"Wake up, Dan," a familiar voice said, gently shaking my arm. I slowly opened my eyes, realizing that people had already started queuing to exit the plane. I stretched my body, feeling stiff after sitting for too long.
We waited for most passengers to disembark first to avoid the crowd. I grabbed my backpack, and then we got off the plane. The cold air immediately greeted me. Even though the sun was shining brightly, the view was covered in white snow. This wasn't my first time seeing snow, but I still felt excited. Maybe because I was with Jay. We collected our bags and headed straight to the hotel to drop off our things.
This New Year was the first time our families were vacationing separately. Jay and I decided to come to Japan, even though we had just been here for his fight. But this time was different; we were truly on vacation. We chose Japan because this is where we first met. We wanted to celebrate the New Year together here. The others went to the Netherlands. I was initially worried that Jay would be bored since he came to Japan quite often, but we had already agreed on this place.
We arrived in late December when the number of tourists was at its peak. The atmosphere already felt festive even before we left. I bought tickets for the tourist train. As we waited for the train, the station was filled with Christmas-themed decorations.
"Would you like something to drink?"
"Yes, something warm would be nice," I answered. Jay smiled.
"What is it?"
"You're adorable," he said, adjusting my scarf because I couldn't handle the cold very well. "You seem to tolerate it better."
"Yes. Do you want another heat pack?"
"No, this is enough." I reached for his hand and put it in my coat pocket. "I'm already like a walking heater."
"Warm."
"Yes. Are you cold?"
"If I say yes, will you hug me here?"
"Just hands only," I smiled. Jay patted my head before going to buy drinks. We finished just as the train arrived.
Upon arriving at the hotel, we checked in, and the room already felt warm thanks to the heater that was on. Finally, I could take off the coat that made me feel like a doll.
"Are you hungry?"
"No, are you?"
"Same. Let's rest first, then find food later."
"Okay."
It had been more than a year since we first met. I saw Jay for the first time in November. We didn't celebrate Christmas or New Year together back then; I just gave him a gift. This year, we would celebrate them together. Initially, I thought about taking Jay to Tokyo Disneyland, but he wasn't too interested in rides, and the lines would surely be long.
Finally, we chose Hokkaido. I had never been here before, only to Tokyo with the company. Jay hadn't been here either. We couldn't miss skiing here, but that was the plan for tomorrow. Today, we were too tired after the journey. I fell asleep despite having slept on the plane. Jay watched over me for an hour. After that, we decided to walk around and eat near the hotel. I checked my phone and saw a message from Nao sent from the airport.
"Let's take a photo," I suggested. We took a picture together, then I sent it to Nao, telling him that we were going to eat. At the market, the crowd was just as I had expected. We walked along with the flow of people.
"Everything looks delicious," I stopped at a sweets shop. "Lately, every time I see sweet food, I want to buy it. Must be because of Nao."
Jay frowned. "Better not. I don't want to control you like Tiger controls Nao. Nao almost got diabetes."
"Haha," I covered my mouth while laughing. "So, should I stay away from Nao?"
"That would be good. Sometimes, Nao is not normal."
I laughed. "How can you talk like that about Nao?"
"North agrees too. But he's even worse."
"That's why they're good friends. But I can't stay away from Nao. When I was little, I once got angry and didn't talk to him for a day, and he cried."
"Seriously?" Jay looked interested. "Nao cried? I've only ever seen Tiger cry."
"Despite how he appears, he's quite sensitive."
"...I can't imagine it."
"Yeah," I replied. We continued walking, buying various delicious foods. "The Christmas decorations here are very beautiful. Do you like them?"
"..." Jay thought for a moment. "I don't really care."
"Oh," I answered, a bit disappointed. "Is there any festival that interests you?"
Jay shook his head.
"Maybe you don't know much about festivals? In Thailand, we have Songkran, Loy Krathong... What else? Vegetarian Festival?"
"Vegetarian?"
"Oh, I've never mentioned it to you?" I was surprised that I had never talked about it before. "Maybe because at home we don't pay much attention to it. It's a festival where we don't eat meat or animal products like eggs, milk, or vegetables with strong smells. Just vegetables only."
"Why?"
"To gain merit." Jay didn't believe in merit or religion, as I had told him before. "Or for health. We tried it at home. Nao lasted one meal, Tiger a day, me three days. Mom and Fei made it to the end. How long do you think you could last without meat, eggs, or milk?"
"I can eat anything."
"Yeah, we also don't go to Loy Krathong and Songkran."
"Yes," Jay nodded. I had invited him before, but he wasn't interested. I didn't really like going either because it could be quite dangerous. When I was little, I was almost hit by someone carrying a lantern. Since then, I never went to Loy Krathong again. During Songkran, I was once harassed. Nao immediately beat the man until he bled. As I thought about Nao, suddenly he called. I answered.
"What's up?"
[What are you doing?]
"Walking around the market, looking for food. Tomorrow we're going skiing."
[Oh, you're definitely going to fall.]
"Want to bet?"
[Just be careful.]
"What are you doing?"
[Want to open the camera? The view from this hotel is nice. I want to see your place too.]
"Better through photos. It's too crowded here."
[Okay.]
"Dan," Jay called. I turned and was surprised to see Jay holding a man, twisting his arm and pressing him to the ground. The man was shouting in Japanese for Jay to release him. I lowered my phone.
"What's going on?"
"He tried to harass you."
"Seriously?"
"Yes, you almost got it."
"Let him go," I suggested. People were starting to notice. Jay released him, and the man yelled that Jay had hurt him and humiliated him. Before the situation worsened, a woman said that she had also been harassed by the man.
The man tried to escape, but Jay immediately restrained him just as the police arrived. We explained the situation, and the police took him away. I sighed with relief, only then realizing that I was still talking to Nao who was still connected on the phone.
"Nao."
[Dan, what happened? I heard shouting in Japanese.]
I explained briefly.
[Damn, why are you so popular among men? I remember beating up several.]
"Yeah. If you were here, you would have beaten him up."
[But Jayden saved you, right?]
"Yes."
[Alright, now he is your guardian angel. Let me talk to Jayden.]
"Okay," I handed the phone to Jay. They talked briefly before hanging up.
"What did you talk about?" I asked.
"Nao officially appointed me as your guardian angel," Jay replied with his expressionless face.
"Oh."
"Dan."
"Yes?"
"Everything we bought is gone," Jay looked guilty. "I'm sorry."
"It's okay." I bent down to pick up the items that had fallen to the ground. Because Jay helped me catch the man, he had to quickly dispose of everything he was holding. "Let's help me pick them up and buy again later. You helped me, right? It's okay. Thank you." Hearing that, he smiled slowly.
"Yes."
I don't particularly like soaking in hot springs. The reason is simple: it's too hot. I don't feel comfortable at all. I feel like I'm being boiled in natural hot water. We booked a room with a private hot spring because we thought if we wanted to soak, we wouldn't need to go to the common room.
"Want to soak?" I asked while enjoying the food we bought at the market.
"Up to you."
"I booked it just in case I wanted to soak, but I don't want to do it now."
"Alright."
I looked through the glass door towards the medium-sized hot spring outside our room. There were wooden walls separating the rooms.
"Let's soak for a bit. It's a waste of money otherwise. I've already booked it."
"Alright."
After finishing our meal, we changed clothes. The air outside the room was very cold as the day began to darken. I hugged Jay's arm. We both wore yukata.
"Ugh... Jay, uh, it's so cold."
"Are you okay?"
"I think so... Aren't you cold?"
"Yes, but it's still tolerable."
I took a moment to prepare myself before taking off my clothes and slowly entering the onsen. Because the temperature was so cold, I felt comfortable when entering the hot water. The high water temperature was still tolerable.
"How does it feel?"
"Good. How are you?"
"Fine."
We were soaked and chatting. Unfortunately, I couldn't stay long before I finally had to ask permission to leave. Jay left too. Actually, the room we booked was a Japanese-style room that had to be equipped with a futon. After Jay finished preparing the futon, I tried sitting on it.
"Softer than I thought."
"May I, Dan?"
"You mean may you sleep on it? Of course you may."
"No, I mean..."
"Ah, oh, but I have to play ski tomorrow."
"No, it won't feel painful anymore after doing it often."
"Yes, but... Uhm, it's okay. The atmosphere is very pleasant, isn't it?"
I gave him a small smile before he kissed me gently. The kiss became increasingly intense over time. His breath and body were warmer than usual because he had just soaked in hot water. I thought my body was the same. I returned his kiss out of habit, reaching out to hold the back of his head. That hot tongue slowly penetrated before he slowly pressed me onto the bed. One hand touched my breast.
I shivered slightly because Jay's hand was so hot. He squeezed my chest and kneaded it. I moaned softly in my throat and arched when touched. My yukata was slowly opened. Jay sighed, stroking my earlobe enthusiastically. He kissed my neck not too hard. One hand moved down to my waist before he started caressing my thighs and hips.
Jay kissed along my collarbone, busying himself with my chest because he liked it. I was no different. I raised my hand to gently stroke his head. His warm and wet tongue licked the top of my chest. It made me feel so good, so good that I didn't want him to stop. The same hand began to explore my hips.
"Mmm, mmm," I moaned as I felt my lower abdomen heating up. My chest vibrated, my core ached. I started to get erect. Jay released his lips from the top of my chest and slowly kissed my stomach. Now, there was nothing covering my entire body.
"Mmm." I bit my lip because I knew what he was going to do.
"Ah!" He lifted my hips before placing his tongue at my anal opening. "Jay... no, that's dirty." I said shyly. Even though I said that, I let him continue because it felt good. Jay didn't respond, he just moved his tongue, licking the middle part of my body. As his tongue began to soften, he slowly inserted his warm finger. "W-wait." I said to stop him before he pulled out.
Jay looked a bit confused. "I'll do it for you." Without waiting for him to answer, I pushed him onto the bed. Because it was very embarrassing, I didn't dare look at him directly, so I sat on top of him with my back facing him. That large penis shaft stood erect in front of me. It was so hard that I could see its veins. I stuck out my tongue and licked it slowly. Jay seemed to know this. He started licking my anal opening again.
I started by inserting the tip into my mouth, licking the area around the hole that was now starting to secrete pre-ejaculatory fluid. Lubricant flowed out, I opened my mouth and took just the tip, sucking it gently, my tongue licking it.
"Mmm!" I screamed in my throat when a warm finger was inserted into my body. Jay moved it easily and found my sweet spot.
I stopped unconsciously because of the ticklish sensation in the back. That finger was pushed in, pulled out, and pushed in again. The fingertip touched my sensitive spot again and again, while he continued playing with it. I shouted, "Ahhhhhh, mmm," before another large hand grabbed my shaft, holding it, touching it gently, and started stroking it up and down. "Uhmm, uhmmhh...." I gasped, as I started to get aroused from front and back. I kept my sanity and tried to use my mouth to do it again, this time inserting the entire shaft into my cavity.
I noticed that small vibration when pushing into my throat, once again, I used my hand to massage up and down, while the movement of his fingers followed it. After that, I licked from base to tip. His entire shaft was filled with my saliva. Its taste and smell still stuck to my nose.
We continued doing it, until Jay moved me to turn my body again. I straddled him, and looked at him, to find his face red to his ears. His and mine, completely wet....
"Emh... Can you do it?" he said with a hoarse voice.
"I... don't know how to do it."
"I'll help you,"
"Ah... Ummh..." I reached for his hot penis, which was pointing toward my own back opening, and slowly pressed, inserting it slowly. I felt a little resistance, pain like the first time we did it, but because of the lubricant, I could insert it fully. It was the first time we did it in this position.
Once it was in, I could feel it in my lower abdomen. Then, Jay moved his waist to enter fully. "Ah!" At that moment, my hands felt how I was pushed deeper. "Ah! Jay... ah!..." Jay moved his waist again. This time, I could barely keep my balance.
"Slowly, everything is in now... can you move?"
"I don't know how to do it."
"Don't worry, I'll do it."
I moved up and pressed down, making it go deeper. "Ah!" I gritted my teeth because it was more painful than slowly going up and down, until I found the spot, then Jay started moving. "Uh, mmm." Jay looked into my eyes and saw nothing but passion.
His own eyes looked the same, as if those beautiful eyes burned everything in their path. We quickened our pace to keep moving "Ummhh Uh! Huh! Ah!" Then my legs felt stiff so I stopped moving. "I... I can't take it anymore."
"Okay," said Jay before standing up in a sitting position, holding my legs at his waist, as I immediately hugged his neck, afraid of falling again. "What are you going to do-Ahl Wait...!" In this position, the penetration was deep. "Ah... this is so deep Jay, it's too deep, ah!" I moaned loudly and my breathing quickened. The sound of our bodies echoed in the room. I could feel the heat coming out of our skin. Jay moved toward the wall and I had to hold on tighter to avoid falling. "Jay, I'm going to fall."
"Wait Jay." My boyfriend leaned my back against the wall before quickening his pace. He wasn't fast and hard in this position. It felt different, deep and excitingly crazy, I moaned following the rhythm of his movements.
His big core was so hot it almost melted my body and I could feel the friction from every in and out movement. "Mmm, Jay ah ah, uh... like that, ah ah." All my energy was drained and I could barely breathe. My chest didn't even vibrate. Jay's situation was no different from mine.
"Yes, like that, it feels so good."
"Ugh, oh! Oh! Ah!" My entire body trembled as I released myself. Jay saw this and slowly raised his hand to hold my head because he was afraid of bumping me, making me hug him tighter. I couldn't hold it... I sprayed white fluid all over Jay's body.
Then I could feel Jay also releasing himself inside me, his semen flowing into the crevice and down my legs as Jay slowly lowered it.
"Can you stand?" Jay asked with a hoarse voice that made my heart beat inexplicably. I shook my head instead of answering.
"Yes." That's all he said to me before he carried me to the bedroom to shower. Jay released his hand, holding it at his back before gently using his fingers to remove the thick fluid.
"Mmm." I tried to hold my voice as he touched me, even though it was too clean, but I still felt it. Jay soon stopped. I turned to look at him and saw that his core was raised again.
"Dan, may I have one more round."
"...Here?"
"I want to do it in the onsen."
"Of course not."
"Alright, then, can we return to the futon?"
"Yes." Jay cleaned me and wiped his body.
Jay had needs that seemed never to be satisfied, no matter how hard we tried. We had sex almost every day and every time there was always a second or third round. For him, it was easy to get aroused just by kissing me or seeing me undress, or sometimes I didn't even have time to do anything.
Although my body slowly adapted, it wasn't as good as Jay's. Sometimes, even though he still wanted more, if he saw that I couldn't keep up, he would stop. He didn't ask for more and patiently fulfilled his own needs. He refused to masturbate. He said he wanted to do it only to me.
That night, I moaned until my voice was hoarse, because I finally agreed to all he wanted to try. I don't remember how many times we did it that night. In our room, our things were scattered. Both the bed and sheets were rumpled, including the bags. Many used condoms remained on the floor, but his body still needed more, and more.
"Hmm," the person in front of me was sweating. I reached out and stroked his cheek, when he came out of me, Jay climbed on top of me, then he put his head on the pillow and I turned to kiss his cheek. I whispered that I loved him and I received his whisper of love back. I don't know how many times we released ourselves, all I remember is suddenly my consciousness gradually faded into darkness. The last thing I saw was the sun at dawn.