments like this made me feel happy. Jay looked very good today, wearing a gray long-sleeved shirt, black pants, sneakers, and carrying a backpack. His new haircut gave him a different touch. Some people were watching us.
Some people seemed to recognize Jay. A few approached him for photos and autographs. I was happy to see him like that. As more people gathered, others became interested too. I had to step out of the crowd, but Jay pulled me closer, wrapping his arm around me and protecting me from the camera flashes. Jay frowned at the people using flash, then covered my head with his hood and protected me with his arm. We walked through the crowd like this. Outside, someone was waiting for us. He was one of Tiger's men. We got into the car that would take us to the hotel.
"Are you okay?"
"Yes, I didn't expect there would be so many people," I replied. I remembered what Tiger had said, that we should have an escort when getting off the plane. Now I understood why. Jay was indeed famous. "We didn't even tell the fans."
Jay was still frowning.
"What are you thinking about?"
"We should follow Tiger's advice. I'm fine, but you..."
"Don't worry. Next time we'll tell him first."
We went to the hotel to drop off our things, then headed straight to the doctor. While Jay was inside, I looked at his fans' hashtags. I often did this. There were photos and surprised comments about seeing him. Some criticized people who used flash and pushed, while others praised Jay for being good to his partner. Some people also complimented me. I hadn't finished reading when someone called me. I greeted the doctor.
"How is Jay's condition?"
The doctor smiled. "We talked for thirty minutes. For the first fifteen minutes, Jay only talked about how adorable Dan is. Congratulations on your relationship."
"Ah, thank you and sorry."
"It's okay. I got to know Jayden better. His insomnia has improved, so he no longer needs sleeping pills. The other medications remain the same. Although he's improved, we'll do it gradually."
"I understand," I smiled, happy to hear it.
"Any questions?"
"No, thank you."
"Alright, see you next month."
"Thank you, Doctor." I thanked him and went out. Shortly after, Jay was given his medication. In the parking lot, the driver informed us that Tiger had left a car for us. After explaining, he left.
"I'm glad you're feeling better."
"Yes."
"Let's eat."
"Alright."
Nao recommended the night market. When we arrived, it was very busy. Chiang Mai became more lively when night fell. It took us time to find parking. Jay wore a mask to avoid situations like at the airport, and I did the same.
We walked hand in hand, stopping at shops that caught our attention.
"Should we try these meatballs?"
"Yes."
"One large portion, please," I said to the vendor. As I waited, Jay took my photo. I smiled for the camera, even though I was still wearing a mask.
"I'm recording."
"Oh, you didn't tell me," I laughed and paid for the meatballs. "Do you want one?"
"Give me one." I fed him a meatball, he pulled his mask down and immediately ate it.
"How does it taste?"
"Delicious. Try one."
I smiled and nodded. I lowered my mask and tasted a meatball. "Delicious. Are you recording a video of our trip in Chiang Mai?"
"Yes."
"Should we upload it to YouTube? The fans would be interested."
"No, I don't want others to see how adorable you are. This is just for me."
"Haha, alright."
"Say that you love me."
I almost choked on the meatball. "Now?"
"I want to hear it now."
I smiled, getting closer to the camera. I spoke softly, but close enough to be heard. "I love you, Jay."
"I love you too, Dan."
I laughed happily.
"Khai Pam? Eggs in banana leaves? Let's try it. Khao Nook Nga? What's that? Let's try that too." I bought so much food until I could barely carry it anymore. We took everything back to the hotel. I looked at what I had bought, surprised myself.
"Can we finish all of this?"
"You look very happy today."
"Because I'm with you," I answered. "They say having a partner can increase your appetite."
"I'm happy too."
"Really?" I pinched his cheek. "I can't see it."
"It's true."
"If you're happy, smile more often."
"I'm not as good as you at smiling. You can smile for me instead."
"Haha, how can that be?" I laughed, smiling widely.
I stood on my tiptoes to look at him. Jay hugged me and kissed me gently. Soon after, the kiss became more passionate, and he lifted me into the air. I pulled away, but he continued kissing my neck.
"Enough, let's eat first."
"Okay."
"Then stop."
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During the day, we explored the city. In the evening, we climbed the mountain where we had booked a hotel. I lowered the window to feel the fresh air. Trees lined the road. From one point, we could see the city below and the blue sky. I took photos, including photos of Jay driving.
I booked this place because of the view. Once we arrived, we parked the car and the staff escorted us to a cabin. They explained everything to us and left. It was four o'clock. Our cabin was next to a river. I looked around. Sleeping while listening to the sound of water would be very pleasant.
The bathroom had a large bathtub with an open window facing the river. On the other side was the forest. No one would see us. Inside, there was a large comfortable bed, a kettle, and a refrigerator.
"Do you like it?"
"Yes," Jay nodded. He seemed to like it. I felt satisfied for having made the right choice. I sat in a chair to look at the river. Jay sat beside me. We chatted until dusk.
The orange lights turned on automatically.
"How about we order dinner?"
"Yes, let's do that."
I looked at the menu and ordered online. After dinner, we planned to take a bath. The weather was cold, so I wanted a hot bath. Jay told me to go first. I grabbed a towel and bathrobe, filled the tub with hot water, and got in. Soon after, the water was ready. The atmosphere was perfect, the hot water was soothing.
"Jay," I called softly.
"Yes?"
"Do you want to take a bath with me?"
"..." Jay was slow to respond. "Yes."
I sank into the water, blowing bubbles, embarrassed. Jay came in, closed the door, and took off his clothes. Although I had seen him shirtless, never fully. I looked away. How can he look so good? I felt the water move as he got in. He sat in front of me. I only looked at his face, not daring to look further.
"Is it hot?"
He nodded.
"Uhm." We didn't speak further. The sound of the waterfall filled the air.
"Dan."
"Hmm?"
"Can you come here with me?"
"Ah, uhm." I moved closer. Jay turned me around so my back was against his chest.
Our naked skin touched. Maybe it was because of the hot water, but I felt warm all over my body. The hard part rubbed against my back. Jay started to reach out and caress my waist. I didn't resist at all. His warm lips pressed against my shoulder and kissed me gently.
One hand caressed my chest and the other touched the hard part in front of me. Unintentionally, I let out a small sound. As he became more aroused, I felt a knot in my stomach. I turned to kiss him. Jay's hot tongue invaded me fiercely, searching all over my mouth. Our tongues intertwined until my mouth was wet with saliva. Just as I was about to run out of breath, he pulled away and bit my upper and lower lips.
"Dan, can we move to the bed? I'm afraid you'll get sick." His voice was low and hoarse.
"Sure." I nodded. Jay helped me out of the bathtub and dried my body. Then he carefully lifted me up and laid me on the bed. Before he could do anything, I spoke, stuttering with embarrassment. "Jay, I think I'm ready." Jay was silent. That made me even more speechless. "So... please be gentle."
"Yes," he answered briefly before leaning in to kiss me again. This kiss was much gentler than before. He started by touching my lips before slowly inserting his tongue, licking my lips. I returned his kiss, our tongues pushing back and forth. Not long after, those warm hands began to touch my body again.
He slid his palm from my collarbone to my chest, extending his lips to lick my nipple. licked my lips wet with saliva and wrinkled them because it felt good.
Unintentionally, I arched my chest to receive it into his mouth, which he occasionally sucked and bit. I started breathing faster, looking at him who seemed to really like my nipples. One hand squeezed and squeezed, using his thumb to push it lightly, and it felt very good.
"Mmm... mmm."
I really liked it...
The other hand went down. Unintentionally, I tensed up. He reached for the middle part of my body that was hardening. His hand was full and he began to stroke it gently. Slowly, I opened my legs to allow him to do it comfortably. I reached out to grab him. Jay began to breathe heavily. His shaft was hot and hard. I touched it gently, my thumb squeezing the tip before I started stroking it.
"Mmm, ah, mmm."
"Mmm, Jay," I almost choked on air. No matter how many times I did it, I couldn't get used to it. My hips moved on their own with the tingling sensation. I accidentally stopped my hand and instead held Jay's shoulder. That area started to feel unbearably painful. I released white cloudy fluid. I took a deep breath for a moment and threw my head back onto the pillow.
Suddenly, Jay used the fluid applied to me to drag and touch my back hole. I was startled because I had never been touched there before. I gasped, trying to relax. His slender fingers circled that corridor for a moment. Jay released my chest. He turned to look at my lower body. I stared at his large shaft standing erect. He looked very eager to do it.
Those slender fingers were slowly inserted into my back hole. I tensed and tried to relax again, letting it in. The first thing I felt was pain. When he rubbed it, it stung inside. He slowly inserted his fingers, pulled them out a little, and inserted them again. When he saw that I was starting to adjust, he inserted a second finger, then a third.
"Mmm, mmml Ah, mmmmm," my moans in my throat followed the rhythm. "Ah!" And I cried when Jay used his fingers to search everywhere. My legs trembled uncontrollably. "Kiss me, Jay, kiss me, please." I wanted a kiss from him. Jay slowly leaned into my body, giving a soothing kiss.
His fingers searched until they found something. I squirmed again and Jay seemed to realize it. He released the kiss and whispered hoarsely.
"Now, may I enter?"
"Mmm," I nodded. He shifted his body to sit, grabbed my legs, and spread them. My heart was beating fast and my whole body felt hot. Feeling something being pushed in, just a little, I pursed my lips and cried out in pain. "It hurts, Jay. It hurts."
"Dan... I..." His eyes were wet, his sharp gaze examining my body like a madman.
His face was red, his breath panting. When he heard me say it hurt, he stopped, trying his hardest to control himself. When I looked at him like that, I felt like I was burning in the sun. He was really sexy and also very cute. Although he wanted me, he held himself back. "Does it hurt a lot...?"
"I... It's okay. Don't worry."
"Yes." He pushed again. He bit his lip, holding it back.
His hot and burning shaft entered slowly. My tears flowed unintentionally. I looked at him with blurry eyes. Jay bit his lip gently.
"How do you feel?"
"Jay... it hurts."
"Dan, relax a little."
"Ugh, have you put it all in?"
"Not yet... Only half."
"It's okay, take it easy."
"Yes." Jay slowly moved his waist, starting by pulling it out a little and slowly pushing it back in. It still hurt, but I gritted my teeth and endured it. Seeing that I had relaxed, he moved harder. His hard shaft hit me. I could barely breathe.
"Ugh, ah, uh, ah, ah!" I reached for his shoulder and pressed both my palms against it. Jay leaned down to kiss my tears, kissing me affectionately in his slightly awkward way. It was very cute, unlike what was below, so he quickened his pace. From pain and tension, it became numb and slowly felt better. I adjusted my breathing to match the rhythm of his body movements.
"Dan, how do you feel?"
"It feels good. Ah! Ah... ah... Oh, Jay, Jay."
"Dan... Nuea." We continued calling each other's names. Our breath and body heat mixed. Initially, I was secretly afraid, but now I wanted Jay more. I wanted to feel him inside me... and I wanted him to feel just as good, to make him feel better, I wanted our bodies to be closer.
"You... Ah, mmm, are you okay?"
Jay didn't answer anything, just used harder movements instead of responding. I cried out incomprehensibly. Fortunately, our accommodation was quite far from others, and the sound of the waterfall could also be heard. I could feel my inside walls slowly tightening to become softer. I twisted my waist unintentionally, causing numbness throughout my lower body.
"Dan, don't tense your legs."
"Uhhh, uhhhh, ahhhhhhh."
Seeing I wouldn't cooperate, he put my legs on his shoulders. That allowed him to go a little deeper. As he entered, he touched another point that gave me a different sensation. The tingling sensation that spread throughout my body made me almost lose consciousness. My mind was completely blank.
"Faster, Jay... uhhhh, harder."
Jay pushed deeper than he had ever done before. I twisted my body, barely making a moan. I gripped his arms tightly to release the tingling sensation. We both started sweating. I reached out to wipe the sweat on his hand. Jay took my hand and kissed it, gritting his teeth and groaning in his throat.
I looked at that muscular body with fascination. Responding to that hard push a few more times, I couldn't take it anymore. It felt like my mind was leaving my body, until I released myself by coating Jay's stomach with my sperm. Not long after, his body jerked slightly and he released it inside me.
I felt warmth throughout my stomach. "Sorry," Jay said softly, without pulling out his penis.
"Why are you apologizing?"
"If I release it inside, you might get a stomachache."
"It's okay," I replied. "I... like it that way."
Hearing this, he became nervous. I looked at him with indescribable affection. He slowly moved away and took a handkerchief to clean himself so as not to soil the bed.
"I will bathe you."
"Please help me," I said. At that moment, I had absolutely no strength. Even lifting my arm was almost impossible. Jay lifted me and put me into the bathtub. He turned on the shower and poured water over my body. My eyelids felt heavier than before.
"Dan... Are you okay?" His expression was clearly worried.
I used my remaining strength to lean forward and press my lips to his before answering.
"Don't worry, I'm fine. I'm just tired. I'm very happy."
"I... I'm very happy too."
"I know... I love you."
"I love you too, Dan. I love you very much." After that sentence, my consciousness slowly faded. The last image I remember is Jay carrying me to bed, and gently supporting me.