After the rain this morning hits different to me the sky of Shanghai has changed after the rain of yesterday's night like my life story was and I smiled while thinking of it then I get up from my bed and walk towards my room's window and looks upward above the sky as today there is no sunrise there might be sunrise but that sun has fully covered with the clouds near it soo definitely no sun today and the colour of this weather it's morning the sun would be in peak at this time but because of rain it didn't happened and this is it this is it what I like it's giving me the same one my favourite weather feeling then I immediately remember that I need to call Yuan and ask him to go out with me in some place I need to say him this.
But the moment I turned around to pick up my phone from there I saw something that my eyes couldn't even be able to believe I saw the tickets and passports where I saw Wang Ruoxi's name written on it I didn't read the name of city from where she leaving but I am able to understand that today she is leaving and she didn't even tell me about it she calls her self my bestie indeed she is there is no doubt in it but did besties behave like this did they really I asked my self cause I felt backstabbed as my only friend from my whole lifetime since my childhood has now started hiding things from me and even lying about it did it really gives the definition of any kind of friendship exist here in this world.
I got a little emotional because all those memories and moments what we had spent together since all these years has now going to be faded away this is the first time in my life where she leaves me as we have always been together she never leaves my sight since the day we met at the first day of my school I still remember how she helped me to get notes and do the work as I was a late admission and I need to do that work but I was soo shy that I didn't even asked anyone about it but she noticed that and helped me when I didn't even ask for it but she did that.
Then by breaking my self remembering of old memories the door's handle knob gets moved from its position slightly and Wang Ruoxi enters the room and the moment I saw her face my blood boils and without thinking of anything else I threw the pillow on her face.
Why soo violent Zhao Shiza at early in the morning she asked me.
Which boils my blood again.
You have lied to me and now you are going to shifting not only from Shanghai but from the city where our childhood has been spent and you didn't even tried to tell me hmm I asked her while getting angry on her and keep on throwing the pillows on her.
Then she immediately holds my hand and hugged me the throwing of pillow on her has automatically stopped the moment she hugged me like that.
What are you doing Wang Ruoxi leave me I said leave don't you able to hear that I asked her a little angrily.
No I won't she replied it to me.
Then I said then see it from your own eyes that I want you to leave me.
No I also not able to see it because I only able to see one thing now she said.
What I asked her.
That you are still that Zhao Shiza at the first day of your school came to our class and sit with me since then I have decided after seeing you that this little cutie will be my bestie for life she said it to me.
And then this is it this enough for me to be melted and I have started crying soo badly that I wasn't able to hold back the tears inside me.
Wang Ruoxi hugged me more tightly and said why you have become soo much emotional nowadays your emotional power and emotions level has been changed every time you have started crying if something is not in your favour what happened to you Zhao Shiza you weren't like that before did your Yuan Yuan plays any kind of role in it she asked me.
Leave my emotional power topic we have things to discuss better I said it to her.
What things she asked me.
Stop behaving like you didn't know anything that what I am talking about I said it to her.
I know you are leaving with your parents but didn't you at least tell me about that so that I'll able to make myself understand that but no you wanna give me surprise for it isn't it Wang Ruoxi I asked her.
No Zhao Shiza it's not like the way you are thinking she said it.
Then explain your way I asked her.
Then after a pause for a second the words came out from her is that Zhao Shiza I know that nowadays you are really busy in your new life building up your career in the industry and you also look very stressed about Xu Yuan sometimes like your insecurities takes you to think something which is not the truth then tell me how should I give you this shock as well she said it.
I am just doing the work there for that particular project only after that I'll get back to my normal life usual life only I said it.
Soo stop giving excuses and if you are talking about Yuan then let me tell you that those insecurities was made by me and now has been ended by him I said it.
How she asked me immediately.
After doing such a big mistake like this now you want to do the gossiping in the middle of it no I won't let you change the topic I said it to her.
I am not changing the topic I am just look I know that I hide you about that was my wrong decision but that decision has been only been made because I really don't want you to get upset over it after all I am not leaving China just changing the city from one to another and don't worry you can come and meet me through train easily she said it.
But the fact is that now you won't live in the same city I said it a bit sadly.
Doesn't matter our friendship didn't rely on the city to city factor our friendship is beyond that and it's much stronger than that she said it.
But you know what Wang Ruoxi this is the starting of changing of relationships just a starting from here this is the starting of difference between us and then we feel the distance between us and then those both the D's will ruin our relationship well I said it.
No it won't and how could you say this when you are the one who loves Xu Yuan despite of having soo much distance and difference isn't your love for him fought with all the odds against anything or everything in this world she said it.
Whatever she is not exactly wrong and I felt that too.
Then I asked her when you are leaving.
She looks down for a while seems like she is gathering the courage to say it and then she said tomorrow.
Tomorrow isn't it too early I asked her.
She smiles and said but I think that it's too late.
How I asked her shockingly.
Since childhood we are together soo many years has been passed now but we are with each other at every single moment of our life since the day we met but now after soo many years as you know that pretty well that for something new to get started we need to pass on from the previous one just like the game that if you don't win that particular level you won't be able to proceed to the next one she said it.
It is quite true we are together from soo many years this day has to come some day so why not tomorrow she can't be with me at every moment in her whole life she also has family and her own life she needs to look after it and I understand what she tries to make me understand and I forced a smile on my face despite having teary eyes and said but you have to call me daily.
She laughs a little through her teary eyes and said ofcourse I will and I'll also give updates to Xu Yuan about you.
And this what I don't like you are my bestie or his I asked her dramatically.
She laughs and said your bestie and for him the bodyguard who is keeping an eye on his girlfriend twenty four seven.
You are too much I said it.
I know that why I love you soo much she said it then we both laugh together while looking at each other's face.
And this is it this chapter also as well ended from my life without even giving me the warning that it's going to be ended and this is how the life looks like when you are having the person in your whole life but suddenly when that phase ended and you have to say goodbye to that person was really very hard but sometimes there is something good hidden besides each and every thing happened in our lives just we need to find it few found that and few just get lost in searching for that.
I have never thought that Wang Ruoxi and I only have journey together till here but whatever it was it's the most beautiful and memorable chapters of my life that I'll never ever forget but Wang Ruoxi's exit from my life also teaches me one thing that how fast the life changes.
And after our farewell party we have really reached to the next phase of our lives and from now onwards we all have our own paths and own ways for our lives we'll definitely meet with each other and talk with each other but that promise of every day will become few days after sometimes and then once in a week or month and then once in a year or sometimes once in many years that I know but I'll not say this to her because I know she won't accept it as no one would but this is the reality of life.
They didn't do anything wrong but as the time passes their life goes on they'll get busy in their own one which is a right thing but that makes the previous one faded one but this is the reality we have to accept that every person needs to go from your life because like you they are also leading their own life which they need to live also.
Now when she'll leave me I'll be left alone here in this room and in life also but the moment I think that I suddenly remembered the last night and corrected myself and said no I have him in my life the whole life he'll be with me I know standing beside me as a strong pillar holding me when I'll about to fall in his strong arms I know he is and he will and this time I don't let insecurity take over me as after yesterday all those insecurity and self doubts has been vanished away now the only thing that left is to live that beautiful dream of the life that I always imagined in my imagination with him and I.
As the one chapter is ending another one is going to be started sooner I'll only hope that that chapter holds the happiness and love in it because nothing in this world is bigger than the love and this is how Wang Ruoxi's chapter has been ended in my life from now onwards she'll lead her own life but still we'll always try our best to meet and gets connected with each other.
And then I didn't realise when the time has come and I am standing outside my dormitory gate where Wang Ruoxi is sitting in the cab and waving her one hand to me through the cab window and I am waving my hand back at her and saying bye bye and I didn't realise that how fast within a blink of second this moment has arrived seems like just few seconds before I was fighting with her about it and now standing here waving at her then her cab went far away from the reach of my eyes and she left from here and from my life as well.
I really prayed to the god that she'll lead her life correctly and happily and then before I turned around to go back inside the dormitory a voice came from behind saying what's next?....