The rolling of the camera begins, and the variety show has been started now, the first ever variety show of my life. I couldn't believe it, I really couldn't. Today the whole Shanghai, no no the whole China will going to see me for the first time ever on the screen. This feeling is such a big one that couldn't be expressed in words. I have never thought of this ever in my life, ever, but this is so big for me. But nothing is bigger than him sitting beside me.
I don't know how many variety shows I have watched of him, laughing, singing and dancing with other actresses. Yes, I do feel jealous while watching all that, but above my jealousy he came and he overshadowed my every other emotion in my soul. The only emotion I have left in me is just my love for him.
Watching him in variety shows literally shows me the other and the very different side of my Yuan Yuan. Really, he is a mood to watch on variety shows. And today I am here with him in this show is really a dream come true for such a fan girl like me.
But then before I go into another thought of mine own self imaginary world again, the variety show member came to us and given us some paper cards in our hands and said to read it loud when your turn comes. It's a bit of truth and dare type that we need to play.
Then at first they spin a bottle over the table and then that bottle stops at Yuan and it's his turn. Then the other players who are playing with us in this game asked Yuan to read it loud whatever is written on your paper chit that has been given to us.
Then Yuan reads it loud and it says that I need to do a dance. He laughs, literally laughs while reading it. Then without thinking for a second he stands up immediately and starts dancing.
But when he started dancing, my eyes really went big, as big as a round donut, as Yuan dancing here is quite a thing. While watching his moves I get awestruck, like seriously this is Yuan, he really learned very well. I must say that his hard work can be seen in his steps. His dancing and his moves are really very well.
Then when he finished his dance he came back to the couch again where we are sitting and then whispers in my ears that do you like it. My half of the breath has literally gone, the way he asked me this in his whispering voice. Yuan it's ongoing show what are you doing, I want to say that to him but I couldn't able to because I am not professional, I don't know how to play with the camera, I really don't, I am just immature here.
Then when I was lost in my mind and doing a brain storming in it, I didn't even realise when the spinning bottle stops at me and I don't know what to do next. Then I asked my Mr heart in my inner voice that Zhao Shiza it's time to remember the three magical words, which is Let It Be. This is the three magical words that I needed right now. It didn't work much but still it will work sometimes.
Then I open the chit and it says that express your feelings to your loved one no matter that person is here or not but you need to express your emotions for that person.
Then I gather some of the left out courage in me and said in a poetic way that no one understands my love for him, how much I am lost in him. Yes there is love and hate both stay together in this world together but love has always win over hate.
Yes my love do have differences and distances but my love for him is beyond the distances and differences both but my fault, my love for him didn't understands it, it's just stupidly falling for him without even knowing how deep I am losing myself in this ocean. Yes ocean, his love for me is just like the ocean of that sea which always moves its waves wherever I go, they are following me like a shadow and a person's shadow is really a big part of our soul, like our shadows which never ever leave us always.
Yes this is true that I am not made for you and you are not made for me but still I can say seeing you through all the night and day is my habit and a person leaves anything but not its habit. You are the reason because of whom I am able to experience this most beautiful feeling of my life, thank you for making me feel that.
As I completed my sentences everyone is just looking at me very seriously that makes me feel that I had done something wrong, something really wrong. But then suddenly one of the players there starts giving a clapping while standing up from their seat and said you know love so much deeply we don't know for whom you have expressed your love but whoever it is I must say that person is really something because when you talked about it here just now we all can feel how you express your unconditional love for him and we all must appreciate the way you expressed yourself and your feelings towards that person.
I smiled after listening to their sentences about me.
Then this game is over now and now we have to play another game which whoever gets hit that person gets lose and the other player opposite to them needs to splash water on that person.
Then me and Yuan both stand up from our couch where we were sitting and moved to the table, table for four people. Yuan and I both sit next to each other and the opposite players sit in front of us and then we all four get a hand fan like thing in our hands and from it we have to hit the opposite player sitting right in front of us and if we are able to hit that person then that person loses the game and the opposite player of that person needs to splash water on the face of a person who loses the game, this is as a type of punishing the other players for losing the game.
This is a team game and Yuan and I are the team together and the other two people sitting right in front of us are one team together.
This is the most common game played by everyone in the variety shows but the previous one that Yuan and I played just now that spinning the bottle was a different one as I have never seen playing that type of game in any of the variety shows.
Then the other persons who are on the set and seeing the game closely all the time said now we will start playing the game
Then the game begins, we have made a toss between each other as whoever wins that toss gets a chance first to hit the other opposite party to them and we have been asked that what side you'll choose for which I replied heads and they are okay with tails one side.
Then the coin tossed and the result came as tails and they win the toss game and as always my record of losing the toss game hasn't been broken yet as since childhood I have never ever win that toss game ever in my whole life and today I followed that same path only without even breaking it.
Then the game has begun as they win the toss so they get a chance to hit me first and I need to protect myself from it.
The opposite player started attacking on me through that hand fan and I tried myself hard to get myself protected from it but every time I missed it and lose it, then how could I even win in this game, this is quite difficult as I need to protect myself without even sitting up from the chair or without using my hands, just by moving here and there through moving my body.
But every single time I lose it, one, three, four and now almost ten times I have lost it as ten is the last limit to lose it and now this is the tenth time when the full bucket of water splashed over on my face and I am drenched in that water completely.
But at the same time I am laughing over on my own, it's too funny that I lose every single time.
But when I look beside me I saw him, his face is changed, it becomes something different and that expression which usually comes when he is not in a good mood but how could it be possible, a few minutes ago he was in a very good mood dancing and laughing here only, what happened now just now I asked myself.
Then the other person standing who is marking our scores for the game said that this game is over as Yuan and I lost this game to them, of course because of me who lose it almost ten times.
Then we are standing up to play the next game and the moment I stand up Yuan removed his coat and put it over me despite all the people who are watching us like this.
I said to him Yuan in my very tensed voice as I want to ask what he is doing but he only said that are you not feeling cold right, change yourself if you feel anything wrong just let me know.
He said it to me, it really seems like he doesn't care about anyone else here as the only thing that matters to him right now is me, only me, and ignoring all the people gaze over here on us through his this move.
Then just to avoid the situation I started showing more interest on the next game round which is to lift your partner.
Two more players played that game with us as a team and Yuan and I as one team which is the best and unbeatable team in the whole Shanghai, not in games but in life, the life we are living together.
When I was completely lost in these thoughts he suddenly lifts me up with his one hand and everyone shocked over and I smiled mischievously, really mischievously.
And he said to me that didn't I say you before that you are just my one hand thing.
And I blushed, really blushed so much that my whole face becomes red and while avoiding that I didn't react anything.
He puts me down now as the game is over now and the winner is who else it could be other than my Yuan Yuan.
In whichever game he participated, if he is in that game that only means he owns that game.
And this is how the first rolling of our variety show together has been ended with lots of fun, laughter and memories, the memories I'll always cherish throughout my whole life.
Everything is just ordinary for an ordinary fan girl like me in this life but he made my ordinary life into an extraordinary one that I have never expected ever.
Our first appearance together as one lead couple of the upcoming c drama series has now gonna be aired all over the Shanghai, no not only in Shanghai, in the whole China.
Why I always think about only in Shanghai just because I am living here right now I don't know.
How audience gonna react to this new CP of ours, maybe they don't like our pairing or maybe they do, anything can be possible.
But right now I am really really very happy as this day which started with lots of nervousness and anxiety of mine has really ended with making me laugh, blush and happy at the end of this day.
And then suddenly I heard that...