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Chapter 5 - ch 5

**The Monster You Made**

**Chapter 5: Splintered Humanity**

**Stiles**

You see, the blood of three mates should have been nothing. Just flavor. Just power. Yet their combined essence—crimson wolf, midnight witch, golden hybrid—had lodged inside the Hollow like shrapnel. The static that protected me since the day I woke up empty was splintering faster now. I could still see their bodies in my memory: my pack, my family, throats torn, eyes wide with betrayal I didn't feel. No remorse. Only the mild observation that weakness had been removed.

You see, I slaughtered them all and felt nothing. That was the point. That was the gift of the switch flipping off. But these three… they were making the switch flicker.

We had moved from the alley to an abandoned warehouse on the edge of the French Quarter. Their choice. My body followed before my mind could decide it was bored again. Hayley's bite mark on my shoulder burned with her claim. Freya's magic still crackled under my skin from where I drank her. Hope's un-bitten wrist stayed offered like a promise.

I paced the concrete floor, fangs out, eyes bleeding red from my own werewolf magic. The three colors braided tighter in my chest. "You see, I don't understand what's wrong with me. I woke up one day and became this. No emotions. No guilt. I try to turn it back on and the switch is gone. Yet every time one of you touches me the static cuts deeper. Why?"

I slammed a fist into the wall. Brick exploded. The Hollow surged, hungry for destruction, but the mate threads yanked it back like chains.

"I'm not a villain. I'm simply… bored. Going crazy. Time shatters and all I see is gray. Until you three."

The first real shard of something that might have been remorse scraped across my mind. A flash of my little brother's face before I drained him. It hurt. I hated it.

**Hope**

The gold thread between us flared as Stiles's fist cracked the warehouse wall. Through the mate bond I felt the exact moment a sliver of his humanity scraped free—sharp, bloody, unwanted. Freya and Hayley's pulses echoed mine. We stood in a loose triangle around him, bodies still humming from the feeding circle. My wrist still tingled where his fingers had gripped it.

This was the gift at work. One man, three mates. The universe didn't hand out triple bonds unless the soul on the other end had been fractured into exactly that many pieces. His had been shattered the day he killed everyone he loved and felt nothing. We were the pieces that fit.

I stepped closer, letting my hybrid nature bleed into my eyes. "You feel it now, don't you? The bond is forcing the switch to flicker. We're not weaknesses, Stiles. We're anchors. I love you even like this—empty, dangerous, ancient. The mate bond gave us that love instantly. It's a gift. Let it hurt. Let the remorse come."

His head snapped toward me. The boredom in his gaze warred with raw panic. Good. Pain meant he was feeling.

**Freya**

Midnight blue magic poured from my hands in soft spirals, not to bind him but to cradle the fractures forming in his mind. I could see them through the bond—great black plates of static grinding against one another while our three colors forced their way between the cracks. Hayley's feral energy, Hope's hybrid fire, my ancient witchcraft. All of it feeding the mate bond.

He had drunk from me in the alley and I had felt his soul taste mine. The man who slaughtered his own family without remorse was starting to taste regret. It terrified him. I could feel that terror vibrating down the thread that tied us.

"You see yourself as a monster who woke up one day and lost the ability to care," I said, echoing his own cadence deliberately. "We see the man the bond chose. Three mates, Stiles. That has only happened when someone carries enough power and enough damage to need all three of us. We told each other the moment it snapped into place. We love you. Even now. Especially now. Let the static break."

I reached out and laid my palm on his chest, right over the Hollow. His heart didn't beat, but the bond did—three strands pulsing in perfect sync.

**Hayley**

My wolf was pacing cages inside me. The crimson thread was thick with lust and violence and the fierce need to protect what was ours. Stiles looked one second from ripping the city apart just to stop the new feelings we were forcing into him. I loved that about him. Loved the danger. Loved the monster and the boy trapped inside it. The mate bond had planted that love deep the instant we saw him. A gift, Freya kept calling it. I called it fate with teeth.

I moved behind him again, arms sliding around his waist, claws pricking his skin just enough to draw tiny beads of blood. "You killed them and felt nothing. Try feeling this."

I bit the back of his neck hard, reopening the mark I'd left earlier. His blood flooded me and the closed circuit ignited. Hope and Freya gasped as the echo hit them. Stiles roared—half pain, half something that sounded dangerously close to a sob.

Through the bond I pushed every ounce of feral love I had. *Come back. We're yours. You don't have to be bored anymore. You don't have to be empty.*

**Stiles**

The circuit closed.

Remorse hit like a stake through the chest I no longer needed. Not full emotion. Not yet. But enough to make me drop to one knee in the warehouse dust while three women held me in a cage of bodies and magic and mate.

You see, I slaughtered my entire family. I looked at their corpses and saw only weakness. No remorse. No guilt. Just the flat certainty that I had removed liabilities. But now—now I saw their faces again and the static screamed. A single tear of real horror escaped before I crushed it.

The Hollow thrashed inside me, fighting the triple bond. My own magic flared wildly, siphoning power from all three of them at once without harming them. Their strength fed me. Their love—forced on me by the mate bond—fed something worse.

Hunger.

Not for blood. For *them*. For the end of boredom. For the switch to flip back on even if it burned me alive.

I grabbed Hope's offered wrist at last and sank my fangs in deep. Her blood tasted like the first real color I had seen in centuries. Freya's hand stayed over my heart. Hayley's teeth stayed in my neck.

"I'm going crazy," I snarled around Hope's wrist, voice breaking into the repetitive cadence I couldn't stop. "You people… all three of you… you're making me feel the shards. I don't know if I lost anything that day I killed them. But I think… I think I'm about to lose the emptiness. And it terrifies me."

The first fracture of my humanity tore wide open.

For the first time in what might have been centuries, I didn't want to be bored anymore.

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