I have busted talents but have to be nerfed by a weird condition called 'aura release deficiency' and with this condition it might be difficult for me to become a knight.
The commander patted my shoulders as he tried to put on a calm face and comforted me, speaking gently. "Kiddo don't worry, having this condition may limit your growth to that of an 'advanced' level knight but if you get lucky you might become an 'expert' level like me."
After my full evaluation, I was given the offer of becoming a third-rate student of the best knight academy of the empire, but a third-rate student meant one thing and that is that i would definitely get bullied, avoided or be hated by my peers, but I have to endure since becoming a knight means a stable source of income and a good life, after the evaluation ended I decided to look out for the information about the deficiency since I begged my dad to buy books about it, my father didn't argue with me and the next day he already arrived home with the needed books.
After searching for books regarding 'aura release deficiency' I now learned that this debuff is pretty bad, or actually the worst, this condition is the cause of a genetic trait, and because of this genetic trait it limits my use of 'aura' if I become a knight later on, normal advance level knights can coat their swords with aura, but if I were to also reach the advance level I have no way to coat my weapon with my own aura, since this genetic trait stops me from releasing aura out of my body.
"So im pretty much done for."
Without releasing aura meant no way of defending oneself.
So is it over? Should I become a woodcutter just like my father, no! I should stop thinking of such pointless things, after all even without the help of any system or God given things I would still strive to be strong.
10 years later.
Our humble home is as peaceful as always, and now that I have become a young adult I have to attend the academy.
And for the past 10 years, I have been helping my father with chopping wood and selling them at the market for a meager yet enough money to assist in our humble needs.
I could have just made some technology from the modern world and become rich using my past knowledge, but that would be inconvenient since the nobles and barony are all cunning and if I did such a thing it would endanger my family.
My mother also gave birth with two of my my younger siblings, the youngest is named 'Alyosha' a younger brother but nonetheless gentle and showed nothing but kindness, he is like a saint in my opinion, and the older one is named 'Fyodor' I thought he was a transmigrator at first since he was incredibly smart, I mean too smart like absolutely smart, but in reality he was just a kid with monstrous brains, and of course I loved both of my younger brothers deeply and because of that love I now worked so hard earning money.
And today is the day that I would have to bid farewell to them.
It's sad for me but this would be inevitable, I can't stay with them forever, but I will forever remember where I was given the opportunity to be alive once again.
As I was done packing my belongings ready to depart, I saw my mom, dad, and siblings tearing at the sight of me readying to leave.
I decided to talk with my parents first, and with a calm and resolute expression I answered all of their questions with no hesitations.
My father spoked first, he was not tearing but I can see in his eyes that he was worried and scared if something bad happens to me."I can't believe the kid I would flung and sway in my arms is now ready to leave and would only return as man"
Those words may seem simple but it weighs something heavy, it is that I can only leave the knight academy after 8 years, and 8 years is pretty long perhaps I would return and see them have more kids Haha.
It took me so long trying to convince my mother that I would be fine but it worked and that's all that mattered.
I forgot to mention that I did not inform my siblings of my departure, and for how close I was to them, it would be difficult for me to leave if I informed them beforehand.
And after a while the carriage signifying my departure arrived, I didn't look back at my parents, since I would be quite embarrassed if they saw a hardened young man like me crying like a child.
The carriage of Adam has departed, Julius gently touching the hand of maria spoke with a tender yet worried face.
"Maria I can't believe such a thing is already repeating itself, I remember our times in the academy it's quite not the best of an experience for me since I was a third rate student back then, but you wouldn't know since you were a first rate after all."
Maria looking at her husbands eyes replied as if reminiscing of a distant past.
"It was quite the absurd of a story to tell him so keeping it secret would be the best."