I was simply sitting on my place and doing some paper works with Jeons as usual until one of my knight barged inside and reported
"The village is attacked by the Hanus!!,your majesty"..
I ran to get my sword and leave as quickly as possible because if I am late,its possible for any of the citizens in that village to die..
I jumped out of the palace from 4th floor..I used my sword to lessen the air resistance...One full swirl in my sword and I landed perfectly on the ground...I got to my horse and rode..
I did reach the village on time.
I murdered all the Hanus..my face was dripping with blood I was totally stained in it,my eyes,they turned red...maybe I shouldn't have come alone without Jeons.
I left him in the palace in a hurry..
I tried to calm myself but my head, it started paining.....
I took my sword and stabbed my hand multiple times...if I am to feel some stronger feeling other than my episodes, wouldn't it stop it..
My hand,it did hurt and the time came where it outpained my episodes...
I got my consciousness...
Now my hand was bleeding..
Jeons came,he gave me something like a water,he forced it in me....
It felt like a strawberry juice.It was sweet, I am usually not into sweets but it makes me calm my episodes..
Anyways, everyone in the village were looking at me in a respectable way and some in a fearful way...Maybe they thought I would burn the village or something.
I got to my horse and rode off to my imperial palace...
I was so bored and lazy to do paper works but I did it anyways.now,another one of my knight reported "The emperor of Korwia has announced me a visit to Korwia"..
I had no ties or trades with that emperor,but he wants me to visit,must be something serious..
"Jeons, should I go? Is this a good idea" I asked him...
"Your majesty, I am not sure but we can't decline the emperor's order" jeons told.
So,now we need to prepare a dress for me..
I told my head maids to prepare one..
All the maids hate me..they think women can't be emperors..
I don't care anyways.i have atleast some loyal maids and that's more than enough...
The thing is I am not going to meet the emperor,I'll make one of my knight meet up with the emperor but using this grant to enter Korwia. I might get some fresh look of his empire's village...maybe I might encounter Hanus and KILL IT WITH UTMOST JOY!!!
I got my dress,it was too simple but I can't wear formal to village, people may start suspecting me..anyways jeons is coming along with me to that village...With jeons, I don't have to worry about trouble..I have always seen jeons as my elder brother and so does he..
The carriage that would bring us to Korwia arrived..I wore a thin layered blue gown and a black long jacket with a cap..
Jeremy,my head knight is going to have the conversation with the emperor..
So,we reached Korwia after a long travel.
I jumped out of the carriage when the gates of the imperial palace opened ,Jeons and I sneaked out to the nearest village..
It was one loud village.everyone were quarelling..I hate loudness,it reminds me of how loud Hanus screams, when they die..
Anyways, we were looking for something useful from any of the shop,nothing was good..so, we started testing foods..
It was going smooth,it felt like I am enjoying life for the first time..
Then a loud scream,everyone gathered to see what had happened...
There was this nobleman,who was hanging onto this girl's hair and was telling her about his beauty..MUST OF BEEN SOME NOBLE IDIOT,who is overconfident of his position and his looks... honestly I see him as a rat playing games in a sewer.
Along with the nobleman,there was this other man standing next to him with knights having swords...
I wanted to help that girl not because I pity her but because I hate the nobleman's guts.
I told jeons to do something..
So, he went to the nobleman and pulled the girl towards him...That girl was crying her eyes out..jeons asked what happened
"This guy over there wants to marry me and I don't want to. So ,he was trying to KILL ME!!" She said with tears...
I felt bad but I shouldn't show it because no ruler must show their weaknesses..
I kept it inside and jeons started arguing with the nobleman..
Now, the nobleman announced that he was the cousin of the ruler of this kingdom and that he is going to arrest jeona for disrespecting him..
That's when I lost it.
I joined in to support jeons and i shouldn't have done it but I can't let jeons feel defenseless..
"Who is this now ?you lowly mouse" he asked jeons.
I told jeons to identify me as his sister only for the sake of hiding identities..
He told so.
Then the nobleman went on and on.i couldn't hear anything he says since I was bored.
I just faked listening his lecture and went to jeons and told him to bring me somewhere else.
The nobleman came closer to me and held my hands tight..he pushed me to the floor..I was starting to get angry but a ruler needs to stay composed so I kept it inside.I got up and he gave me a cold stare,it wasn't scary enough to scare me... I just had to stare back with my own cold eyes...I heard a person in the crowd say that this nobleman had the coldest stare to freeze souls.well I stood there staring back, having a bored face...I asked him "Are we done now..can I leave?" He took a sword and held it near my neck..this annoyed me a lot I held the sword's sharp edge and TWICH, I broke the sword but then my hands started bleeding...when I looked at my hands ,the blood,my eyes, they TURNED RED!!