Jay's pov-
maid served me breakfast
This king of ulupong came and sat beside me
He is smiling at me
After what happened in the morning
I want to ignore him
So I kept my face down
I slowly ate breakfast
It's nice soo nice
It's not like maid made
It's warm
Like someone made with love and care
And I liked it
After taking a bite
I asked the maid
Jia did any new maid joined yesterday
who made the food it's delicious i said excitedly
She is looking at keifer like he is hiding something
She is about to say then keifer cut her words and
Said it
i made your food he said
I was shocked
That means yesterday also he made as that thought snapped in my mind
I stopped my food which I am eating
And said
why
you don't have to do
maids are there
for that only they paid for
it's not your obligation or responsibility
i know
but I wanted to do it
i want to take care of both of you
so please let me he said gently
He is not arguing like before
He is just accepting everything I say
Did he changed
I don't know
When I am trying to ignore you
Why are you making this hard
Then I stood up and about to go to upstairs
Keifer tried to stop me but I didn't listen
Then maid stopped me
mam you have to finish your meal on time
you should not leave dinning table without eating
its sir oders
please eat not for you atleast for baby
doctor said baby is weak so please eat for baby she said
I went back to dining table and ate breakfast
Anything for my baby so I ate
He is not eating
He is looking at me like I am precious thing in the world
eat i said
no after you eat i will eat he said gently
if you don't eat with me
i won't eat i said
i threatened him
That only works otherwise he won't listen
He too ate beside me
After completing of my breakfast
I went to sofa.
I slowly sat on sofa and I kept my hand on my bump
And started watching dramas in tv
He too sat beside me
I moved slowly keeping space between us
He moved towards me
I again moved
He too moved towards me
Like that I came at the edge of sofa
So I stopped
I kept my gaze on tv but I asked him
why
why are you doing this
he is not replying
I turned towards him
My anger towards him suddenly vanished
His gaze is towards my bump not on me
He lifted his hand
But he is unsure whether to touch it or not
He then slowly touched my bump
And I let him
His eyes softened
He has soft smile
Genuine smile
He kept stroking his thumb on my bump slowly
I thought he will speak to the baby
But he started speaking to me instead
I didn't want to stop him
I don't know why
jayy
i really can't believe we are going to be parents soon
i am really happy we are having a child
we are going to be a family
i always think of it
since the day you choose me
You know I am really jealous of denzel he is saying exactly like a little child
I don't know why I don't want to argue or disturb him today so I listened
Denzel ??
What did he do to this ulupong anyway
I frowned
what he did to you
he is not rich
he is poor
did he owe a debt like drew ?? i asked him with confusion
He laughed
no jayy
not like that
when we found out Denzel got grace pregnant
after they reconciled
i started getting jealous of him
he has what I didn't had
i always wanted to start a family you
its a dream for me
since I had started having feelings for you
when I saw how he is taking care of grace
i got jealous I am not saying in a bad way
i got jealous in a good way
i want to take care of you like that all the time he said softly
Making my heart race
I became quiet
I didn't want to say anything
If I say only Harsh words will come
I don't want to ruin his happiness as he is this happy today
Then he started talking to baby too
heyy chammp
i am your dad
i don't know if you listen or not
if you listen then
please don't trouble your mummy ok
please behave
your mumma is tired while carrying you
dont worry even you don't follow
dad still loves you
you mumma is very strong
i promise I will take care of both of you
i promise I won't leave you both again he said gently
It feels like something twisted in my heart
He was leaning and about to kiss the bump
don't i said
I said like warning
he froze
don't what jayy he said in slow voice
Dont act like nothing has changed
Everything is same as before
and don't promise to baby
dont lie to baby as you lie to me i said while tears flowing from my eyes
i didn't lie
i mean it jay he said with a broken voice
and that's the problem
you mean it
You said you will fight for me
you will never me but what you did you left me right
I love you until the scientists find the end of the universe
but everything became lie even when you mean it
and I don't know what is truth
what is lie you are saying
you broke the trust I had in you
and I don't want to be hurt again i said to firmly
After wiping I look at him
He too crying
Then he spoke
Then I will not promise you anything
i will prove it to you
i will show it to you
by staying with you in every step he said
He quickly wipe his tears and slowly left the sofa
He is going upstairs to his room
I too quickly wipe this tears
i don't know why the hell i still love you i murmured
I saw he froze walking upstairs
He listened
He slowly turned look at me
He made an eye contact with me
Something in his eyes change
Before I see
He quickly went to his room
And I stayed like that only