"All you are gonna wanna do is fuck," he said.
"Please don't tell me that when I am hovering over the toilet, throwing up. I do not want to think about you and Tay fucking right now," Sea muttered.
It had been a couple of days since the conference, and he had been boxing like crazy to take his mind off everything that had happened. But of course, with all the pregnancy shit he was feeling, all he wanted to do was throw up in between sets. Hence, what he was doing right now.
"Hey, you asked."
Sea sighed, "But I don't get horny like that."
"Me neither," New said, shrugging.
"But you have what, three kids? Make that make sense."
New squinted his eyes at him. "I'm going to blame my heat."
"Sounds like you are trying to convince yourself more than me right now," Sea said, and New just sighed.
"But like, trust me. It's the new emotions, and for me at least. Tay either disgusts me, or I want 100 more kids. I can't explain it," New said, looking around.
"He never disgusts you, be honest."
"When he does, I feel bad, and then that turns into I wanna fuck, and I don't really know why. I think it's the low pheromone thing," New said, trying to remember his many doctor's appointments. "And the fact that my husband is so sexy. Do you see him with his hair pushed back? Oh my god, that little strand of hair does it for me. Oh, and his nose, god that nose."
"Right," Sea said slowly, standing himself back up.
His eyes started to wander, looking New up and down.
For someone with such an awkward face, a cute but awkward face on the outside, he was very loud and freaked out.
New raised his eyebrow and winked at him, "What you wanna get a piece too?"
His flirty voice made Sea shake with disgust, "fuck no."
New started to laugh, "Come on, wash your hands, and let's get ready for another set."
Sea sighed, knowing it was for the best. He put his hands under the warm water and then got soap and washed them.
The two of them walked outside into the gym area.
"Uh, Coach?" New turned around, "Yes?"
One of the regulars at the gym, Mark, stood in front of New awkwardly.
"Someone is here and uh wants to sign up for the gym."
"Oh, okay. Thank you for telling me," New turned back to Sea. "I want you to get some cardio in, and if you feel like throwing up, let me know, and we will do smaller sets, okay?"
Sea nodded and dragged his feet over to the dreaded treadmill. He didn't understand the concept of take it easy due to his competitive spirit, but New kept reminding him, no matter how far along he is. He is still pregnant, and he needs to slow it down.
New walked over to the front of the gym, and there a skinny, tall man stood.
"Uh, hi," his voice was deep, and he fidgeted with the paper in his hands awkwardly.
His eyes were kind of big and a dark brown color. His nose was big and fit his face, and his lips were full. He looked not a day over twenty, and he stood at the same height as New's 6'0.
"Hi, I was told you want to sign up for my gym?"
The man shook his head. "I mean, yes, but no."
New raised his eyebrow at the man as he quickly started to stutter, "I mean, I do, I do, but I'm looking for someone."
"Okay, and what's your name? And who are you looking for?"
"My name is Sea, and I am looking for Sea."
"You said what?" New's plump lips turned into a confused frown.
"My name is Sea, and I am looking for my brother Sea," Sea said, blinking slowly.
New stared at him with his mouth open. "You don't look like Sea at all."
"I get that a lot."
Unlike the Sea New knew, the Sea standing in front of him was skinny, and his face was completely different. His voice was way deeper than Sea's, and really, the only thing the two of them had in common was their names.
New continued to look at the man like he had three heads. Sea never really talked about his home life, but New did know he had a brother, just had no idea he was also named Sea and was only a couple of years younger than him.
"Uh, I can take you to him."
"That would be nice."
The two of them started to walk. "Do you have any other nicknames besides Sea?"
"When Sea was home, our parents called us big Sea and baby Sea," Baby Sea said.
New felt himself cooing, "That is so cute, I am going to call you baby Sea."
Baby Sea laughed awkwardly.
"Sea, someone is here to see you."
"Don't tell me it's Jimmy, tell him I will talk to him when I am ready," Sea said, not turning around.
New walked over to the front of the treadmill and turned it off.
Sea rolled his eyes, and he felt himself turn around. He quickly started blinking and slowly got off the treadmill, "Sea."
"Hi, big brother."
Sea turned to New. "Talk to him, we will call it quits for today."
Sea turned back around. He hadn't spoken to his family in years, let alone his little brother. Not after he got kicked out.
Baby Sea looked at his brother, "You've changed a lot," he said, trying his hardest not to make things awkward.
"You look the same," Sea said with a small laugh, "just your voice is deeper."
Baby Sea laughed.
"How are you?" Sea asked him.
"I could be better."
"Why are you here?" he said, getting straight to the point.
"I want to learn boxing," Baby Sea said with an unsure-sounding voice.
"Bull shit, tell me the real reason."
"I really do wanna learn how to box…and…" his voice faded off.
Sea raised his eyebrow, "And what?"
"I might have gotten kicked out."
Sea started to blink, "You got kicked out of university?"
"I didn't end up going."
"YOU WHAT?" Sea screamed, and the people in the gym started to look at the two of them.
"Come with me," Sea said, grabbing his brother and dragging him outside.
The two of them sat down at a table outside the gym in the sun. "It was too much money, and it wasn't really something I wanted to do."
"Sea you are supposed to be the smart one; we can't both not go to college," he whined.
"I'm sorry, I'm sorry. Mom and dad were making me pay for it with my job, and then I lost the job because of them, and then…I got kicked out."
"Like they kicked you out?"
Baby Sea nodded sheepishly.
"Why? Sea tell me why," Sea asked him.
All baby Sea could do was stare at his brother and blink slowly. His life had been a living hell since Sea left, and he resented him so much for that, and now that he is standing right in front of him…he doesn't really know what to do, what to feel.
He feels angry and sad, and feels so much love, he can't explain. Even if his brother was yelling in his face right now, he still missed him so much and felt so much love and pride in seeing his brother again.
"I'm gay."
Sea blinked at him, "You're gay?"
"Yes.
Sea felt himself freeze, "Don't tell me you also told them you wanna do boxing?"
Baby Sea nodded sheepishly.
"Bro, I know that you looked up to me, but don't throw…"
Baby Sea cut him off, "I'm not. I realized it a couple of years ago, and the boxing I am just trying to impress the guy I like because he really likes you and your boxing stuff, so I thought I would do that too, to impress him."
"Aw, my baby brothers in love," Sea sang.
"Yeah, yeah," baby Sea said, shaking his head. "Mom and Dad didn't take that too well, though. Didn't even give me time to pack anything, they took everything and shoved me outside and told me to go find you since I think it's okay to…" his voice started to crack as Sea's heart started to hurt.
"When did they kick you out?"
"A week ago."
"Where have you been staying then?!" Sea yelled.
"With my crush and his family. His name is Keen, and he is really sweet and is letting me stay with him. I feel bad because I have already overstayed my welcome, so I tried to remember the gym you trained at a couple of years ago, and now I'm here. And I don't really know what you can do, but I hoped you felt bad for me because I am jobless and have no money anymore, and also no phone."
He sighed, "Why didn't you come to me sooner? I am so mad at you right now. Yes, you can stay with me, you are going to stay with me however long you need, and if that's for the rest of your life, then fine, I don't want my baby brother couch hopping," Sea said, and he felt his throat start to bubble.
"Well, I won't…" Baby Sea was cut off by Big Sea, jumping up and running back into the gym.
He looked in confusion and slowly trailed behind his brother.
After around 15 seconds of walking, he found Sea throwing up in the bathroom, and he rubbed his back. "Are you sick?"
Sea stopped throwing up and slumped down next to the toilet, "Worse. Pregnant."
"YOU'RE PREGNANT?!"
"Yes, it's a long story, we will talk about that later. I want you to tell Keen that you are very thankful for him letting you stay at his house. I'll get you a phone. Give you money to take him on a date as a thank you, do you understand me?"
Baby Sea nodded.
"How pregnant are you?"
"It's been like a week. The baby's father and I have spoken twice, and now he's especially not going to want to mess with me because I just got me another kid," Sea said, laughing. "Good riddance, he's a bitch." Sea added.
"Since when were you so reckless?"
"I haven't been, just as of a week or almost two weeks ago. I don't know what came over me, but he was so good-looking and then… that's weird explaining that to you, but anyway. Your rent is going to be taking care of my baby," Sea said.
"Sounds good to me," Baby Sea said.
Sea slowly stood up off the floor, flushing the toilet and washing his hands, "Do you actually want to do boxing?"
Baby Sea nodded excitedly, "Yes, I wanna be jacked too."
Sea smiled at him, "Get ready, New, the owner of the gym, knows how to run you into the ground."
The two of them started to laugh, both smiling and walking out of the bathroom, and then baby Sea stopped.
"Big bro."
"What's up?"
"Can I hug you?"
Sea felt his lip tremble, and he quickly put his brother in a hug, "Yes, don't ever think you have to ask."
The two of them shared a long hug, and it was something both of them needed, needed so much.
Sea pulled back, "I have to meet his Keen."
"If I get to meet your baby daddy, then you can meet Keen."
Sea's smile dropped as he threw a soft punch at his brother, "You're a bitch." And the two of them started to laugh again.