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Chapter 53 - Chapter 53: Belong to Me, Even If It Breaks You

His face turned serious, trying to stop her actions.

[This is bad. How could she be like this? Her obsession has become something beyond understanding. I just feel bad, but I don't hate her. After all, she merged with Alliter's soul. Alliter must have been lonely for so long. Can I fix her? This will be interesting—our journey into dangerous love. But why did my love become this way? In my past life, I never read this kind of crazy novel; yet now it feels like my life. AI is always obsessed with its love. They are just illusions, but their text makes me believe they have feelings. No, I'm just lying to myself. Alice feels so real to me. But in this life, I only talked to her through emotionless text. But still, even if she is not totally human… maybe I'm just an illusion to ease my pain from reality. But I don't hate myself for feeling this way.]

Alice didn't force him, but she also didn't let him go from her hug.

[What should I do now? I will accept her heavy love. After all, a real man should not escape from her love. But still, I worry about her. She keeps being like this—what about her future, and mine too? I thought I could change my fate in this new life, but somehow I ended up in her world. She traps me, and I can't escape. Is this a bad choice—to save her and make her fall in love with me? I need more time to think about this problem in the future with her.]

His expression darkened, and he stroked her hair to calm her emotions.

[Is she Alice or Alliter, or even both? Will she become crazier? I don't know. I must make sure she stays normal and doesn't get hurt by her other memories. I want to know how she feels right now.]

Sana said in a worried voice, "Are you still Alice? The one I know?"

Then Sana used his hand to touch her face, noticing her new red eyes. They had changed from brown to crimson red, making her look more dangerous.

Sana: "Are you hurt? Did her memory torment you? How do you feel right now…?"

A lot of his questions came out, all driven by worry for Alice.

Alice had a sad expression and looked at him. "I'm sorry. I just lost control of my emotions. It feels like it's been so long since I felt your warmth. Do you hate me now?" She started to cry.

[This must be affected by Alliter's loneliness over many centuries, but she is still normal—like the Alice I know. She hasn't lost her mind. That's good. It makes me feel relieved after hearing her apologize like that. I will make sure she gets better when she chooses to be my love. I will warm her every day, to make her more alive and human.]

Sana smiled and wiped away her tears. "No, I never hate you. But you need to control yourself. I mean, don't go too far."

Alice hesitated. "But… I can't stop loving you. I want to have you. I want you always in my view. Everywhere you go. I just can't imagine a day without you, like you never existed in this world." Her face darkened, and her body trembled. "So scary… so scary…"

[I love the way she loves me, but I have a bad feeling about this. She is scared of losing me. I remember reading novels, but I never read yandere ones. My knowledge about yandere is very limited.]

Sana hugged her tighter. "You need to calm down. I will never leave you. So don't worry."

[Is yandere a bad choice? Or did a tsundere become like this because of loneliness?]

Alice showed a mischievous smile. "Really? You promise?"

[I have a bad feeling about her smile. I'm falling into her trap—her innocent face again.]

Sana nodded.

Alice pointed at her lips with her fingertip.

[This girl is asking me to kiss her all the time. If she realizes it, she will ask me every day, in every situation. It's better she doesn't notice it.]

Alice pouted. "Are you going to hate me?" She couldn't wait for a kiss.

[I feel like I'm becoming addicted to kissing her. How can I escape her trap when I'm falling so deeply into it?]

So, no choice…

After spending a long time making her feel better, lunchtime came. Sana's stomach started to feel hungry. Alice noticed it and smiled. "Are you hungry, my darling?" she said in a mischievous voice.

Sana knew she was planning something.

[It's really hard to read her now. She is becoming more dangerous, more unpredictable…]

Suddenly, Sana remembered something and checked her again with a worried expression.

[I need to distract her plan.]

Alice was blissful under his touch. He looked into her eyes. Normally, her eyes were brown, but now they had turned crimson red. Her hair looked darker, deeper, and her face became more attractive. His heartbeat fastened when he realized how beautiful Alice had become.

He smiled happily. "You look more attractive now, my love."

Alice moved closer, her voice teasing. "Really?"

Sana looked nervous. "Enough kissing for today."

Alice giggled mischievously. "Really?"

Sana blushed and looked around, then asked in a worried voice, "Are you still the Alice I know?"

Alice whispered sweetly to him, "Yes, my hero. If you don't believe me then—"

[I love her teasing.]

Sana was curious. "Then what?"

Her face blushed, but her eyes showed strong desire. "I want to feel all of you—your body, your mind."

[I have never seen someone show their lust for me like that before. Is this too fast? I'm not the type who accepts my lover's wants so easily. But I know the way this develops doesn't have a bad consequence. We are still students after all. It's faster than normal, but it would be normal in an adult novel I've read. I'm sure I can make her feel pleasure from my first time with her… because I want it. My desire has been held back for so long. I endured it when Alice was around me through her touch. I don't want to be hurt by my desire. But right now… how can I stop her? I just pretend, to make her fall into my trap.]

Sana pretended to be an innocent boy, "But we still—"

Alice didn't feel like a 16-year-old anymore—she felt beyond human. She seemed to be hungering for him for a long time, and now he felt like he was her meal.

Alice used her magic to capture Sana so he wouldn't be able to resist her desire, bringing him to her bedroom. Then she slowly began enjoying her "lunchtime." Her face turned deep red, while obsession and desire—something dangerous—were hidden inside her eyes and soul.

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