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Nulls

He wakes inside a body that will one day stop. He does not remember when he first learned to call this vessel his own. The memories before are smoke, curling away from his grasp each time he reaches for them. Something burned. Something ended. He was there. The worlds change around him. One gives way to another through doors that only he can see, through rifts that seal behind him like wounds healing. Each reality has its own sky, its own sun, its own smell of life and death and the endless churn between them. He learns the taste of each one. He forgets the taste of the last. The screams follow him. They always follow him. He cannot stop them from following. Every face he has seen crumple, every voice he has heard rise in prayer before falling into silence, every child who reached for a mother who was already gone. They linger in the spaces between his thoughts. They surface when he closes his eyes. He does not close his eyes often. He does not know why he moves. The purpose that drove him once has eroded, worn smooth by the passage of too many years across too many dimensions. He knows only that he cannot stop. The body carries him forward when his will falters, and his will falters often. He has grown tired in ways that have no way to explain themselves. The idols of each world watch him pass. They sit on altars, on pedestals, in the hearts of temples that took centuries to raise. Their eyes follow him. Their mouths do not speak. He has seen what happens to idols when he lingers too long. The cracks spread across their marble faces. The gold leaf peels from their halos. The prayers of their worshippers turn to ash on the tongue. Sometimes he wonders if the others still exist. The ones who shared his burden before the fire. He reaches for their names and finds only smoke. He reaches for their faces and finds only the faces of strangers he has killed. The smoke thickens. The smoke chokes. He walks through cities that gleam with impossible light. He walks through wastelands where nothing grows. He walks through oceans whose depths have never seen the sun. The body carries him. The legs move. The lungs fill with air that belongs to whatever world he currently trespasses upon. The screams grow louder when he stands still. So he does not. He walks, and the worlds change, and the idols crack, and the prayers of the dying fill his ears with their desperate music. He remembers every note. He has forgotten how to forget. One day, he will stop. Not because he chooses to. Because the body will fail. The legs will refuse to move. The lungs will fill with something other than air and at last the screams will finally have their way with him. That day is not today. Today, he walks. A door opens. He steps through. The world behind him vanishes like a dream upon waking. The world ahead smells of salt and blood and the distant promise of fire. He has smelled this before. He will smell it again. Nulls does not look back. He never looks back. There is nothing left to see.
Nikolai_nikolaus · 26.3k Views

After definition — Unbeing

There is a world where nothing is fixed. Not the laws. Not the names. Not the boundaries between one thing and another. In this world, gravity is a suggestion. Death is a mood. The colour blue can be redefined by anyone who has the will and a sharp enough imagination. A man can die on a Thursday, and by Friday his widow can decide that "death" now means "a long walk in a garden that has no gate," and he will return to finish the soup she left on the stove. A child can decide that "school" means "a cloud that only rains on weekends," and the building will float away until Monday, carrying the teachers with it, and no one will ask questions because questions themselves can be redefined as answers that have not yet decided what they know. Everyone redefines reality as easily as breathing. The rich change themselves daily—new face, new past, new gravity. The poor cling to a handful of stable definitions just to remember who they were when they woke up. Cities rename themselves every hour by public vote. Wars are fought not with weapons but with dictionaries. The Anti-Semantic War, they say, ended when one side redefined "victory" to mean "surrender," and by the time anyone noticed, it was already history. This is not paradise. When everything can be rewritten, nothing is ever fully real. A promise made today dissolves tomorrow when "tomorrow" is redefined as "a shape that cannot fit promises." Love is exhausting because the word changes taste every afternoon. Truth is a fashion. Memory is guesswork. And somewhere beneath all this, a question sleeps that no one dares wake: If everything can be redefined, what is the definition of definition itself? Cindral had never trusted a world that could change its memories. When the past was rewritten as casually as the weather, what was a man but a rumour his own history could no longer confirm? He did not seek power. He did not want to reshape the rules. He wanted to know if there was any rule that did not answer to a vote. So when word reached him of an old vendor in the secondhand markets selling definitions too ancient to be altered, Cindral went. Not from ambition. From hunger—for something that would still be true tomorrow. The answer waits in a dusty corner of that market, where a vendor whose age shifts with the minute hand sells used definitions discarded by those who have moved on to newer models. Cindral will touch the one definition that was never meant to be touched: the definition of definition itself. That touch will reveal the thread. The thread runs through everything. It ties every word to every thing, every thing to every mind, every mind to every story, and every story to something above. Cindral will follow it upward through layers of narration that make his universe look like a footnote in a book no one remembers writing. He will climb until climbing breaks. He will define until definition breaks. He will be until being breaks. What waits at the end cannot be called a god, because gods require names, and names require someone to speak them. What waits predates the need to be named. And it is not the top. There is no top. The thread does not end; it only changes direction—cutting sideways through hierarchies, through echoes without a source, through hollows where silence is not empty but full of the absence of sound waiting to be born. This is the story of that climb. It begins in a world where anyone can rewrite the rules, and it ends where the word "rule" has never been spoken, never been needed, never been possible. Somewhere in between, a man discovers that he is a sentence inside a story inside a dream inside a definition that defines itself. The thread is already in your hand. Cindral's ascent begins now.
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