Keifer's Pov
After speaking to my father she held my hand which was still interlocked with mine,
And took me away and started walking and we went to the car and she started driving and whole ride was silent while I was looking at her.
We reached our place and went inside, but I couldn't help but feel the weight that had been in me since the conversation, I just stand in the middle of the living room.
She touched me from the back and slowly whispered,
Jay: "Keifer."
I turned around and looked at her face and that's it, I couldn't control my tears, it was my last thread.
I started crying and immediately pulled her into a hug, she too hugged me because she knew this is what I needed.
She kept patting me and saying,
Jay: "It's okay Kief, I am here."
We didn't realise it but we sat down like and I was still in her embrace,
She pulled away a little and gently cupped my face,
Jay: "I am sorry, I put you through all this."
I slowly nod my head in a no,
Keifer: "It's because of you I am finally letting out, all the things that I have been feeling."
She gently wiped my tears,
And then she joined beside me and me lie on her lap and slowly started caressing my hair.
I felt calm and felt like home when she did that, it made me feel truly calm, I can feel myself relax a little.
I slowly closed my eyes and rested,
While I can hear Jay speaking, while caressing my hair
Jay: " I am sorry for what you had to go through, If I could I would have done something, but I am always going to be there for you Keif no matter what."
That's it that's what I needed but I got more,
I felt a kiss on my forehead, It was an esactic
Feeling, I couldn't explain it, I know it was a forehead kiss,
But it was a kiss from my Jay! It made me really happy and forget everything else.
Maybe just maybe there is a chance that we might get together
I just wanted to stay like that for a while but
I don't know when but I slept like that without realising.
In the middle I woke up and We were still in the same position,
I immediately got up because I know her legs would paining, I felt bad
So I decided to carry her and make her sleep in bed.
I slowly slid my hands behind her back and carried her gently so she doesn't wake up.
I lifted her off the ground and carried her to the room and went to place her on the bed,
I placed her and was about to take off my hands but I didn't realise how close our faces were untill she opened her eyes,
Our eyes met and everything else stopped around me,
I felt even more closer to her than I was,
Was it because of the kiss or her words or the way she stood up to my father for me.
But I also got flustered, I think she did too because I can see her face turning red,
I immediately started babbling,
Keifer: "I .. wa..s just .." I said and she moved which made me slip,
Now I was on top of her but with the support of my hands I didn't fell on her.
But my heartbeat was raising, I made one more mistake, my eyes slowly fell to her lips.
Damn.. I wanted to kiss her.
But I did not want to do the mistake of something that she doesn't want and regret it later, I still don't know how she feels.
But I saw her face flustered, so I had a little hope in me,
I quickly got up before I do something,
And muttered a, "Good night."
She to nodded and I went to my bed,
But I wasn't able to sleep because the scene kept playing in my head which made me smile like an idiot.
Then I decided something maybe I should tell her how I feel about her, but I wasn't sure but this is the first that thought came to me after I fell in love with her.
After that I drifted to sleep,
The next morning I woke up and Jay and I decided to do work from here itself,
But we were occupied the whole day and the day went like that,
In the evening we were done with our stuff and I decided to make her a cup of coffee,
So I went in and came back with 2 cup of coffee,
But when I walked in, I noticed something, Jay's face wasn't normal, It was gloomy and dull,
I panicked a little because I don't know the reason why she was upset,
I placed the coffee at the side table and immediately went to her, I placed a hand on her shoulder and she immediately lifted her head,
All I see was her eyes and sadness in it,
Keifer: "Jay, what happened? Are you okay?"
She chuckles sadly and says,
Jay: "I am fine."
Keifer: "Jay." I call her in a tone to tell what's happening,
And she handed me her phone,
I looked at it, it was David's social media account and it was pictures of the dates of him and Freya, the dates that Jay mentioned,
cooking, art, arcade and long drive dates and many more and it was captioned,
"
I didn't know even simple things like these will be more fun with you. I can't wait to get married to you, I am happy it's going to happen soon."
Jay: "I am sorry I spoiled your mood too by showing you these, I even made you upset."
She was right I was upset but not for the reason she thought, I was upset that she still has feelings for him, my hope that blossomed yesterday just broke.
Jay: "I don't even know what I am feeling now, I mean, you know what our average dates was, It was just dinner because he is either always busy or tired, I don't even know if I am angry or sad because he was able to do all of it maybe it just wasn't for me, You know maybe I am not enough for it."
She said with tears in her eyes,
And it broke my heart that she thinks like that, because I would even give her my life in a heartbeat.
This time I couldn't control what I was feeling, tears fell from my eyes,
She looked at me,
Jay: "Sorry, Sorry." She said and hugged me because she thinks I am upset because of their date.
I pulled away and said,
Keifer: "I am fine."
She chuckled and asked,
Jay: "What should we do when we are struck in situation like this?"
I don't know what happened to me but I started speaking what was in my heart, It was like I was speaking what I was holding in
Keifer: "I know how it feels, the person you love with every cell in your body, but still can't do anything because they don't choose you , so all you get to do is stare at them and love them from afar, because at the end of the day that's all you can do."
I finished with tears falling from my eyes
Jay: " I didn't know, you were in love this much."
I chuckled sadly and said,
Keifer: "Even I didn't untill now." I said looking at her.
Author's Note:
Things are about to take a turn🫣
Freya and David's wedding is coming🫣
I know Keifer is hurting ,sorry, and it will get better✨
But there is going be so much yearning🥹🤍
Hope you will like what is in store ✨
Also sorry I wasn't able to upload I was a little busy.🤍✨
Comment your thoughts because it motivates me to write faster and I will upload soon💗✨
Hope you guys liked the chapter🤍✨