Naobita is someone I don't know where to put on my list. For this body, he is father. While he didn't do much of a fatherly job, the facts didn't deny that he did well to take care of me. Even now, when I was bedridden due to injury, he came to see me.
But that doesn't change he is a piece of shit because of the horrible treatment he gives Maki and Mai. Of course, he didn't put his hand on them or anything, but he did turn a blind eye to all the suffering Maki and Mai ensured.
Since I've been bedridden, I haven't seen Maki and Mai. Probably because they are denied entry to my room or their father threatens to not go anywhere near me. Because of that, I am alone in this room; even servents only enters if I call her for it.
Because of that, I decided to try the Reverse Cursed technique. From what I remember, the reverse cursed technique is achieved by turning cursed energy into a positive one. Since I started trying out, there was no progress.
"I did consider CE as negative, but how do you add it and make it positive?" I murmur to myself. "I remember Gojo activating it in the midst of despair. Does that mean I need to be in a similar situation?" I murmur to myself.
(A/N: From here own, it's internal monlonge of What Naoya think about RCT and most of it is bullshit, he made himself. one must know he didn't have much knowledge about JJK,)
Cursed energy is amplified in the presence of negative emotions, and Gojo awoke in battle with Toji, who defeated him. Maybe Gojo felt despair in that moment; his cursed energy spiked, and only then did he achieve it.
"Well, I do have lots of horrible memories, but since I already overcame them, that won't help much. If I think about my best friend and my ex fucking, does that spike my curse?" I thought to myself and imagined a scene of them rolling around in sheets in my bedroom after I came home from work.
My startup was getting into some financial trouble, so I couldn't give my ex a good life. I decided to give her a surprise after getting a big paycheck. When I returned, they were getting freaky in the room. In fits of rage, I attacked my friend. I was overpowering him, but my ex sneaked attack on my head with a vase, and I became unconscious. The next thing I knew, I was going to jail for domestic violence against my ex and for sexual assault. My mother died of a heart attack shortly after, and the grief of me going to jail and my mother's death took a heavy toll on my father, and he also went shortly after.
Thinking about it did leave a bitter taste, but that didn't spike my cursed energy, nor was I in any despair.
"Probably because I know it was my fault for trusting someone. Women, after all, leave you if things get a little harder; it was my wrong thinking she was special that made my life miserable. Love does blind your sense and reason." I nodded to myself after giving a self-lecture.
"I wonder if the stories about women who were with their men through thick and thin are true. Did they fall in love, or was it just money that attracted them? Did their heart skip a beat when they looked at their loved one?"
Because my female friend circle was not that big, I can't quite determine what's true or not. Well, I do have female friends and colligue but our friendship wasn't to point to share personal life.
Even my mom was good mother for till the day she died fought for me but wasn't a good wife. Thought I didn't reason.
"Anyway, I don't know what to find out about it. Oh, boy, I never wanted to feel like a shit stain ever in my life. One experience is enough for me to remember a lifetime. After all this is over, I will go to the countryside and live there and only visit my niece and nephew once a year. Only if Maki and Mai didn't cut me off from their lives after I gave them head position; I don't want to intrude on their lives after all." I nodded to myself. I give my dream a 10 out of 10.
Being a cool single uncle is the best.
Back to the reverse curse technique. Feels like I won't be able to activate it today. Is there any other way to activate it? I try to remember all the knowledge I know about JJK, which is, unfortunately, practically low.
I once again cursed myself for not reading the manga.
"If I can't do it now, I just need to train my curse energy manipulations. It will be good for the future, and there is a lot of time in my hand."
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