THIS IS AN X RATED STORY THAT INVOLVES RAPE, COERCION, INCEST, AND FETISH CONTENT SUCH AS LOLICON, SHOTA, MILF, IMPREGNATION, AND POSSIBLE OTHERS. EVERY CHARATER IS 18 YEARS OLD OR OLDER, AND ANY TEXT THAT SUGGESTS OTHERWISE IS A FUCKING TYPO. THIS IS FAN-FICTION. NOTHING IS REAL. DO NOT REPEAT ANY OF THIS SHIT IN REAL LIFE, MAY DEATH FIND THAT FUCKER QUICKLY AND MAY HE SUFFER AS HORRIBLY AS HE POSSIBLY CAN.
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This is it, I thought. I'm going to be paralyzed for the rest of my life it seems. All the strength in my body was gone, and my vision had become completely fucked up. I had always needed glasses to see properly, but now? Even the image I saw without my glasses was better than the image I could see right now. The only thing I could feel was pain and the beating of my heart, a beating that was so fast it scared me. I wasn't aware a heart could beat as fast as mine was right now, so the only thing I could think of was that I was on the brink of a major heart attack.
My mind quickly blacked in and out. I lost track of time between the blackouts, but to my surprise, the more time that passed, the more comfortable I began to feel. I thought for sure I would be doomed to a life of constant pain, but maybe there is some hope.
Hope… is a word that bears special meaning to me. After an onslaught of hopeless situations violates you for years, hope becomes precious, and hope becomes scarce. I was a great student in grade school and college and had all sorts of prospects going for me all to end up at a nasty corporate job that made me work 60+ hours a week.
This wasn't the plan. This wasn't what I wanted, but life happens sometimes, and when it does, you just have to grin and bear it. That's what my uncle taught me, and if there was anyone I respected it was him. He raised me by himself, and even if he wasn't perfect, he was still good. He wasn't my real dad, but he damn well should have been.
It wasn't all bad. I still had shows that I could watch every so often, shows like Mushoku Tensei, and Oshi No Ko. I didn't care for Rudeus, but the girls in Mushoku Tensei were good. I especially loved Eris and Sylphie and if I could just find a girlfriend like one of them my life would be complete. That's right, I wasn't really into boys… or at least, that's what I thought… that was until I saw Aqua Hoshino. Now Aqua… he was so dazzling it made me mad… it made me mad that there wasn't a boy like that in real life that could be as cool, intelligent and gorgeous as Aqua Hoshino.
It made me think, that maybe if I was a little bit more normal, I could have had a better life. I could have made less mistakes. Maybe the problem was that I was too self reliant… too self focused… too capable. I was the ideal girl boss. I was an independent woman. I was stuck at a company that knew exactly how to use and manipulate the kind of woman I was.
They didn't have to bribe me, give me big promotions, treat me better than my peers, or anything you would think a shitty toxic corporation would have to, no. They knew that as long as they fed my ego I'd be stuck. Women like me have a major flaw, and that is we like to be useful, and we like to imagine that we're making big changes in the world and challenging all sorts of social norms, but the truth is we're not. We've just become slaves to our own pride.
Women who are strong logically have more of themselves than women who don't, and so naturally they gain to lose more, and that's what happened to me, and I was too stupid to realize what was happening until it was too late. Alcohol became my friend, and that friend led onto an overpass, and that overpass led me to concrete. That concrete led me here, in a state of complete inability. I've gone from being the most capable woman in the world to being someone capable of nothing. Even the cries coming from my voice sound broken.
Wait… they sound like a baby's cries.
In a few weeks my vision slowly improved and I could start to make out rough shapes. All the colors were too bright though, and everything looked blown out like someone had cranked the exposure on a camera way too much.
Visually I could figure out nothing, so I used my ears. I could hear voices… loud loud voices… but I couldn't understand what they were saying, they just felt like vibrations at first and then slowly began to sound like sounds, but nothing like any language I knew. I then was able to pick out four names. Paul, Rudeus, Zenith, and Lilia.
Fuck.
I was reborn in that one wasn't I? I was Rudeus Greyrat. But then there was one more name I was able to pick out. Lia. Maybe that was just a nickname they used for Lilia? Yeah. That had to be it. Who else could Lia be? I'd come to accept the fact I had been reborn into the world of Mushoku Tensei, or otherwise, the six-faced world as it was known.
This isn't the worst thing that could happen to me. I could have ended up in 86 - EIGHTY-SIX, the Saga of Tanya the Evil, and worst of all, Attack on Titan. At least nothing too crazy could happen to me, except for the mana disaster… I guess that was a problem for future me, but I'm getting ahead of myself.
Then it dawned on me. I was a boy now, and not just any boy. I was Rudeus Greyrat, which meant one thing! I could get all my favorite girls to myself! This is actually great! No, it's the best thing that could have happened to me! I can't wait to get old, make friends with my favorite girls and make them into my lovers! I'm so excited I can hardly wait!
My dream… it all came crashing down as my vision started to clear. I noticed something off. There was something else… something always besides me… something my size. It was another baby… actually… it was worse. It was Rudeus… or rather… it was the real Rudeus. Something happened that wasn't supposed to… something that deviates even more than the original timeline Rudy was born. Zenith had twins. I was Rudy's twin. I just hope to god I'm a boy too.
Once again, my hopes were shattered. It wasn't there. There wasn't any man parts. Damn it. Not only can I not have Rudy's wives… but I'm stuck with almost the exact same body, except now, I was a Greyrat, doomed to be a horny gremlin like my new father.
That's right… Paul is my father. I didn't have a dad growing up, so this is something new for me. I know he cheats on Zenith in the future, but I also know he loves his kids more than anything in the world. This isn't my old life. This is a new life in a new world. I don't have to be the same person I was in my old world, I can be someone new, just like Rudeus. I can't really respect Rudeus, but I can at least look out for him. I know he had a terrible life so I'd feel bad if I didn't try to help him through this new one.
Maybe I'll get close to Rudeus… just so I can get close to his future wives. I don't know how I'm going to get there, but for now I'll just act like his oblivious and innocent little sister. We'll see how he reacts to that and make adjustments from there.
I listened closely the following days, and after picking up pieces of the language I was able to discern the last thing that was puzzling me. It seems I was mistaken about one thing. Lilia wasn't Lia. I was. I was Leah Greyrat.
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A couple of years passed, and in that time I tried my best to play the part of the normal innocent little sister who's discovering the world for the first time. Rudeus on the other hand, acted exactly like he did in the original story, crawling and running all over the place, harassing Lilia the maid, and acting like a fool who doesn't have a care in the world, at least for the first year.
After a year had passed, Rudeus had calmed down and had taken to holing up in papa's study looking at the books and muttering Japanese under his breath. Everyone thought it was some kind of gibberish, but I could recognize it, even through the pitch of his infant voice.
Once we were two years old we both had a pretty good grasp on the language and could communicate all the most basic things. Rudeus was of course ahead of me in the speech department, but that's because he kept his nose in those books like they held the secrets of the universe. I on the other hand took a more casual approach as fitting for a toddler of my status.
This version of Rudeus is honestly a lot more innocent that I like to admit. Seeing him up close is different from watching from afar. He really is just a little kid at this point, and it's kind of disarming. He seems less focused on being a little pervert and more focused on exploration for the time being. As for me? I've been using my energy to get momma and papa to spoil me.
Paul may be a bastard, but sitting on his lap and feeling his strong frame against my back brings me a sort of comfort I'm just not used to. I'm used to being all alone by myself with hardly any human touch for months on end. I've had a job for so long that being jobless really does feel like a grand adventure, one I get more comfortable with every day.
That's right… Paul will have other daughters in the future, and he'll dote on them just like me. Norn and Aisha. They both trusted him with their lives, and now that I've lived as his daughter for the last two years, I feel like I could as well.
"How did we end up with such quiet kids? It just doesn't make any sense to me!" Paul observed petting my head while I sucked a thumb, for appearance sake.
"Are you complaining about having great kids?! Really?" Zenith chided.
"Are you kidding?! I think it's great, I just don't understand why it happened to us!"
THUD!
Momma rushed up to where the thud came from and I followed her jumping from papa's lap. She looked around the second floor, probably looking for Rudy, and then found him in the attic on the floor, with a wet spot on his crotch, and a book in his hand.
"Oh you poor baby." Zenith called out sweeping, him into her arms.
In that moment, I wanted to be the one she was holding.
"Honestly Rudy, if you get tired you should go potty first and then get to bed." Zenith continued carrying him down to his room.
I could see his face getting bright red, and that's when I remembered. He didn't wet himself. He passed out from using too much manna. While I've been downstairs sitting in papa's lap, he's been practicing magic! I thought it would be a couple of more years before he started doing that, but I guess my memory was wrong.
If I don't start now like he is, I'm going to fall far behind him fast. If what I remember is right, in this world your manna pool expands the more you use it when you're young, but when you get older it stops expanding and what you expanded it to is what you're left with. If I want to be as strong as Rudy, then I need to start now.
But I can't just break my act all of a sudden, that would require me to tell him everything I know, and that might end up changing the story too much! I need the story to stay as close as possible if I want him to bring my favorite girls into my life. I should just play the part of the innocent spy. If I do that, I'm sure practicing with him will become natural. That's it. Tomorrow, I'll slowly approach him, and then we'll start learning together!