THIS IS AN X RATED STORY THAT INVOLVES COERCION, RAPE, INCEST, AND FETISH CONTENT SUCH AS LOLICON, SHOTA, MILF, IMPREGNATION, AND POSSIBLE OTHERS. EVERY CHARATER IS 18 YEARS OLD OR OLDER, AND ANY TEXT THAT SUGGESTS OTHERWISE IS A FUCKING TYPO. THIS IS FAN-FICTION. NOTHING IS REAL. DO NOT REPEAT ANY OF THIS SHIT IN REAL LIFE, MAY DEATH FIND THAT FUCKER QUICKLY AND MAY HE SUFFER AS HORRIBLY AS HE POSSIBLY CAN.
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It took us a total of four days to clean everything left from the storm. At the end of the fourth day, me and Roxy walked home together and for the first time since I had been reborn, I was worn out, like truly. My knees gave out and my ass hit the ground with a thud. Roxy looked back at first with concern, but then that concern turned into a smile.
"Tired?" she asked kindly.
"Yeah. I can't walk anymore I don't think." I responded in defeat.
Roxy squatted down and held out her hands.
"Hop on. I'll carry you home, but just this once."
With the last of my energy, I pulled myself onto Roxy's back and held my arms tight around her neck. She then stood up and started carrying me home. I was still half her size right now, but that wouldn't be true for long. I nuzzled my head into her back and let out a sigh.
We walked along the dirt road that led home, a gentle breeze caressing us and a golden sky overhead. It wasn't sunset quite yet, but within the hour it would be, and as we got closer, the sky turned color and bathed us in warm orange light.
"That was a lot for a little girl like you Leah. I have to say, I'm honestly impressed." Roxy remarked.
"You are? Truly?"
"Truly. I just wish that Rudy wasn't so lazy and had helped us out. However… I don't think he's as lazy as he seems…"
"I think he is just that lazy." I retorted. Roxy went silent then let out a chuckle.
"Well I think it's something else. I've caught him looking past the yard at times, and there's always the same look in his eyes. It's almost like he's afraid of something."
"I don't know what he could be afraid of. It's not like there's monsters or–... anything…"
I just remembered why Rudy doesn't go past the yard. I'm starting to forget a lot of things suddenly. Maybe it's because so many years have passed, or maybe it's because I've gotten so used to being around him, but Roxy is right. Rudy isn't just lazy. He has deep rooted trauma he's carrying from his old life.
"I don't think you should be quick to judge people, Leah." Roxy scolded softly. "I know I have a bad habit of it, and I understand that it can be a good instinct to develop, but it's really better to give people the benefit of the doubt. When I first met you two, I thought you were dumb kids with dumb parents, but after I saw yours and Rudy's talent firsthand, I realized that I had made a bad assessment.
"While it's true there are bad people in the world that will try to take advantage of your good faith, it isn't fair to judge good people just because bad people exist. You'll be lonely like me if all you do is judge people. I don't want to be lonely anymore. Living as your tutor in your house and in your community, has taught me about a part of myself I didn't realize was there. I grew up thinking I was different from everyone around me, but here… I feel normal. I feel like I'm just another person, albeit, one who can use magic to help others. You should strive to be that kind of person."
I shifted against her and my face started to glow red from embarrassment.
"A person like everyone else who uses magic to help others?" I asked.
"Exactly." Roxy confirmed. I let out a deep sigh, both from sheer exhaustion and defeat. I wasn't looking to be scolded, but I had to admit to myself that I deserved it.
"Alright. And I'm sorry I called Rudy lazy. That was rude of me." I apologized.
"It's fine. As long as you didn't go spreading rumors about it, there's no harm done."
My face stayed a light shade of red. Here I was being lectured like a child, because I did act like a child. Maybe I never grew up as much as I thought I did, or maybe I became complacent because I was reincarnated in such a good fucking family. That's right. My family is a good one, including Rudy, and including Paul.
"You're stronger than me." I remarked off-handedly. I wasn't trying to let that slip, but my lack of energy caused it to come out. Roxy grinned.
"You bet I am. I'm a lot older and bigger than you!"
"I hope you stay big enough to carry me forever." I said this time with slightly more intention.
"You're a funny kid, Leah. Sad to say, one day it's going to be you who's bigger and stronger than me. I'm an adult. You're still a kid. It's just the way things are supposed to work, and to me it's beautiful."
"You think that growing up is beautiful?"
"Growing up is the evidence of time. Time has to be precious, otherwise our time together and memories mean nothing you know?"
I rested my head on her back once more feeling safe and secure while she carried me the rest of the way home. This was supposed to be some kind of random event, but it was turning into something more pivotal for me. What Roxy was saying was true. Our time together meant something, and it was slipping by faster and faster every day. Roxy wasn't the same Roxy I was used to. This Roxy was cute. She was a little bratty, but she owned it. This Roxy was wise, patient, and kind. I've fallen in love with this Roxy… or maybe I should stop calling her this Roxy. Maybe she always was Roxy.
When we reached the door, and Roxy stepped inside, the air filled with the aroma of momma's cooking. It wasn't just the food that hit my nose, it was all the smells of all the house. All these smells were once unfamiliar to me, but after four years, they were starting to become embedded into my very core. This was home. This was my home, and even though I wasn't supposed to be here, in this timeline, it all just felt right somehow.
I didn't feel like an invader. I felt like a natural part of it. All the sensations hit me at once, and before I knew it, tears were streaming down my cheeks. I wasn't trying to cry. I wasn't even that sentimental, but the tears flowed the same. When my nose started to drip, that was one step too far. I pulled my dress up to wipe my face, getting it all messy. When Roxy let me down, her eyes widened after seeing the state I was in. Her face told me that I really did look like a fucking mess.
"Don't wipe your face with your dress! Here! Use this!" Roxy said, handing me a handkerchief from her pocket.
After I took it and wiped my face with it, I tried to give it back to her, but she insisted that I keep it. It was white with a blue embroidered thread of a Vatirus Flower woven into it. Someone had made it for Roxy as a thank you for a job she did a couple of months ago, so she wasn't super attached to it. Holding it in my hand though I was overcome by a new feeling. This was a gift for me from Roxy. My mind drifted to something I remembered. Roxy's panties, or rather, how much Rudy worshiped them. I think I get it now. I always thought it was creepy and gross, but I really do get it.
Once we were eating at the table, momma's food had never tasted better. I remember the long weeks I worked in my old life, and now that I've lived that again this week, I now know exactly what was missing and why I had burned out so hard on life. This. This is what was missing from that life. A loving family, hot fresh food, and knowledge that you had directly helped people in a meaningful way. Maybe the cooperation I worked for helped others in some small way, but you'd never get to see it, let alone hear about it. Every thank you I'd heard over the last four days was something truly special.
Rudy kept looking over at me as we ate our dinner. Maybe he felt bad that he'd stayed home. Regardless, he was smiling just like the rest of us. Food had never tasted so good to me before.
Bathes came next, and this time, Roxy volunteered to bathe us, but she didn't just bathe us. She bathed with us. The old me would have protested, but the me now doesn't really mind having an adult woman bathe togther with us. Rudy was especially happy when he saw Roxy start undressing in the same room as us.
The water was warm, and we all fit snugly together somehow. Roxy washed us head to toe, scrubbing us in every place, even our… you know. Rudy tried to wiggle out of it, but Roxy wouldn't let him slip by. She seemed to enjoy making him flustered, and me too. God did she make me squirm, though I definitely deserved it after laughing at it happening to Rudy.
Bedtime came fast, but before me and Rudy could get onto our bed, Rudy hugged me tight. Tighter than he'd ever hugged me before. At first I thought it was cute, but then it started to scare me, because it reminded me of the kind of hug I'd felt before. The last time I felt this kind of hug was when a close friend of mine told me that she had stage three cancer. In the moment, I had believed she would recover, but after three months she was gone. The cancer progressed quickly, and I was left behind.
This is a different world though, surely something like this doesn't happen, or at least no one would even know if they had cancer right? He didn't have any pets, and momma and papa weren't sick, so what was going on? It had to be something superficial. Before I could ask what was up I had to first convince myself that it wasn't anything super important.
"Rudy? Is something wrong?" I finally managed to ask him.
"Can we just… stay like this for a minute?"
The room fell silent, and after a moment, I relaxed and started to melt into him. I don't know why he was acting this way, but there wasn't anything malicious about it, and there didn't seem to be anything weighing hard on him either, at least not in the dire sense. I like Rudy's touch. Fuck. I can't say that out loud. He'd be all over me. I don't know… if I would mind it though… not anymore…
He let go of me. I turned around slowly to see a contented smile on his face. We just looked at each other for a moment, and then he shrugged his shoulders with a soft smile.
"I just missed you these past couple of days. Not having you around feels lonely… and well… it scares me."
Scares him? Really? That's what it was? I think… that's a relief. At least it wasn't anything major. Still, I wanted to make sure.
"Is… is that all?" I asked.
"Yeah. That's all. Lame right?" he responded.
"No. I'm glad you missed me. If it makes you feel better, I think I missed you too." I remarked.
"Really? You're not just saying that?" he asked.
"If you can miss me, then there's no reason I can't miss you moron!" I chided.
"Fine. Fair enough."
"Why didn't you come with us?" I asked him with a soft tone trying not to sound like I was criticizing him.
He shuffled around and then climbed into bed. I climbed in beside him.
"Er… well. I wanted to study." he finally excused.
"Rudy. I don't care if it's something silly. If you don't want to tell me, just say so." I said placing a hand on his shoulder. He tensed up and looked down at his lap. It looked like he really wanted to share his trauma but couldn't.
"Well I can't really explain it with the words I know. Maybe one day I can though." he managed to say.
"Are you afraid of the world outside?" I suggested.
"... I might be. That might be the best way to say it."
I went quiet. I then laid back onto the bed and looked towards the ceiling.
"I want to go out and explore the world with you Rudy… but I can't if you're too afraid. I won't force you to go out, but can you promise me Rudy? Can you promise me that we'll explore the world someday together?" I pleaded.
"You want to explore the world with me?" he asked laying beside me.
"I do. Can you promise we will?" I asked again turning towards him.
He reached down then grabbed my hands. He then held them up till then were level with our chests.
"Fine. Have it your way. I promise we'll explore the world together someday." he declared making eye contact. I know he meant it so I smiled and accidentally blushed.
"Careful sis. You'll fall in love with me if you look at me like that for too long."
"You idiot." I muttered without a hint of disdain in my voice.