"Hey wait up I have a proposal" she came running
"Do I get paid" I replied 'I'd wager she's about to say something that results in us spending time together... Haha I bet' i thought to my self getting lost in the feeling of rain on my skin
"I'm new in town and I'd like a guide" she said huffing slowly "I can pay if it's what you'd like" she continued looking me dead in the eyes 'is she that predictable no that can't be right maybe she really wants a tour guide impossible she wants something ahhh am getting a headache on this' I thought to myself still looking at her eyes cute as they maybe this time I was looking for something and when you know what to look for you actually find it and there it was that feeling of discomfort, repulsion that look in the eyes a person has when they are being forced to do something they don't want.
You see we always learn a lesson from a painful experience but for overthinkers we learn too many lessons from one experience and the first thing we learn is how to read feelings how to know which look is this and that and just like that we avoid alot of pain and senseless struggles laughable that it's usually the people close to us that portray the most hurtful feeling but hey beggers can't be choosers.
"Why are you repulsed by me" I asked a little hurt at the words I was saying but the cold hard truth always hurts. She seemed surprised either at my question or that I saw through her act
" Am not replused by you" she said looking away from me 'Haha funny how quickly they resort to lying' I thought to my self feeling the void in my soul grow larger.
"Let me guess your replused by society huh having to pretend to fit in" I stressed "haha laughable is it not" I added
"It's not you" she said her voice suddenly low "its them"
"Humph them who" I asked slowly a smile creeping on my face
"Everyone" she said looking at me "Imagine i have to beg you for a tour why haha I choose you cause unlike others you didn't have lust in your eyes" she added sounding a bit broken
"Ehhh So my eyes where not cute they just had no lust in them" I replied sounding a bit hurt by that
"Stop being funny" she said chuckling a bit "truth yes am repulsed by you you wanna know why" she added
"I'd rather not honestly ignorance is bliss" I said
"I'll tell you anyway" she said "its because just like all men you put money above everything" she added
"Well money is not everything" I replied "but everything needs money" i added "even more so for a guy like me because unlike you i hate having to depend on people and money well I'd marry it if it had a finger to put a ring on" I concluded before breaking off in a hearty laughter.
"Fine you win" she said shivering slightly "i was repulsed cause I thought you wanted me for money after all when i said money you actully listened to what i had to say" she added 'look in her eyes you dimwit' a voice rang out in my head 'ahhh what am i even looking for' i replied 'if only she knew what you were thinking' the voice rang out again.
"Okay okay I'll be your guide" i replied
"Did you listen to what i said" she asked with a tinge of surprise in her voice
"Yeah you hate guys that love money yet your still disturbing me and that you'll pay me after the tour" I replied "so we are talking how much"
"You juggeert" she humphed angrily
"What's a juggeert" I asked
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